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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"

her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Friday, September 19, 2008
ultimate irritation

I endure the ultimate irritation in the last 2hrs!! Now I'm so freaking irritated!! The day ended on such a bad note. WTH!!

First irritation: Got on a super crowded bus on my way home from dinner with min and daph. The moment I got up the bus, my phone rang. Unfamiliar number, so I picked it up. Damnit! The worst decision I made, the PERSISTANT "friend" actually called to ask if I found a job. Seriously, can't you get the hint when I didn't reply your msn messages! Now, he actually called me. I told him the bus is crowded, and I sounded hostile, yet he continued with his small talks. ARGH! The next time I see that number, I'm not going to answer it. zzzzzzz.

Second irritation: The moment I reached home, logged on to msn, another come and ask me if I found a job. zzzzzzz. The 3rd time this week this friend asked. Okay! I understand you are concerned, but kindly please stop asking me and not 3 times a week! I'm stress enough not being able to find a job, so quit asking again if I found it. I will update all of you THE MOMENT I FOUND A JOB OK!! Ya lah. I just mass sms all lah. What the. zzzzzz.

Third irritation: I was merely stating my point in view and out of my curiousity, I got snubbed. Ok. Once again, wrong choice made. I should just stick to just being quiet and shut up whenever the need be. Don't blame me for being cold when I don't talk. I'm just going to mind my own business. I already cut down ALOT of my words yet somehow that little contact can even irritate the hell out of me. ARGHHH!

Feel like complaining to someone, but no one on msn is replying me. Ha. Guess I deserved it. Sigh. Gerger~ When will you be back!! I miss you ley.. the only one who never fail to listen to my woes and complains. COME BACK SOON!!! sigh.

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