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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Friday, May 30, 2008
re-union

It's a fun-filled day, with simple gatherings that I truly enjoyed myself. Went to watch Sex and the City with my gerger and zw. Nice show I would say, even though I never watched the drama before. But just couldn't stand those audiences. They were practically ohhh-ing and ahhh-ing at every scene. The most ridiculous of all is the LV bag present part, where there's this girl sitting near me said, "OMG! LV bag. Wow!". They were like totally engrossed in the movie. Ok, I admit I am too. But I won't go to the extend of ohhh-ing, ahhh-ing, aww-ing away at every scene. Hahaha. To end it off, about 30% clapped after the credits started showing. Hahaha. Kinda kua zhang I would say. Met up with the OSBs for dinner at Fish&Co. What a surprise that 10 of us were present. Surprise guest appearance, fred. And ever-so MIA-ing Jack, whom I haven't seen him since CNY?! Haha. Most were there except for the organizer, aaron ar!! Last minute pang seh. You missed the fun. Haha. Had a drink at Ice Cold Beer after that.

I realised, I do miss my friends. I missed those simple days that we had. But, looks like all of us eventually have to grow up. The topics that we had was kinda different to what we had a few years back. Now everyone is asking about jobs, how's work and stuffs like that. Indeed, I love catching up with them. Couldn't really remember the last time when so many of us actually turned up for our little gathering. Haha. Was kinda touched that Jack actually sms-ed me if I reached home safely. Haha. Thanks for ya concern. And of cos, zw too. Haha.

Well, finally most of my friends saw my perm-ed hair, except for my beloved girls!! When are the F5 going to meet up again?!?! Seems like ages ago that all 5 of us turned up!! hahaha. Well, so far the comments I gotten for my hair are a couple of OKs, some say no difference, 2-3 nice/not bad and my gerger say not nice. Haha. She prefer me with rebonded hair. Well, it's just a change I wanted. So gerger, bear with your mummy's hair lah huh. Hahaha.

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Monday, May 19, 2008
change-d

For once, I actually did a major change to my hair. I permed my hair!! Ha. Which just adds to my big and already messy hair. Hmm still need some getting used to. Won't exactly say I loved it, but I don't dislike it as well. Guess I just needed a change. Something different. Sick of being the same old June who doesn't change. Ha. So, don't be too stunned when you all next see me k. I just kinda looked older I guess. Hahaha.

Nothing much and sorry for you guys who came to read my blog and gotta log in. Kinda ma fan I know. Just wanting to see who actually reads my blog before I send invites. And also, just waiting for time to change by blogskin and blog link before I removed this private blog thingy. Don't worry, I will update you guys about my new blog link. Yet to find something relevant or maybe irrelevent for my blog link. Ha. Well, give me a week or two k. Will get it done before my birthday, that is if you guys still rememeber when is it. Can't remember, look at the left side bar. It's written there. Hahaha

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Sunday, May 11, 2008
lost a friend

Well, just realise something. Like the title of this entry, I lost a friend. Or rather, I realise I lost a friend. To think I was totally wrong about someone I trusted, someone I thought I knew, to only realise it now all of that were just talks. I thought I knew a person who truly cherish friendships and understanding it, but only to finally understand that people do change. Could change so quickly that it only take a split moment. Sigh. Don't know how to spell out my disappointment. Probably 'cos I expected too much, or that it was the last person I thought would become like this. I can say, this is the first time I was truly wrong about someone, the first time I gauge a person wrongly. Guess it's just too much disappointment in it, that I feel kinda sad to lose a friend.

How I wish I can just say I won't care about it and really keep to it, since it's not worth the time and effort. Yeah. Who says friendship last a lifetime? Probably only those that are worth it.

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Sunday, May 04, 2008
the end

Exams are finally over.. well that was a few days back. Kinda lazy to update blog, since now also not many people reading blogs le. Ha. The end is near, in a few days time, all of this will be over. I will officially no longer be a student and also that's the end of it le. It's about time to get on with things, with my life. I wanna enjoy the last of everything, but looks like it's hard to enjoy any of it. Or rather, it's impossible to be done. Guess that's how the end should be. Ok, enough of my ambiguous talks. Hopefully the next post will be more insipiring. Ha.

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