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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Thursday, July 31, 2008
slammed

Once again, I slapped myself in the face. Asking for it, and I got it. zzzzzz. Sometimes I truly wonder, why do I even bother? And where does my limitless patience come from? I never knew I had such high level of tolerance until now. Always thought I'm those who has a bad temper and easily irritated, but somehow I wasn't the way I thought I am. Guess I am just another dumbass asking for it, when I shouldn't even bother. Ha.

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Saturday, July 26, 2008
student.convo-ed.graduate.unemployed.

Officially an unemployed graduate 2 days ago. Convocation - Class of 2008. Hmm.. kinda interesting day and definitely busy. Busy taking photos, walking around looking for more people to take photos, but sad to say, I didn't really took much since most of my friends are in the morning session ceremony, while mine is in the noon session. That's like how sad. I have to convo alone. Haha. The whole ceremony was kinda ermmmm lame? Took about 2hours for the whole ceremony and I'm only on the stage for 10s. Haha. Guess it just the sense of finally graduating from this course. Kinda miss school, days of mugging away for exams (well, not really. HA!), days of attending lectures, time spent gossiping away during breaks.. sigh. No more of that now. Ha. Thanks zw for the nice daisies, and sorry for not getting anything for you, since you said you werent getting any. zzzzz... Ha. Glad that both my parents took time to attend the ceremony and of cos, my bro and his gf who came down after that just to take photos with me, not forgetting daph, my gerger and zw for staying back after their ceremony to take photos with me. Haha.

Well, something good happened recently. I lost my student ezlink card last week, and was feeling rather sad that I lost something that I wanted to keep. After a week, I already lost hope of finding it anymore, but a good surprise came out of it. One guy found it and email ntu about it. So, the school gave me the contact of that guy and I actually manage to find back my card! What is really lucky was that, this guy was actually the 2nd person who found it. I lost the card on 190, but the card was found by the 2nd guy at jurong polyclinic. For those who know, 190 doesnt go to jurong polyclinic, meaning that the 1st person took my card, used it and after that dumped it at jurong polyclinic. Then, the 2nd guy found it and was nice enough to contact the school about it. Tada~ That's how get back my card. Haha. So happy, it's like part of my 4yrs memories in NTU, and I so wanna keep the card for keptsake. Then I can have a whole collections of my card since pri school. Haha. It's nice to know that there's still nice people out there, who is honest and returns stuffs. Haha.

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Monday, July 21, 2008
another week of no show

Another week gone, and this week is gonna be our convocation week. Hmm.. not excited.. not much feel.. Haha. Probably just sianz of my mundane life. Nothing much happened last week. Just waiting at home for companies to call me up for interview. Well, 2 more interviews, hopefully one of them will be hire me. Ha. Had a very "disturbing" week.. mainly 'cos almost everyday someone call/wake me up at some unearthly hours. Ended up with 6+hrs of sleep everyday. Yeah I noe, 6+hrs is alot considered to many people who are working already, but I'm still on holidays! Well, that's just a nice way to say it. Another meaning is I'm still unemployed. That's beside the point, anyway, I should have ample sleep before I start working right. But everyday I will have "disturbed" sleep, and couldn't sleep well. Ha. Enough of my crankiness. Sigh. Why am I still unemployed?!?

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Monday, July 14, 2008
none.

one week gone.. so fast! Did nothing much over the last week, just suffering from the withdawal syndromes from coming back to sg. I STILL WANNA GO BACK TO TAIWAN!! Boo. Still miss everything in taiwan! Haha. Got the lethargic feel back in sg and have to look for jobs and going for interview. Hopefully I can get what I want soon, otherwise I'm going to take up sucky jobs le. Sigh.

Went back to school last tues to collect my transcript and degree. Well, 20+k of money + 4yrs of slogging only to get that one piece of paper. It's that expensive eh. Stupid guy who gave me the invites made me gotta head back to school again on wed. 'Cos that guy gave me the invites for the wrong ceremony! So zzzzzz. Waste my time to go back lor. Well convocation is on next thurs, anyone interested to come to NTU and see? Haha but I got no extra invites ar, both are reserved for my parents! Haha. Well, you all can still come down after the ceremony to take pics with me de.. haha ok that is abit bo liao. Haha. Nothing much, just another boring week of slacking at home.

Ohh ya, a new crab place to intro to you all, probably some people heard of it. It's called the Famous Crab King Restaurant at Toa Payoh Lor8, somewhere inside the industrial park. They have very nice tze char style food and of cos, the CRABS! Very nice I would say, big and sweet. Haha. Somewhat different from the Ang Mo Kio. But both are as nice. Can't really remember the prices as amk, but at tpy de, kinda reasonable prices. 1plate of large crab cost abt 50bucks. And totally worth it. Can give it a try if you guys love crabs. Haha.

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Saturday, July 05, 2008
i'm missing taiwan... and...

Back from taiwan, or more specifically taipei. I didn't want to come back!! 8days is not enough!! There's many places that I didnt get to visit and also, the incomplete shopping!! Sigh. Time flies when you are having fun. Indeed. I wanna live in taipei ar. Don't feel like coming back to face the reality of life. Sigh. Boo. I want to go back to taipei!! Ha.

Oh. Was kinda lucky that my flight back to sg was upgrade to business class! How cool. The service for business class was like totally different! No wonder it cost so much. Lucky us, didn't have to pay extra for it. Haha. First time on flying in business class. Haha.

Well, kinda lazy to write about my days in taiwan. In short, it was not enough but totally worth it. In my 8days there, I manage to see more than 20 taiwan/hk/sg stars. A couple of them upclose, in range of less than 1m away. Ha. Saw Eason, Elva, Wilber, Gary, Jam, Show, Ghost, etc. Go figure who are those people. And ya, look closely at 100% entertainment, you might just catch me on screen! Haha. Happy, happy. But still, it's not enough. Sigh. Didn't get to buy alot of things. There's so many things I wanna buy, but no time to fully shop for everything. Sorry guys, didn't manage to get nice stuffs for you all, only manage to get those things to eat. And for some, sorry!! I really don't have enough time to get presents~~ Was busy the 8days over there. Sigh. If only I have another week there! Wanted to extend our stay, but flights can't be change and also, gotta go back to school on tues to collect stuffs. Otherwise, I would hav stayed for another week!! Hahaha. I don't wanna come back to singapore! =(

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