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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
7.5working days!!!

yeah!! started counting down with wks.. now im down to 7.5working days!!! finally.. haha looks like recently all my post i sure will mention how near i am to my freedom!! ha.. well wanted to update over the weekend, but either i was out or that i am sleeping.. so dead tired... its like my body know my IA is ending soon, and its reacting in such a way that i dont want to wake up!! and my body is already on slacking mode... i miss my sleep!! my almost 22wks of lack of sleep... now come to think of it, i wonder how i actually survive it.. with 6hrs of sleep almost everyday.. ha.. well its ending..

so last fri meet up wif min and dap.. and of cos shane too! ha 3gossipy girls and shane can actually stand it.. and all of us was like talking sooo loudly... haha like so much to catch up on.. n yeah with shane as well ar.. haha sat last min outing with jess.. thanks for asking me out ar.. otherwise i will be rotting at home again.. though we didnt really do much.. other than talking and gossips again.. ha endless gossips eh.. well which girl can survive without gossips!!

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11:33 PM


Thursday, November 23, 2006
wkend wkend!!! sooon...!!!

ohh its thurs!!! time pass faster!! wahaha.. by wkend it will be done to 2wks!!! so tis 2 wks will be slack at work.. but at the same time its gonna get real boring.. well report handed up.. hope can do well.. heard from my tutor that my sup got good remarks about me.. which is good.. haha hope can do well.. but then my tutor was saying the stupid NTU always force the tutors to push the IA results down.. they were saying all the tutors were toooooo generous.. and shouldnt give us good results.. so ended up most only got B... whats wrong with the tutors trying to help us get better grades.. what if some really deserves it.. but ended cos of the stupid school cant get A?? well not saying I deserve an A... but just find it really unfair lah.. well at least i know i did what i could le.. happy happy... finally something to look forward to.. the end is near.. muahaha

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Sunday, November 19, 2006
3 wks!! weeee~

3days of slacking flew by... was home everyday, trying to finish up my report.. n yeah!!! finally its done!!! after sooo many weeks of thinking what to write... impressed with myself that i actually manage to find so much crap to write... ha.. from a few pages of words i managed to make it become nearly 40pages of crap!! lol.. have to rush through the stupid report cos of the tutor.. email him the other day and ask him when will he be coming down to my office, then he said will inform me again when he is coming down.. so on fri he called me and say he coming down tis tues.. which mean i have to hand it in to him on tues... whats more i need to pass it to my sup for him to see!!! and hes sooo busy i wonder if he even have time to read it by mon.. since i will only be giving it to him tmr.. sigh.. thanks to the tutor.. dont know how to inform me earlier.. well at least its done now.. hope theres no mistake.. dare not check through it now.. cos already did all the binding, if got mistakes i also cant change.. wasnt entirely satisfied with it.. but then.. no choice eh..

haha so its officially down to 3weeks before i can enjoy enjoy ENJOY!!! yeah.. hope to go on trip during this dec.. but cant seem to find people.. so XIXIXI!!! must make our 1st trip possible k!! i'm counting on uuuuu =) so from now on i'm going to save and save and save... just got my pay.. but i already feel broke.. damn! how to survive.. sigh...

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Thursday, November 16, 2006
long wkend!!

wkend is here... long wkend!! haha which means its only 3more weeks!!! fast right!! well, took leave for tmr.. since i stil got 2days of leave left, dont want to waste it.. ha but got to stay home n finish my report.. though i started long long ago, but got too many parts undone and i only did it in the office.. didnt bother to do at home at all, too lazy to touch it.. thats why till now i still got quite some parts havent do yet!! and need to hand in next week... so by this weekend must finish it.. 'cos still have to let my supervisor look through it.. and he will take very long to read through it.. since hes so busy!! ha.. and my logbook.. miss an entry.. too lazy to write it.. since it ending anyway.. ha.. cant wait..!!!!

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11:47 PM


Sunday, November 12, 2006
hunky hunks!!

argh, so tired yet i'm here updating my blog... zzzzz waiting for my hair to dry.. so just come to update.. ha.. n ya.. Happy Birthday ShuHui!!!! erm... not like she reads my blog.. but ya.. to remind myself of her birthday next year.. ha

so met up with jes, though wasnt for a long period.. but yeah great company.. always the one who accompany me when noone is free.. always the one who go present-hunting with me and have to wait for me make up my indecisive mind.. ha and always the one who amused me with her quirkiness.. n i simply love her.. haha.. my best lesbian partner!!! wahaha jes!! look at the "mei li" you have.. even i'm obsessed with you!! hahaha.. and yesh.. my free MRI hor.. haha

jes left and min came to take over her place... along came with 4hunks for 2hrs.. haha at least is an enjoyment.. especially if they are on the big screen.. lol!! well though the storyline is kinda comic like... not much plot.. and somehow they want to make it look like horror movie.. but well who cares... since our aim was to catch the hunks in the movie.. ha

ok i'm starting to sound like some kind of psycho.. well not enough slp.. especially if i'm surviving on a 5hrs+ slp each day for the last 3wks.. kind of drives me crazy... well just endure another 4more wks... countdown... woohoo!

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1:49 AM


Thursday, November 09, 2006
Happy Birthday AARON! & MIN!!

happy birthday Aaron!!! haha faster post first.. otherwise over 12 liao.. n also.. happy belated birthday to min!!! 2 days late to post on my blog.. ha

since yest has been experiencing what it is like to be handicapped... zzzz for my case is only partial handicapped.. and its driving me crazy liao... right wrist hurting like mad.. and seriously dont know where is the exact pain from.. just that at a certain angle it will hurt like hell... til i cant even hold a pen properly.. so have to rely on my useless left hand to do things... my left hand is sooo retard.. ha... so ended up left wrist starts to ache as well... argh!! someone just break off my wrist man!!! zzzzz and its really so bu fang bian not able to have full use of my hands when i need to get so many things done!! at least its better today... stil can type... yest i cant even scroll the mouse without feeling pain... sigh... must be my rheumatism acting up!! hahaha

so its thurs already... which mean wkend is coming!! also means another wk gone!! im so much closer to the end of my IA!! hahaha... ohh yeah... those studying will be having exams soon.. well gd luck to all.. n study hard ba!!! jia you!!

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8:30 PM


Monday, November 06, 2006
kukup...

supposed to update this yest, but got lazy, so i din bother to come here.. ha was too tired from the trip to kukup.. and i slept the whole of yest away.. thats how tired i am.. well haven had enough sleep for 2wks, and it is slowly killing me.. so time to get my precious sleep back.. haha if i can keep to it...

well kukup was just plain... plain relaxing... plain village... plain scenery... plain food.. everything is just sooo plain and simple.. come to think of it, it will be nice to stay there for awhile... just a short trip there and nothing much to shop either.. had seafood for lunch and dinner.. everything paid for.. barely spent 50ringgit there, went to a supermart.. jusco.. just like giant or carrefour like that.. also its a great way for the project people to get together and relax.. think all of them are too stress out.. haha i first time i actually talk to some of the people.. cos usually my section is kind of "isolated"... dont get to communicate much.. especially for me.. since most of the time im just following instructions.. dont really know what i am doing.. hahaha.. so kinda nice... slowly growing to like the company.. but too bad i wont go back there after i graduate.. cos i tink the pay wont be high.. n gotta work on sat!! thats something i HATED the most.. ha..

just knew something, and its acutally kind of nice.. well not for me.. but at least i see people around me whos happy.. so i can say im glad.. afterall.. they deserve to be happy....

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8:10 PM


Friday, November 03, 2006
my memories

yes.. another week has past! just down to 5more weeks of IA and i will be out of there!! cant wait.. haha.. and finish about half of my IA report.. and mostly i wrote crap. no idea what to write either.. tmr going to kukup.. happy happy.. ha finally im leaving singapore.. but then, i will have to wake up so early... zzzzz and its only a short journey to kukup, which means i also cant sleep on the bus.. nvm, at least its a paid trip.. an experience of village life.. ha

yest was browsing through the past entries in my blog, and i seen how my blog entries changes.. when i first started this blog, i got nothing to write about.. basically im just writing what i did everyday.. slowly it started to change.. it changes into a form of stress relief.. to let out all my frustrations and complaints... and then it changes again, become a mixed of my thoughts and complaints.. till now, it still revolved about these.. kinda funny to look at what i wrote in the past.. and how childish some of those entries looked.. whats most important is it contains so much of my precious memories, those i had already forgotten.. n reading it makes me realise how much things had changed in my almost 4yrs of blogging... well its also has its negative points as well.. ha.. but at least im glad i started blogging, even if noone bothers to read it.. haha ok somehow this entry seems to be going nowhere..

so looking forward to going kukup tmr.. =)

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