<body> Illusion-ed Mind <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/4034989?origin\x3dhttp://deceptive-illusion.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <body>


her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


December 2002
January 2003
February 2003
March 2003
April 2003
May 2003
June 2003
July 2003
August 2003
September 2003
October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009

Tuesday, July 31, 2007
too nice

yeah!! finally the day is here!! one week of being away from singapore and off to macau + hk.. and my shopping spreee~~ haha and my flight leaves in about 6hrs time.. and i realise i got soooooo many things to bring there.. how to shop like that?? i need a bigger lugguage.. hahaha! and for all those things im bringing, about half of them aint clothes... didnt really bring much clothes.. but all those miscellaneous stuffs filled up most of my lugguage... zzzzzz

happy happy... a couple of things to buy there.. mainly for others.. well maybe i shouldnt be so nice, and keep getting things for others.. hahaha well, see how lah.. if cannot fit in anymore, then too bad!! dont help people buy liao.. wahaha! afterall i go there to shop for my own enjoyment right.. cant blame me if i wanna be selfish.. hahaha! dont miss me people!! i will be back in a week time! haha i even wonder if anyone even bother reading this.. lol

i blogged @
2:13 PM


Sunday, July 29, 2007
money in, money out!

2 weeks of work is over! and reaslied that the money earned is not enough for my expenses! haha.. well, at least its still better than not earning any.. haha another week before school starts AGAIN... but before that, i'm gonna enjoy at hk+macau 1st!! haha cant wait cant wait... just 2more days~ hahaha enjoy before i worry about school... and fyp.. got my project, but i wonder if its going to be good.. hope the tutor is good... haha.. nothing much.. just been wasting money recently.. when im not exactly rich.. and actually kinda broke... sigh... still gotta wait for pay to come.. ha!

i blogged @
12:30 PM


Saturday, July 21, 2007
counting down!

so tired... having to wake up so early to go work... just it took 1.5hrs to reach there.. ha.. good thing is that its only for 2wks.. supposedly to go work on sat... but the asst manager whom i work for says i can dont need to go down for work... and he will still sign for me the hours!! haha so good.. no need to go work, can still earn money.. hahaha lucky for me.. hes very nice.. even the manager himself say can like that.. since they all agree that our pay is too little.. wahahaha.. work is usually very slack for me, 8+hrs of work of which i only used about an hour or so to help my in charge to do his work, after that i can just slack and play game and surf net and listen to songs... hahaha but usually i just offer to help the other girl working there, since she so ke lian got so many things to do... can only say she suay... work under the driver trainer who always didnt do his job.. which ended up with her having to mock up so many datas.. ha.. actually the girl also slack 1 lor... always fell asleep in the office and do her work so slowly.. ended up she has to go work today.. if not she can also dont need to go.. i already tried to help her finish almost 1/3 of her work le... but still got too many things to be done.. ha

finally get to wake up late and replenish my sleep...tonight still gotta attend my cousin's wedding dinner.. hahaha.. now my er gu can enjoy good life liao, all her children got married le... hahaha and also! counting down to my hk+macau trip in about 1week's time!! cant wait to get out of singapore... and go for shopping spreee~ haha... but before that, i need to select my FYP 1st.. damnit.. only left 3days le.. and yet i still dont know which project i wanna do... soooo dead! procrastinate tooo long le.. almost 2mths for me to look at it and decide, yet till now i havent decided on it.. what to do.. all the projects look so uninteresting and damn hard... sigh.. headache ar!

i blogged @
11:28 AM


Monday, July 16, 2007
better late than never?

finally a job came to me.. yeah.. 3weeks before school start than i manage to get a job.. and its only for 2weeks temp.. supposedly to be good pay of 800bucks for 2weeks, and it dropped to 7bucks per hr.. and than it dropped AGAIN to 6bucks pr hr.. zzz well better than nothing lah... need the money anyway... but than its quite a lousy deal now.. cos gotta work 6 full days.. and only able to claim OT after 6pm everyday... so duh... ha.. well first day of work at this ulu place at pandan road, which is near west coast and at jurong industrial park.. and really ulu.. took like 1+hr to reach there and also, theres only one canteen of one stall available for lunch... and if want to travel out to eat, it will take 15-20mins to travel out.. yesh.. its that ulu.. im glad im only working there for 2weeks.. if not think give me one month i will be sianz of the place liao... hahaha well job given to me is pretty easy.. at least for now... im just basically faking details for internal auditting of the firm... hahaha and spend about half the time sitting there and stone... with no one staring at you if you are doing nothing.. not to forget, i got the biggest 'office' shared with another temp.. to ourselves! haahaha

anyway, this 2days has been kinda weird to me.. its better not to think of it... cos this weird thought that seem to stray into my mind, actually became something real.. in the 'bad' sense.. dont know to laugh or cry.. ha.. if only i thought of having a windfall and it happens... how i wish.. hahaha

i blogged @
9:50 PM


Sunday, July 08, 2007
family portrait

back from genting, and sad to say i didnt manage to win back my free trip, well at least i didnt lose.. ha and also no freaking millions of dollars waiting for me when i get back either.. the crap toto nos actually has 44pple sharing 6m of it.. ha.. kinda sad to say it... but i still love to have it..

enjoyed my stay in genting, with my parents and me sharing 1small room.. haha like chalet like that.. watch lots of shows.. caught transformers AGAIN with my bro.. our 2nd time watching it.. and also die hard 4.0.. well mainly its just action-packed from start till the end.. and you can see how bruce willis is made of metal and wont die no matter how many times he fall or knocked over.. hahaha free live acrobats+magic show.. named FLY.. well.. the acrobats is very pro.. so impressed to see live acts of them literally flying around.. hahaha.. as for the magic part.. is pale in comparisons to those saw on tv.. with lots of minor details not well-covered up.. its free.. so just watch lah.. ha! not to forget, gambling... whats genting without some gambling.. hahaha

family time during meals.. its fun trip with them.. some get together time.. and not to forget, my cousin's sons are soooo cute..! hahaha a little drama when getting back to sg.. but well its still enjoyable...!

i blogged @
10:10 PM


Friday, July 06, 2007
off and away~

will be gone over the weekend.. off to genting.. haha nothing much to do there yet im still going there.. well, kinda of a family outing.. 24 of us going to genting!! the whole bus is like ours.. haha going with my father's side relatives.. first time going out of singapore with them.. yup, big family.. ha finally some time to get together after such a long time.. never been able to travel together cos of some circumstances.. though the trip itself is sooo ex.. sort of not worth the price for the little time spent there.. but then, its good to spend time with family.. ha! night bus.. not keen on it.. probably stoning off in the bus.. sleep too much over the holidays le.. lol!

i blogged @
12:22 PM