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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"

her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Thursday, October 12, 2006
sorry...

wah.. finally can get into blogger le.. wanted to update earlier.. but cant load the page.. ha.. well.. tink i jus pisses someone off.. oops.. din mean it.. sorry if u r irritated.. dat is if u c this blog lah.. just read sth dat actually brings a smile to my face.. ha.. how long since i had any emotions of this kind... and so tml is black friday.. i wonder if any bad luck mite befall me.. haha well mayb just the opposite will happen.. i mite be soo damn lucky.. since normally im suay.. so unlucky days i will lucky?? haha k.. im tinking too much.. haha

haven been slping well lately.. a few slpless nites.. n its making me look so haggard.. yesh.. im like an OLD lady lor.. dark circles.. pimples popping out.. tired eyes... lousy skin condition.. seriously.. its not gd to get old.. n im just 21!!! my god my god!!! sigh.. guess ample slp is soo impt.. but cant slp means cant slp.. wat to do.. someone kind enuff to knock me out every nite at 11pm?? adding on to dat.. i had a a blue black the size of a 10cents coin INSIDE my mouth.. yesh blue black in the mouth.. wat a weird place rite.. zzzz i can even feel the pain just by moving my mouth.. how i got it?? all thanks to my carelessness/clumsiness/mindlessness.. watever it is.. its jus dumb as to how i got dat.. zzzzzz

life is full of lies, especially if you are a liar..
so my life is only make up of lies..
since all along I have been lying...
I will be fine on my own.. all along I had been fine..
yesh.. Just Fine..

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