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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
September 11, not my day...

feel so irritated suddenly.. well, maybe not exactly suddenly.. probably for the whole of today.. woke up with grey skies.. raining.. and i hate to being lappie to school on rainy day.. but no choice, gotta do presentation.. so have to bring it along.. just thought, maybe it will get better.. but no! presentation was done normally.. but it was not graded fairly?! though, the stupid tutor said.. presentation was good, but the content is NOT SEXY?! how can the content of a presentation topic be sexy?!?!?! and my topic was "Singapore's New Economic Strategies"... how interesting and SEXY can it get?? somehow i managed to take a peek at the score.. 28/40!! cos the content is NOT SEXY! WTF!! really man.. not like our content is totally out of point... and not like our presentation skills sucked... just cos hes subjective and in a damn cranky mood... then can just anyhow grade.. just cos the previous group did some no-brainer presentation which was graded 5/40.. and he has to be cranky?! i know 28/40 is not exactly bad... but its the lowest you get according to the previous presentation.. well, a point to note, the previous group was given another chance to present next week... argh!! if he say properly whats wrong with the presentation, still not so irritated.. but he gave a lame comment like.. THE CONTENT IS NOT SEXY!! how constructive!!!

ohh ya... forget to mention this, hes one hell of a lao tiko..!! not to forget RUDE!! giving you the freaking bored look when others are presenting... seriously, its one lame core module.. that is wasting time.. and ya.. all those presentations add up to 40% of the final grade.. hence this irritation as well.. to think we pia through the weekend to get this done... ok i should be glad we were given bonus marks for being the 1st group to present and also being able to get it done in a week.. but thats not the point.. just 'bu fu qi' why it was graded in terms of SEXINESS of the contents... WTH!

just freaking pissed with everything now.. screwed up my day... and not to forget, it doesnt pay to be nice.. and its tiring faking to smile and be happy everyday.. sigh.. i need to get out of the house, get out of here!! F5!!! i want to meet you girls!!! needa destress...!! OSBs!!! where have all of you gone to ar?? sigh..

i wanna go back to those days.. back in the days in sa.. just hanging out in school, outside of school, in town.. with my friends.. when i still have the things i had... sigh

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