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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


December 2002
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Monday, January 28, 2008
.none.

I am supposed to do some updating, but I got lazy and there's nothing much to write about. Or that what I wanted to write, I won't publish. Ha. Well, just don't feel like sharing my secrets. Ha. That's for now. I'm gone!

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Sunday, January 20, 2008
OMG!! JAY CHOU!!!

Jay's concert!! Went for the Friday's concert and it was fantastic!! and it was his birthday as well, so it was kinda special. Haha. Totally worth the 200bucks I paid for it. All the songs he sang was as usual very nice, and his dance moves, well, need some improvement, but it wasnt that bad. Haha. Anyway, it's his songs that are important, not his dance moves. Haha. He played the piano, drums, guitar and gu zheng, all done soooo nicely. Since it's his birthday, it was kinda different from other concert and he seems exceptionally happy that he spoke soo much crap. Haha. So different from the Jay few years back. From the start to end of the concert, everyone is screaming non-stop. Everyone is sooo high over him and his songs, that he had 3 encores. Well, most probably is planned encores, but still, it just made the ending even more perfect. Haha.

Took alot of pictures and some videos, but sadly to say, I didn't bring my 2GB memory card!! Only had 1GB of memory space and is totally not enough, after about 1.5hours, ran out of memory already!! DAMN!! I can only keep cursing myself. And I did a stupid thing, that I feel like slapping myself or slamming myself onto the wall. So irritated and sad about it. ARGH!! And I think dap would want to kill me as well. SIGH! I accidentally deleted a FULL VIDEO of Jay dancing the "Niu Zai Hen Mang" and it was very nicely recorded!!! *boohooo* Looks like I can only get the partial video from dap to look at le. SAD! ha

Well, nothing much. Start of another FYP week and yes, it's not school week, is FYP week. Since basically I'm doing FYP everyday and on every free break I have. zzzzzzzzz

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
blood donation

Blood Donation. Had my first Blood Donation today. Ha. Kinda interesting and it wasnt as painful as I thought it would be. Heard from many people and they make donating blood seems very painful. Indeed... ha! The most painful part of it is actually the blood testing, where they test for your blood type. You will feel this instant numbness on one of your fingers. As the actual drawing of blood out of your body, you dont feel anything, since you will be given a jab of anesthetic before they poke that thick needle into your vein. Didnt really feel any pain and the whole process is rather fast. Took me about 10mins or so to draw out a packet of 450ml of blood. Ha. Quite an experience and not to forget you feel great after that, since you will be saving 3 lives for each packet of blood. Haha.

Well, had thought of donating blood from a few years back, just that I didnt really go to do it. Could be fear of pain, or that there's a lack of company, or simply caused I'm lazy. This time round I actually went to do it. Just feel that I should do something for the greater good, not that I'm noble or what, it's just that what had happened last year made me think that maybe it's time for me to do some good. And I guess blood donation is really meaningful and since it's going to be my last few months in NTU, I may not have the will to do it anymore after I graduated, so might as well do it now. Kinda last minute decision and decided not to care so much and just go for it. Haha and nope, it's not scary and not pain! At least for me. Hahaha. So people!!! Go for blood donation!!! Help others when you still can..!! Ha.

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
start of the final sem

School started 3days ago, my final sem in NTU (hopefully). Ha. Hope I will be able to enjoy my last few months in school and studying, but seems like it will be quite a task. With FYP nearing the end, yet I still got so much to do, not to forget my last chance to score well in my subjects. Just the 3rd day of school, I already feel the stress building up. Well, gotta push myself to work harder, or else I wont have the chance to do it again, or rather, I dont want that chance! ha. Well, nothing much, just using those breaks I have to do FYP and I got Friday as a free day. Not going to waste too much doing other things, just focus on FYP and my studies. Ha! HOPEFULLY!

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
its 2008! Happy New Year~

First post in 2008. The mark of a new start to a new year. Spent my NYE with the OSBs, first for bowling and then, mj at Dap's house. Ha! Been ages since I had last bowled, and seriously, i bowled like sh*t!! haha it was so bad that I didnt even know how to use my own ball to bowl anymore, till I resort to using house ball to bowl. After which, I bowled sooooo much better than my first game. Near to 70% increase in score in my last game as compared to my first game. Haha. Well, attendance for bowling: Dap, Aaron, Liang, Ben, Bene and me, with special guest, Aaron's girlfriend. Yes, just the pathetic 6 of us went to bowl, when it used to be around 12 of us gathering on NYE. The numbers just keep DECREASING!! Ha! Liang left after the third game, and we are left with 5 of us. Bowled for four games and now I already feel like all the bones in my body are aching like mad!! Seriously, we all are getting old and not to forget lazy!! ha.

Had dinner at Johnson Duck, after that is mj at Dap's house. Yes, all the pang seh people, this year gathering is only the 5 of us counting down to 2008. Kinda sad ar, but still I enjoyed their company very much!! Ha. I wonder how many of us will be left next year?! Ohh, to add, I should seriously consider not playing mj in the meantime and definitely not during NYE!! haha. Been on a losing streak since dont know when and seems like I always lose mj during NYE. Haha. Well, at least it was fun. And ya, Marc joined us ONLY AFTER the countdown!! tsktsk. Came for about 2hours and he left. tsktsk. Ha. Only managed to reach home at 5am in the morning, and I'm seriously dead tired, since I have been up early in the morning to go school. I almost like a walking zombie who is aching all over. Haha.

And so this marks the start on my 2008. No idea what to expect of it and I'm not making any resolutions this year. Ha. Maybe I'm just lazy, or just couldn't be bothered, or that I see no point in making any. Yup, now is time to work hard again for the new year!

Finally it's time to let go, after holding on for so long. Nothing much to look forward to and now I understand, there's no point in it. Time to get out of it and move on...

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