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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Saturday, May 05, 2007
lonely

just one week of rest and i will be back to having lessons in school.. argh.. this sucked.. wanna rot somemore.. but no choice, gotta take the intersem cos i want my 4th year not to be so packed.. well deal with it.. only 3days of school, and the rest of it will be freetime!! ha but then again, so what if i got free time.. noone is free to entertain me ley.. ha all either busy working/looking for jobs or away overseas or busy with pat tor-ing.. haha.. guess i have to entertain myself ba.. haha went to zouk on wed.. my last clubbing was like last last dec? so i havent club in like 1.5yrs?? and my before that my alcohol threshold is already like low low low... so now is like non-existence.. just a mere drink of flaming lambor and a drink mouthfuls of disgusting long island.. im already seh.. zzzzzz this time round was like much much worse than the first time i puke-d.. hahaha ok me and my unglam moments.. not like i was glam anyway.. ha! its like my hands and legs cant coordinate.. but my mind is thinking straight... bad feeling.. cant do what you wanna do.. yet you are awake.. hahaha thank god i dont have hangover.. i guess all the puking helps.. lol!

well have to thank liang, who is sooo nice to actually come down to fetch us to have supper.. sorry if your stinks.. ha.. guess its nice to let loose after all.. sorry janey and sand.. supposed to hang out with you all for awhile or what de, but my movements sort of restrict me to do much.. and i cant go over to find you all!! lets go again someday k!! hahaha

well nothing gd has been happening, so far all i heard are bad news.. when are good news going to come? sigh

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