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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Saturday, May 26, 2007
countdown

stupid rashes been with me for one whole week, at least it wasnt that bad now.. the medicine doesnt seem to work well, it only stops the itch but doesnt cure the rashes? ha so the rashes is still here.. wonder how long for it to cure.. ha.. stupid tv spoil, then for the whole of this week didnt really watch much tv!! there goes one of my entertainment.. hope the person can come today to repair it.. dying without my TV!!!! ha

well finally met up with flor for dinner with the partly cui OSBs.. havent seen her since Jasc's bday last year!! she went missing.. hahaha well just here to update for the sake of updating.. lately wasnt really in much mood to update blog or talk to people.. neither was my patience and tolerance at its best.. so most of the time im talking to people with a kinda irritated tone.. ha! well grumpy me.. and so.. im sort of have plans for my bday.. and it will be with my girls!! first time im actually spending it with them on the actual day.. looking forward to it.. hope you girls will be free k!! hahaha =)

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Saturday, May 19, 2007
slacking days

no updates.. since i got nothing much going on in my life and that i got nothing i wanna complain about.. ha.. well basically just going to school for intersem lectures, trying to study for quiz.. busy with watching shows, both online and downloaded.. meet up with my gals (-1).. been awhile since i met jess.. great to see her well and all.. and janey.. hope to see her get better as the days go by.. not forgetting sandz, cheer up and good things will DEFINITELY come your way.. no worries girls.. FIGHTING!! hahaha

finally finish spending my bday present of a year ago.. vouchers which almost expired.. haha well last one year, either im busy doing attachment or busy with schoolwork.. that i barely step into town much.. and even i do, i forget to bring my vouchers along.. hahaha well i foresee that i wont be celebrating my bday this year ba.. not really keen or just pure lazy to get pple out to meet.. afterall the OSBs are cui liao.. left with my girls and my family.. haha and to add to it.. i got something important on that day.. JUST GREAT... but most importantly, i dont think i shd be celebrating anyway... haha and yeah i got a "surprise" coming up.. so just wait for it, and see when it will come ba.. ha!

too much slacking over the days, until i'm REALLY rotting.. and i meant literally.. zzzzz wonder what is attacking me, now i got like 'hidden' rashes all over my body.. trying to stop myself from scratching any part of it and its real hard when your whole body is covered with rashes.. argh.. rot too much.. just recover from my sickness.. now more to haunt me.. basically my limbs seems swollen... zzzzzz hope it will go away soon.. i hate not able to scratch!

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Sunday, May 13, 2007
fall dead

so i did burn part of my brain off.. haha.. enduring a temp of 38.8 for a whole day nearly make me go to lala-land and never come back again.. hahaha before i finally decided to go see a doc for help.. ya call me crazy.. i'm not particularly fond of doc.. if cant usually i'm my own doc.. but i guess i cant cure my own illness afterall.. hahaha and indeed, the doc does wonders! after having 1 dosage of the medicine, my fever is gone! yeah.. so im stil left with my the other half of the brain.. .. well bad weather.. so people, better take care... just over the last few days, i already knew of 7ppl that i knew having high fever.. so better not get the virus..

well now i stil cant really talk.. given my "sexy" voice.. hard to talk.. and the cough is killing me.. argh.. lucky having hols.. can sleep 24hrs a day also ok.. haha.. recently the weather is sooooo bad that even with the fan blowing full blast at my face, i can still be sweating like hell.. and no aircon for me.. bad for my throat.. sigh..

tmr will be 21days le.. how all that seems so long ago.. but its just only 21days.. sigh..

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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
not well

there goes 2 friends, flying off to burgerland.. probably already there.. ha.. now i got 2 less kaki for mj.. take care harn and liang.. hope to see you both in one whole piece in 3months time k! =)

sigh.. this is so not a good year for me... usually i dont fall sick so easily.. most is once a year? but in this 4months.. i'm already sick 3times.. argh.. my body is falling apart.. its protesting that it is old and not able to function well anymore!! sigh.. sucks doesnt it.. down with fever.. hope it just gets sooo high that it burns my brain off.. so i wont have to think lah.. guess bad things doesnt ends...

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Saturday, May 05, 2007
lonely

just one week of rest and i will be back to having lessons in school.. argh.. this sucked.. wanna rot somemore.. but no choice, gotta take the intersem cos i want my 4th year not to be so packed.. well deal with it.. only 3days of school, and the rest of it will be freetime!! ha but then again, so what if i got free time.. noone is free to entertain me ley.. ha all either busy working/looking for jobs or away overseas or busy with pat tor-ing.. haha.. guess i have to entertain myself ba.. haha went to zouk on wed.. my last clubbing was like last last dec? so i havent club in like 1.5yrs?? and my before that my alcohol threshold is already like low low low... so now is like non-existence.. just a mere drink of flaming lambor and a drink mouthfuls of disgusting long island.. im already seh.. zzzzzz this time round was like much much worse than the first time i puke-d.. hahaha ok me and my unglam moments.. not like i was glam anyway.. ha! its like my hands and legs cant coordinate.. but my mind is thinking straight... bad feeling.. cant do what you wanna do.. yet you are awake.. hahaha thank god i dont have hangover.. i guess all the puking helps.. lol!

well have to thank liang, who is sooo nice to actually come down to fetch us to have supper.. sorry if your stinks.. ha.. guess its nice to let loose after all.. sorry janey and sand.. supposed to hang out with you all for awhile or what de, but my movements sort of restrict me to do much.. and i cant go over to find you all!! lets go again someday k!! hahaha

well nothing gd has been happening, so far all i heard are bad news.. when are good news going to come? sigh

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