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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Saturday, December 30, 2006
endless celebration coming up...!!

happy birthday sandra!!! since i'm posting this after 12.. and happy belated birthday bene!! didnt post and update.. thats why now then wish.. hahaha..

ok recently been wasting tooooooo much money... in just 2days i'm out, i spent near to 300bucks!!! well but more than half of it, i spent it changing my hairstyle... and sadly to say.. dap and her mum is always the 1st to c my CHANGED hairstyle.. i got 2 new hairstyles in 2days... lol!! call me crazy.. thats y i had to say im wasting money.. yest cut the new style.. but my hair is sooooooo damn messy, frizzy, cui, etc. til i cant stand it and i keep complaining to jess and janey.. so decided to get my rebonding done today!! muahaha.. so all of you must be thinking, nothing special mah, since im always rebonding my hair.. so shdnt have much diff either.. well maybe for you all lah... but think this should be the 1st time you all actually see me with short fringe.. not very short, but i'm not one who like to change my hairstyle.. haha.. ohh and i realised that i like to rebond my hair before the new year come.. just like last yr.. muahahaha

well guess my hair wont be a surprise to dap, shane, jasc and ben ba.. they are the 1st few to see it before my mum did.. lol!! well this is not the final hairstyle yet.. some parts not done yet.. pocket goin to have a big big hole if im going to keep up with my changes.. new year, new changes and also, time to make my new year resolutions.. ohh needa check how many of my last yr resolution did i accomplished.. lol!!

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Monday, December 25, 2006
My Chrismukkah

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to all of ya out there!!

I finally changed my blogskin and think it was my 1st time trying a white coloured blogskin after 4yrs of blogging! when most of those skins i had was usually black.. ha.. so now should try white.. something simple.. wanted to add something more to it, but get lazy and decided to keep it like this.. haha and yes, thats how i spent my chrismukkah.. spent it editing my blog.. a new change to welcome the new year which will be approaching in less than a week!! hope i can have more changes before the new year comes.. so people, just wait patiently to see if there will be any changes k.. haha..

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Saturday, December 23, 2006
pre-xmas eve~

oops.. so long since my last update.. haha not exactly busy, but dont really have much to complain about so i didnt update.. ha.. went out on alternate days.. so wasnt really bored.. gotta enjoy while i still can, otherwise school starts and there wont be much enjoyment left.. went vivo on mon and fri.. on mon to do some xmas shopping, but kinda low no cash.. ended up i didnt get anything.. ended up with mahjong at dap's house and supper at timah..

on wed, went to have my unfinished xmas shopping done.. thanks jasc for the company, and harn for the idea.. hahaha.. otherwise i wont have it done in 1day.. and seems like the bad/lousy/terrible weather does not seem to daunt those people in town.. theres like tons of people everywhere.. even in such conditions.. hahaha

yest went to catch night in the musuem... no brainer show, no logic.. but its nice and kinda funny at parts.. worth catching it.. ha went to harn's house.. monopoly-ed with the limited-ed of disney fairytales... its soooo cute!! and most of us had a hard time trying to remember which are the lands that we own, since the names are so different.. with 8 of us playing the game, the board is sooo overcrowded and we made our own rules.. haha kinda fun.. ended up with cards game, bridge, shithead and some kind of drinking card game... and thanks pple for making me drink till i REALLY want to vomit when i reach home.. haha know im going to be sick, so drink LOTS of water MIGHT help.. but i guess it doesnt.. since most of what i drank ended up in the toilet.. hahaha and kept me up almost the WHOLE morning, since i couldnt sleep in peace without feeling the urge to go to the toilet.. ended up i feel so awake the during the whole 6hrs i slept.. haha kinda interesting game and im glad its only water we are drinking.. if its the supposedly alcohol, i wont be playing it since my alcohol threshold is like only a few sips.. lol!!

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Friday, December 15, 2006
rotted..

i should be updating my blog more frequently since im so free right.. but i have been rotting for the last 4days!! so i didnt really do much.. finally i stop feeling like a pig.. my feasting last til mon.. ending with kuishinbo dinner with the bowlers.. kinda like a post AA's birthday celebration which is more than 1 mth lat.. lol!! well ate so much till i feel all the food in my throat.. so full til i wasnt really hungry the next day.. i guess that 30+bucks was well spent.. so after mon i basically become broke.. cos still went to ktv with dap before dinner.. at least it enjoyable... i just miss singing!! muahaha.. ktv is never enough..

after mon, my life just consisted of sleeping, rotting, slacking, playing game, watching tv, reading book and eating.. didnt even bother to step out of my house for 3days!! yes, not even the doorstep.. till i have to go bpp today to do some stuffs.. so bored at home!! wanted to go out.. no money, no outing, no partners, no kakis.. and i still need to get my xmas shopping done... arrr!!! where are all my shopping buddies?!?!?!

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Sunday, December 10, 2006
slacking days..

yeah, 22wks has past!! like finally.. now im almost back to being a student.. so for the next 4wks have to rest and play and sleep.. before school starts again.. ha.. fri had a very nice buffet lunch at M hotel.. no idea how much it cost... but the food is really nice.. hahaha enjoyed my 1st taste of freedom with min, dap and shane.. haha poor shane have to go shopping with 3gers! like again.. dinner at thai express..

as for my 1st day of slacking, i really slack almost the whole day at home.. busy watchin anime.. and tv.. haha.. till i met aaron, jack, harn and ben for crab dinner... realise really "lost touch" with them.. cos dont know when was the last time i saw them.. think was the last supper session? no idea.. haha well now that IA is out of the way.. i suppose i can finally start catching up.. ended with german bridge at aa's hse.. long time since we played that game.. so got alittle rusty.. at least all of us is better than jack.. wahaha.. he has officially taken over harn!! with a score of 140 which started to drop to 110... how nice right.. lol! wanted to make him become zero.. but no time.. hahaha..

well now got too much time... have to start thinking of my timetable and also more important stuff.. really hope nothing goes wrong for you.. wrong.. should be NOTHING WILL GO WRONG FOR YOU!!! gave me a shock of my life when i heard it.. yesh.. GURANTEE, 100% CHOP all will be fine... you will be well.. and you will always have me around.. though i wont be able to help.. but i can make you smile!!! dont think so much about it... leave all that to the future, for now.. enjoy!! want to go out... you know who to find!! =)

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11:52 AM


Thursday, December 07, 2006
yeah tml is the day!!

yeah!! the day i have been looking forward is finally here!! tmr will be my last day of IA!!! there goes my long, boring working life... well for now.. happy happy.. though think of leaving abit sad.. but i want to play!!! muahaha.. last 2 days have been eating ba wang can.. haha everyday got people treat me eat.. kinda good.. yest was my project team managers... erm.. alittle stress eating with them.. but all are nice people.. and of cos my colleague went with me since my sup not free... as for today, all my lunch kaki treat me eat... so paiseh they have to treat me and the other IA student.. and i only got for them a small treat of chocs and sweets!! ha.. well limited budget if you have to buy for nearly 60people in the office..

as for tmr, my company will be treating all IA students, including those at site, to buffet lunch at M hotel.. haha so it free lunch again.. but this time will be even more stressed.. all the big shot bosses will be going as well.. and my sup will be goin instead of my colleague.. so one less person to talk to... on the bright side i will be having lunch with my gerger!!! haha finally can eat lunch with her.. since the 1st day of IA want eat lunch with her, but cant since shes at site... tmr last day then get to eat with her!! haha ok lots of crap... too happy liao.. finally my misery is ending!!!

notice something interesting everytime i looked out of my window at night.. its the moon that is so interesting!! its almost different everyday.. when i was going to bathe, i will take my towel which is hanging at my room window.. so everytime i will just looked out of the window and look at the moon.. though its only a few sec, but its interesting to see a different moon everytime.. and yest i saw this interesting sight.. wanted to take a photo of it, but i dont have a decent digi cam, so ended up didnt take a photo of it... its like the moon was wearing a hat!! haha well its just that some clouds happen to pass by the moon.. and somemore is a full moon... soooo nice!!!! hahaha as for today the moon looks really scary.. soooo orangey-red and some black clouds are covering it.. and i mean black and not dark clouds.. ha looks like its gonna rain later.. haha everytime i will ask my mum to come and look at the moon.. she must be thinking im that bored!!! yesh i am.. otherwise i wont be writing this here... trying to bore u all.. hahaha.. got time, remember to look at the moon!! hahaha

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Friday, December 01, 2006
4.5!! 4.5!!!

yeah.. another week gone.. just down to 4.5more working days!! hahaha.. but then life is getting really boring at work... im back to doing what i did when i 1st join the company... looking at damn drawings.. zzzzz its soooo boring since theres nothing to change and also i will be sooo isolated sitting at a big table with all the BIG bosses office surrounding me.. argh.. and its likr im sooo redundant cos everyone is like sooo busy yet im just sitting there trying to act busy.. ha looks like they know im leaving soon, so they cldnt be bothered to teach me new things.. so all of them will be soo busy while i slack my whole week away.. to be happy or not? ha..

one of my lunch kaki treat me lunch yest.. so nice of her.. when i dont even work for her and we work in different department.. just 'cos i always accompany her for lunch.. well i also need company for lunch too.. yet she still treat me.. haha well nice pple.. come to think of it.. its only 1 week left.. will miss the people there.. all so nice.. also miss getting my pay on 20th every mth.. though its quite little.. at least got income.. well on the other side im looking forward to NOT having to wake up at 630am every day.. and NOT having at most 6hrs of sleep.. haha

hols coming.. yet i have no ideas what im going to do.. looks like so many of my friends are going overseas.. so i guess i will be left rotting at home.. anyone wanna go out? remember to ask me k! hahaha

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