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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Monday, January 01, 2007
new year resolutions..

as promised, i'm back to update the details of the last 2days of celebrations.. so pple, this is going to be one long entry.. if you wanna go to the toilet, take a drink, better do it now.. otherwise, when you start, you cant stop reading it!!! wahaha.. ok.. probably 'cos its too boring, and you have to force yourself to keep your eyes open or that you actually fell asleep a couple of times.. ha..

sand's birthday, 30dec2006
head over to her 21st bday and really thanks to jess.. otherwise me and janey wont be able to hitch a free ride to sand's chalet at loyang and that both of us will actually end up being lost.. and definitely thanks to the driver.. sand's friend, damien for fetching us to the chalet and the ride back to the mrt station when we are going back..

this is like one of the best 21st party i have actually been to in 2006!! its like a wonderful end to the series of bday parties in 2006.. all the beautiful decos done so nicely by her sis and aunts.. and its alll pink and so like sand!! the big big stars and lights are so nice, esp when the sky turns dark.. and the most beautiful one is definitely the dress she wore!! made and designed by her mum, stitch by stitch her mum sewn it for her... and its really nice.. tgt with her curly hair.. she looks like a princess.. all the little details were nicely done, be it the food, decos, games, bbq.. just everything.. the best part abt the party is the game!! made by the aunts.. kinda like a treasure hunt where all of us are divided into various grps... and of cos me, janey, sand's dance fren sherping and a korean guy(fren sand's aunt) won!!! the clues are kinda hard.. and we are lucky to get the easiest.. so we managed to solve them in record time... and being the 1st, we are given a prize of $20 tangs voucher!! sponsered by her sis.. which is really nice of her!! hahaha come to think of it, i think i made a fool out of myself in the treasure hunt.. cos basically im haunting ppl for the ans and also running ard like an idiot.. hahaha

next is the bday cake.. which is pink.. everything is totally pink.. ha the cake is oso nice.. and theres actually a barbie doll standing on the cake which kinda look like sand.. not to forget the theme of the party is stars.. so janey, jess and me each bought a star pendant to wore.. and its really nice.. hahaha.. this party is so heartwarming.. everything was planned by her sis and her aunts.. helped her in everything.. and its really nice to see their family worked tgt to make sand so happy and a memorable one for her.. even her cousins helped in everything.. the game, food, serving and entertaining all her guests... their hospitality makes you feel like you are so welcome by them.. haha.. really one of the best party i went to..


New Year countdown, 31dec2006, jasc's hse
our yearly, never-been-missed bowler's gathering/newyrcountdown once again take place.. wonder how time really flies.. tis is the 5th yr we had celebrated tgt.. just really great to have them to accompany me over the new year... 'tis time rd its at jasc's hse.. thanks for the offer of having steamboat at ur hse and of cos to your maid for helping us prepare all the food.. which i guess keeps her busy the whole noon.. haha.. and not to forget we probably made a mess to your hse and we are sooo damn noisy throughout the whole night.. hope we didnt cause much troubles for you.. haha...

well, the steamboat is nice.. and again, there's too much food even though we didnt buy much... 'cos of the few last min cancelling of dinner plans by some of them.. yesh its understandable for harn.. 'cos she sooo sick yet she stil made it there.. even though its only for a couple of hrs.. and she really looks so sick.. as for fred, erm.. not idea what to say.. didnt even get to talk to him much before he has to leave to fetch his parents.. haha as for marc... you best huh.. jio us play mahjong.. then halfway pangseh.. well done liao lor.. made me lose AGAIN!! hahaha and to think we are supposed to celebrate new year tgt.. tsktsk..

so after dinner, we had our rds of playing games again.. like shithead, daidee, bridge, pictionary, german bridge... seriously i think we bowlers can start a games cafe of our own.. always had so much games to play.. and theres always new games we play.. this time rd is pictionary.. guess all of us are so fascinated by this game.. its so interesting and a test of our drawing skills.. apparently, mine sucked.. 'cos most of them dont really know what i'm drawing, esp when i'm using my left hand.. i dont even knew what i was drawing.. haha and jack has become the king of drawing with left hand and close eyes!! and hes gd at it.. cos he can draw even better than when im opening my eyes and drawing with my right hand!! hahaha.. and of cos there's aaron.. king of pictionary.. cos whoever that has him in the team nv loses any game.. well i guess hes really gd at guessing.. and theres ben and liang whom im impressed with their creative minds in drawings.. haha

had mac breakfast and we all left at ard 6plus.. thanks liang for the ride hm.. ha.. and thats abt how i spent my countdown.. though the attendance wasnt that gd, but its great fun afterall.. let hope we all can keep this going for the years to come.. that is if we are not too old for them..

tis time rd we didnt get to say our new year resolutions.. so im going to do it here in my blog.. but before that let me recap on the events in 2006!!

-i turned 21 had held my 21st bday celebration/chalet with the help of my mum and bro and all those who came for it.

-attended lots of 21st bday parties, with harn&marc's bday party and sand's bday party being the most memorable.

-managed to keep to all of my last yr resolutions, and indeed i'm a happier person.

-deal with lots of breakup stories in this year, not the best of it.. but it made all of them a stronger person!

-onto my 3rd yr in ntu, and went to attachment at Shinryo.. though wasnt the best place of attachment, but i grew to like the place and ppl there.

-and i finally came to realise the true meaning of cherish what you have, and that its really never too late to regret.. it's what doesnt break us that makes us stronger.

and so 2006 ended.. and its really a gd yr.. better than 2005.. since all of us had grown older and wiser.. and yesh we are all into our adulthood!! time to really grow up even if we dont want to...(must be thinking that i'm so long-winded, endure abit more, its ending soon!!)

New Year resolution, 2007!
probably going to be same as last year.. with having to study even harder and get better grades being the 1st and most impt.. hope i can be really studious since there is only 3sem left for me to pull up my a little more than pessimistic grades.. if i intend to get my honours..

next is, keeping in contacts with all of my friends, and i will definitely learn to cherish each and everyone company..

also, i need to keep my health in check, as being healthy is not a luxury everyone can have..

well, the last is going to be continue to be content with what i had and that i really have to improve to be a better person.. afterall there's not much chance for that once i graduate and step into the society with all the EVILS out there.. haha.. not goin to elaborate much..

lastly, thanks everyone for being in my life... oldschbowlers, F5, mygerger, friendsinNTU, colleaguesinShinryo.. and of cos, for those who actually finish reading this entry.. you guys have come to end of this entry.. cheers!! afterall its 2007!!!!

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