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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Thursday, April 17, 2008
blinded

Ok, exactly how "lucky" can I get. The night before my first paper, right eye got soo pain that I couldn't finish studying my notes, cos I couldn't really see. So, went to bed early, hoping that the next morning it will be fine. But no. Woke up only to find that it got worse. Eye got swollen and there something growing inside. Yesh, it's a bak chiam or the chinese name of it, zhen yan. Got no choice, but to force myself to finish studying for the noon paper. Somehow just manage finish reading it up before I leave house, but my eye is already quite pain. Went for exam, and towards the last 2questions, cant really concentrate, cos my eye is too pain and dry (thanks to the air con) that I'm having a headache. Hopefully, by some miracle I can do not that badly for yesterday's paper. That's really how lucky I can be, only to have this bak chiam on the first day of my exam. zzzzzz

By night, the eye got worse and it's so swollen that it look like goldfish? And that when I open my eyes, it looked like it's closed? Ha. It was that bad, 'cos instead of the normal 1 bak chiam, I got 2 growing in the same eye. YESH. Once again, goes to show how lucky I am. Ha. The pain was like doubled of what I felt in the morning, till I feel my whole eyeball is pain as well, when it's only the eyelid that is supposed to be pain. Luckily, woke up this morning to find out that one of it actually broke, so it is getting better. But still, I went to the doc, better be safe than regret. Haha. After some application of medicine, now it's actually much much better. At least I have normal sized eye and not that pain le. Doc say it will take a week to recover, but by then if it doesn't get better, I will need to get it cut out. zzzzzzz. Luckily the medicine works.. hahaha. Well, still feel kinda blinded and everything I'm looking at seem abit blur, till I can't really start on studying. Sigh. Well, at least I got 8days break before my next paper, still not that bad. Ha.

Ohh ya, to add. gerger!! If you are reading this, I'm telling you that the strings kinda works! After tying it, the thing actually broke the this morning!! Haha. Well, maybe it's just xin li zuo yong. But still, I guess it works. Hahaha. =)

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