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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Saturday, February 24, 2007
recess week or no?

so the main part of cny flew by in the blink of an eye.. 3days of bai nian just gone.. its just tooo short.. i need more time to relax.. after cny will mark a super duper long period of 'not free' and 'no time'.. tons of things waiting for me to do.. i want to relax for just a day.. i also cant find the time to squeeze in rest.. sigh.. recess week as of now.. but seems like it will be spent on doing my stupid design report.. damn CA.. troublesome essays and headache-causing heat transfer tuts.. and not to forget the need to 'discover the mystery' behind heat transfer..arrr!!! how come pple can survive through this torturous sem n its only half a sem gone, yet i'm already soooo dead!!! stress is building up.. i cant find the smile back on my face.. even harder to keep positive thoughts in my brains.. i need a life.. i need an escape!

before i go.. wanna wish phil bon voyage back to aussie.. work hard n jiayou for the remaining 15mths or so.. til then we will be graduates! sorry that all of us didnt get to meet up much.. tink i only meet you less than 5times since you came back.. hahaha.. take care!! remember to miss us!! hahaha =)

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Saturday, February 17, 2007
festive of reunion

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hope all of you have a prosperous and happy year ahead.. and that all will be smooth-sailing!! not to forget, get more ang baos and win if any of you do gamble!!! =)


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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
love's not in the air...!!

Happy Birthday Ben!!! and also Happy Valentines' Day all out there!! hahaha well somehow i cant seem to see any valentines feeling around.. seem kinda down tis year.. or maybe only in NTU.. though there's lots of stalls selling flowers, gifts, free balloons.. but there wasnt much pple buying them.. ha! must be 'cos CNY is not here yet, pple cant use the ang baos money to buy gifts.. so its abit dull tis time round.. so its not much fun going to school today, since there wasnt much action around for us to see and to gossip.. well tooo bad.. ha afterall its just another day.. haha...

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Saturday, February 10, 2007
dye-ed

damn.. i foresee another busy week ahead.. only manage to clean up 50% of my room.. i wonder if i can make it in time for CNY!!! arrgghhh.. especially with the stupid lab report not yet finished.. and its freaking taking up too much of my time doing it when i already know i get A for it!! haha.. well that's cos my project grp won the competition against the other project group.. so my tutor say will give us an A if we win, 'cos he got face mah.. hahaha.. just some programming and cheats to let our robot beetle win the obstacle course at a faster time than the other group.. ha.. well we are CHEATERS after all.. but then, the report is wasting too much of my time.. been doing it for the whole week, giving up my sleeping hrs to have it done and yet its only 60% done!!! damn.. i need more time.. still got tuts to do.. and CA, quizzes!! sigh..

seems like i got so much to do yet i 'wasted' my time to go shopping!! ha.. a girl gotta relax as well.. especially if the relaxing part includes 'beautifying' oneself up!! though theres no beauty here, but at least its a change.. not biggie.. just dyed my hair!! haha after 3yrs away from hairdye, i decided to try it again.. kinda sick of my black black hair.. now i got choco hair.. well most probably wont see much of a difference in my hair.. but i'm satisfied with it.. no bright colours for me.. i dont wanna stand out.. too bad its CNY period.. otherwise i would have gotten highlights as well.. ha.. i'm happy i have a wonderful mum who is willing to pay so much for me to do my hair... and not to forget the amount of hair products you need get to maintain the condition of the hair.. ha call me vain.. yesh i am INDEED vain! i'm pampered!! wahaha

you don't need to have all the wants in the world to be happy, just be contented with what you had and what others couldn't have... that way, life would be so much better, happier, simpler...

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Monday, February 05, 2007
none

Happy Belated Birthday Janey!! updated alittle late, but hope u enjoyed ya day.. and u r already 22 le!!! haha

well nothing much.. nothing to update.

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Friday, February 02, 2007
relax day?!

friday, yet i'm home.. what a surprise! ha was supposed to be a busy day for me, but ended up i pangseh dap.. paisae ar.. supposed to go shopping with u, but ended up i got last min confirmation of plans.. BUT why am i home now? well, 'cos was being "pangsehed" at the last min.. haha noone to blame, 'cos jess got backache, so cancelled janey's bday celebration plans.. since it will be no fun for 3 of us to hang out at st james.. nvm we will stil celebrate next wk!! sorry jane!! well at least i can rest at home... needed to rest after all this is one tiring wk! been home late everyday.. almost killed me.. n thanks to the stupid PE that all of us took.. which took 5hrs of our time every wk.. when its only a 3hr lect.. including those time spent reading up, it will be more than 5hrs each wk le... wrong choice man.. well nothing we can do abt it, other than to work it out.. tsktsk

well, thanks Zhengwei for his help AGAIN... you wanted to see your name here right, so i'm making it big and bolded.. haha thanks for lending me the cd for those software.. and guess will be counting on you to teach me and also shun bian help me do my CA hor. thanks ar!! haha

need to stay home this weekend le, lots of things waiting for me to do.. tuts, lab report, room cleaning, spring cleaning... argh!!! no time no time!!! no to forget all the readings.. sigh give me 48hrs a day ar!!

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