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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Saturday, August 30, 2008
new pet found

There's a new addition to my family, or rather my dad found a new addition to my family. Haha. Last sun, this birdie flew into my house and was standing at my window sill. Both me and my mum are in the room, so we didn't know there was a bird in my house. My dad came home and saw it. Went to catch it, and surprisingly, it didn't fly away and willingly let my dad hold it. There it is, a new pet in my house! Haha.

It's a rather pretty bird, with lots of colours (blue, shades of green, black, orangey red). From the looks of it, it seems like a parakeet. And it very well tamed, as it doesn't fly out of it's cage at all even when it was wide open. Kinda small, about a palm size. Loves to chirp, or maybe it is attempting to sing. Haha. Been trying to teach it how to speak, hopefully one day it can talk, that is if it doesn't escape out of its cage. Haha.

Well, a bird is very different from having a dog, it doesn't really play with you, other than trying to bite your fingernails off. And also, you cant pet it like a dog, nor cuddle it. Can say it's quite boring, but at least there's always sound 'cos its always chirping away happily. Haha. Guess when I'm bored at home, there's this bird to "talk" to me. Some kind of entertainment I guess. HA!

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
ache-d

I feel like an OLD lady. Aching everywhere, from my neck, to my shoulders, to my back, down to my ass and thigh! Basically each little movement is killing my muscles. Well, this is the outcome of sleeping on a "non-existent" pillow in the hotel and from the bowling session with zw and sheena. zzzzzzz. I'm OLD!

The short trip out of Singapore is fun. At least it's my escape from reality and away from all the crankiness around me. Truth me told, I'm actually very contented with my boring, yet peaceful life. But, there will always be something out there that has to break this nice feeling, that caused me to be sick of being here. Well, maybe I was meant to be alone, that's why I enjoy all the boredom. Haha. Had fun when I'm out of singapore, wasted some bucks on something that I thought was just purely commercial. But well, I had this mentality in mind, when I have a job, this little money is nothing. OK, I know I have the wrong mentality here, when I don't even have a job yet, and I already spending away the pay that is in the far future. Haha. Well, as long I'm happy, I guess it's worth it. Haha.

Hmmm, was reading a blog that got me thinking. Or rather reminds me of the regret I had. It's like life is playing a joke on you. Just when you started to have something, and that you can start making things better, but that chance of doing it was taken away from you. And you will never have the chance to do it again. Especially if the act of doing that something meant the world to you, but you won't be able to do it. Sigh. Guess this really teaches me a lesson that you gotta cherish every little thing that is given to you, 'cos you will never know when will be the last of it.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
screams.

I just feel so much like screaming out loud. ARRRGGHHHHH!!







Just fast forward to sat pls... I just want to get out of here and go to dreamland...

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
lifeless

Been slacking again and no job yet! Send and send resume, but no company is calling me!! Sad... the job market is going downhill now, looks like it will be even harder to get a job.. Sigh! I don't want to be an unemployed!! zzzzzzzz

Finally went to ktv after yearning for it for soooo long... ha. Went with an unexpected guest who doesn't want to be name. Ha. Interesting I would say.. hahaha. Had dinner with daph, kimseng and zhenwei yesterday. Thanks kimseng for the dinner treat. Haha. Well, if i manage to find a job that actually pays me, I won't forget your treat. Hahaha. Well, nothing much. Just very broke at the moment. Sigh. I need a job lah, but no one wants to hire me! The amount of loans I'm owing are piling up! Damn. If only I'm rich.... ha. Please! Someone hire me!!!

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Saturday, August 09, 2008
Happy Birthday, Singapore!

Yeah, National Day again.. well nothing special, just so happen to blog on national day.. Hahaha.. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~

Nothing much this week.. or rather I couldn't remember what I have been doing over the past week... been slacking my days away, waiting for interviews, waiting for outcomes... but nothing, no calls... sad.. been home most days, since not working and got no money, might as well stay home and slack. This is bad.. seems like alot of people either started work or found a job already, yet I'm still jobless. Argh. The companies I want never reply me or don't ask me go for interviews... sigh. I need to start paying for my debts!! Damn! Ha.

Well, finally met up with wendy yesterday for a short drinking session at rail mall. Haven't seen her for quite some time, and had fun catching up with her. To think after not meeting her for about 2years, we still got so much to talk about... haha guess we are just one talkative lot..

Guess that's as much I can blog about, all the other mundane stuffs in my life.. nothing to say about that.

SIGH. All of a sudden I feel like sighing. Seems like wasted effort once again. Ha. What to do. Stupid me lor... zzzzzzz

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