Thursday, June 29, 2006
damn IA....

argh!!!!! i wanna vent!!!! someone jus kill me ar!!! i dun believe im like sooo damn unlucky... like wat the hell lah.. ive gotten like the worst possible IA.... wtf!!! freaking low pay.... damn working hrs... i dun believe it ley.... imagine havin to climb out of bed at freaking time of 630am on a sat morning!!! damn lah... n to tink i work in CBD area.. n such lousy pay.... argh.. n to endure alll dat shit for 22wks.. mite as well kill me... sucked!!!! n like wth lah.. stil ranked as no.1 in japan company... f lah... no.1 stil pay like dat... n work 5.5days... argh... work part-time oso earn more den dat... shit shit SHIT!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 26, 2006
celebration.. ktv~

jus reach home from dinner n ktv wif the bowlers... haha celebrated jack's bdae... even though he claim its jus bowlers gathering.. well no need to say bowlers gathering lah.. we always hav bowlers gathering.. be it we plan it or not.. wahaha.. well hope u like the present we got u.. definitely something dat u wanted lor.. hahaha.. dinner at beppu.. nv eat there b4 even though i went there once.. haha well not bad... not daring enuff to try the very spicy.. so only ordered one chilli de.. haha with nothing to do.. decided on ktv... been soooo long since i went ktv.. wanted to go ktv since exams over.. but nv manage to go.. hahaha n i miss mi ktv partner!!! dap!! hahaha well shes in taiwan lah.. no choice.. the person i had more mo qi with.. hahaha left at ard 1am... thanks ben again n again n again.. for always fetchin us wen we live so far... haha well i won abit for the england match.. can treat u supper next time.. for always fetchin me.. hahaha thanks...

well this few days been slping at 6am in the morning.. haha yeah can call me crazy.. i oso dunno y i wna to stay up til so late.. either im reading comic or dat im watchin FULL HOUSE!! very nice show.. makes me cry.. haha definitely worth my tears... ok.. now im goin to continue watchin FULL HOUSE... 4more episode b4 i finish it.. goin to chiong finish it b4 slp... wahaha

Saturday, June 24, 2006
y shd i bother?

was typin this entry halfway when suddenly my phone rings... after the call.. i deleted all dat i had type.. n decided to type a whole new different entry.. thanks to that call.. it brought me back to where im supposed to be.. thanks for always listening to me.. well n i thought through it... why should i even bother... shouldnt even care abt it... y do i care aboutt something sooo much when i wasnt appreciated for things i had done b4... for having my own opinions n theres no reason for me to explain what i had done... for thinking the way i did n gettin all vexed over it.. no point.. really n seriously... i shouldnt care... wen its really not within my control of how things have to be like that.. it wasnt even worth the trouble... so now im learning AGAIN not to care about things... so i wont feel what i felt for this last few months...

-in the midst of transition-

Friday, June 23, 2006
Happy Birthday Jack!!!

Happy Birthday Jack!!! hahaha hope u hav a wonderful day at work! haha.. go mei nus to c ar.. hahaha well nothing much to update.. probably another rotting day at home.. yawnzzz

Thursday, June 22, 2006
GSS!!! MANGO SALE!!!

finally went out after rottin miself at home for 3full days.. well in some sense i save quite alot by not goin out.. but today one trip to town made mi spent the amt i saved for a wk!!! well went to mango sale wif dap... got myself 2tops... well its cheap lah.. cant blame me.. n its time for mi to get new clothes.. hahaha after dat went zara... got another top.. yeah the one i wanted!! finally got size le.. so total i bought 3tops!!! i muz b crazy... hahaha always buy tops.. nv buy bottoms.. seems like i got too much tops ehh... but i always wear the same few tops wen i go out.. like set aside tops to wear to sch.. n tops to wear out... hahaha.. well nan de i shop til so shuang.. n kinda cheap too.. happy but broke!! arrr!!! wen is my allowance goin to come!! lol..

very often, one does not think about the consequences of his/her actions n started blaming others for it... ended up relationships are strained... does things always have to end this way?

Sunday, June 18, 2006
Happy Birthday Wendy!

Happy Birthday Wendy!! haha the last to join us in the club 21!!! well hope u had a wonderful day.. n dat all ur wishes come true.. n of cos.. stay happy k.. no pt getting upset with dat idiotic bitch.. totally not worth it.. hahaha

well nothing much.. went to wendy's bdae yest.. at aranda.. nice place.. nice food.. haha sorry we werent exactly great companions.. was slackin in the room after eating.. hahaha.. havin our own entertainment.. hmm head over to the airport after dat.. catch 2nd round of dinner... thanks ben for being so nice as to send all of us home all the way from the airport.. wen ur hse is soooo near.. thanks ar.. wasted ur petrol.. hahaha.. well ur nature was at work yesterday.. lol.. 1wk of hols gone.. left wif only 3more wks.. sigh...

Saturday, June 17, 2006
broke broke broke!!!!

haha.. seems like the more time i hav to slack.. the less i update.. well wat to do.. boring life.. jus staying home everyday... no money means no life.. so slack at home is the cheapest "entertainment"... too broke to go out oso.. mahjong yest.. dinner... n cards game.. shopped ard today.. manage to get a tee at $1.30... hahaha thanks to the isetan voucher.. otherwise shopping wun b as fun w/o buying things ehh.. hahaha nothing much.. tml another bdae... lots of bdae tis mth.. goin broke broke broke!!! so if any of u manage to find some free/cheap activity to do next wk.. remember to jio me.. hahaha

Monday, June 12, 2006
end of eid... end of everything?

yeah!! today marks the end of the damn EID n the official start of my 4wks hols!! b4 IA hav to start... hahaha well glad dat its over... n our group din manage to win any prize... hahaha ours its like the simplest product... how to win? hahaha well hols le.. was looking forward to it.. but now dat its here.. i hav no idea wat to do.. probably jus slacking at home.. since i oso got no pple to go out wif.. hahaha now i got al the time in the world.. anyone wanna go out wif me?? hahaha

some things r meant to be this way... mayb dats how things shd b.. letting it b the way it is.....

Saturday, June 10, 2006
too much...

yeah... gotten mi birkes from dap!! thanks to all who shared.. lets c if i can remember correctly... dap, shane, min, wendy, colleen, clarence, yihshy n shuhui... hope i din miss out anyone.. hahaha thanks.. cousins outing again.. hahaha lots of crap talks as usual... always non-stop talking.. hahaha nothing much.. been rather busy this whole wk.. haven got much to rest.. jus a few more days... n all its goin to end le.. shd b happy.. hahaha

zzzzzzz..... old illness i back to haunt me again.. when is it ever goin to end... doesnt seems to cure de.. ha.. where r the doctors?

Friday, June 09, 2006
happy or sad? i dunno...

things always happen for a reason... some reasons r known, some will nv b known... watever it is... one will jus hav to accept it... be it u like it or not... i feel sad... yesh.. sad for u... really hope things will turn out real fine for u.. cos dats definitely not wat i wan to c... i hope the u know im toking abt u... its impossible to ask u to move on.. cos i noe its not possible.. at least for now... dunno wat to say.. totally shocked wen u told mi... the last person i expect to hear dat from... dunno how i can help u.. other den jus being there for u... remember.. im always a fone call away.. 24/7... -hugz-

on the other hand.. i wanted to b happy... well over a different matter... but somehow.. i cldnt be happy.. cos i noe this will b gone soon... something dat can nv b held on.. well.. jus tinking too much again.. at 4am in the morning... as usual.. im jus being weird....

Thursday, June 08, 2006
Happy Birthday Jasc!!

Happy Birthday Jasc!!! hope u hav a wonderful day.. n dat all ur wishes come true!!! hahaha... not forgetting having us to celebrate wif u.. ~ hahaha

well nothing much.. IA results out.. got in 1st phase... so i dun hav to go fight for 2nd phase.. wonder if the company is gd or bad... well at least i got company there.. haha eid goin to b over soon.. finally all this mess it ending.. cant wait for mi 4wks of freedom b4 im being tied down wif work..

feeling more n more weird as days pass by.... mayb its jus me being paranoid... yeah.. has to be.. ha

Tuesday, June 06, 2006
results results... disappointed

zzzzzz i type out a whole entry... n somehow all is gone wen i click publish... sigh.. so results r out.. earlier den expected... almost had scare myself to death wen i heard dat results r out.. suppose to b out on 6th.. n wasnt prepare for it... was walking halfway in town wif colleen.. getting materials for our project.. den received a call n know dat results r out!! colleen being sooo kan chiong abt her results.. she decided to head home straight away so dat she can check her results.. ended up we din get our stuffs.. n hav to meet again tml... on my way back.. was tinking if i did fail one den die le... sigh.. not mentally prepared... well din really do dat well.. cant say its bad either.. my bday wish din come true.. n aims not achieved.. disappointed.. well at least i did better den last sem.. hahaa well tis sem i got nth to worry mi.. or get mi distracted.. mayb dats y.... haha at least i improved...

seems like accident keeps befalling upon me....

Friday, June 02, 2006
happy belated birthday to me~

im back again!! well 1st.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ ok so now i had join the 21club.. n now im an official adult... but den... feels old!! well let me update abt the last 2days..

had mi bdae celebration at pasir ris chalet.. not many r invited.. jus close frens... was so glad dat most of them turned up... n thanks for coming down n making time to come too.. hope all of u din feel bored.. n dat im not a very gd host.. din manage to entertain many ppl... well on 31st.. had bbq n mi mum cook food too.. din really eat much... cos was feeling too bz to actually eat.. now i finally understand how the others feel wen they r having party.. n mine is only the small type le.. cut cake.. get present.. got "bullied" by the bowlers.. cos its mi birthday.. hahaha im glad i had a flat face.. otherwise the damage will b worse.. lol

well on my bday itself.. din really do much.. slpt til ard 11plus b4 i finally got woke up by the bowlers.. or rather... 8plus im already awake.. due to the noisy singing by marcus.. who sang from 8plus to 11plus.. w/o music.. as if hes having concert.. ask him diam but he dun seem to stop lah.. hahaha.. had brunch at bk.. headed back to the chalet to rest awhile.. wanted to go cycling.. but it rained!!! supposed to be enjoying mi bdae de but seems like ended up slacking half the noon away in the chalet.. wif ppl falling aslp.. n others gambling.. hahaha well im jus like rotting on the bed.. since im not tired.. hahaha finally rain stop.. went cycling n blading... so fun!!! too long no cycle le.. enjoyed cycling.. n looking at those who r blading.. its sooo farnie.. n poor jack.. being an amateur.. he fell down n injure himself.. thumbs up for not givin up half way.. c him blade is sooo scary.. i had no idea he will go left or right.. hahaha return to the chalet at 7... all bathe n off to dinner at east coast!!! we ordered like a whole table of food.. n not having enuff place to put all the food we ordered... haha we r really like a bunch of pigs ley.. n we finished all the food!! din waste any.. hahaha 2nd nite only a few of us stayed for the nite... sorry guys no fotos to b uploaded... since i haven get the fotos.. n i dun like to post fotos.. hahaha

last day.. time to check out.. breakie at bk.. long time no eat bk breakfast le.. n went to wild wild wet too.. since i got complimentary tics.. hahaha went wif dap n harn.. well nothing much there.. jus like any other water theme park.. ohh one particular 'game' was nice.. forget wat its called.. it soo freaking scary.. dat i actually scream.. wen usually i dun scream de.. hahaha its like wen i slide down.. its feels like im free-falling... damn fun.. but u gotta hav the guts for others to look at ur ugly expression.. hahaha only stayed for awhile.. since nth much to play there... went home after dat...

well now its time to thank pple le.. thanks mi mum n bro for making mi bdae possible.. though im the one spending the money... but they r the one who help mi get all those stuffs.. mi mum for cooking all those food... n mi bro for helping mi carry the tons of stuffs meant for a few macho guys.. hahaha.. n oso to ching.. mi bro gf for coming down straight afterwards too..

thanks harn for coming to mi hse to help mi fetch alll those tons of stuffs dat need to bring to the chalet.. n oso for staying over on both nites.. n to fetch mi back after the chalet ended today.. ohh n most imptly.. for having her run errands for many ple.. haha n to help mi carry those tons of stuffs to the chalet.. n we need to go 2times b4 we mange to get all the stuffs in since both of us r no few macho guys.. haha

thanks dap too.. for helping to entertain mi frens.. since most of mi frens r her frens too.. otherwise they mite feel bored since i cant b in so many places at all times.. n oso for helping mi clean up.. shes like the nanny for mi.. haha.. n not forgetting.. for taking fotos!! since i dun hav camera.. otherwise i wun hav those memories for mi to keep le..

well thanks ben for bringing those stools.. n cooler.. n helping dap wif the ordering of mi cake.. n the cake is soooo nice!!! i like it very much.. hahaha n of cos for helping to take over the bbq-ing of the food~~ oso thanks aaron for lending mi the water container n bring mj n making the drink too..

thanks jack n shane for doin most of the bbq.. all the food r nicely cooked... the chefs of the chalet.. haha otherwise mi guests wun hav anything to eat le..

thanks fred, marc, liang n jasc for coming to the chalet.. jasc for being there on both nites.. though u werent there in the noon.. n fred for pon-ing work to stay behind to play games on mi bdae itself..

thanks the F5 plus sandz bf for coming too.. huili for being the 1st to reach wen none of them was here yet... sorry dat u hav to stone for so long.. jessie for getting mi presents n getitn all 'blistered' from days of walking ard to find the perfect present.. i love all of it very much!! jane for coming though she needs to prepared for exams.. n sandra.. for coming though u needa work the next day..

thanks colleen, clarence, yih shy n shuhui for coming.. sorry dat i din really spent much time entertaining u all.. but hope u all enjoy urself.. n oso for the presents.. though i haven get it.. but i stil hav to thank u all.. hahaha

thanks zhengwei for being the last one to reach the chalet ar.. haha sorry if u feel bored or awkward.. cos u came alone.. n dun really noe mi frens either.. thanks for giving mi face n actually come wen i ask u to.. hahaha

thanks min, wendy, flor n bene for all ur bday wishes.. even though all of u cant make it to mi bdae.. but ur wishes r received.. hahaha

n finally to all the others dat i din invite.. n to all those who wished mi too.. thanks..

all of u made mi bdae a memorable one.. though it was jus a simple affair.. but im really glad all of u came down... n i like all the presents very much.. its all i wanted.. n thanks to the bowlers.. for making it a fun one.. n for having spent so much for the ipod nano+usb adaptor.. i noe its not cheap.. so all of u hav to pay so much for it... its the best present i had gotten.. the most ex too..

hope i din missed out anyone.. long entry again.. i din bore anyone.. hahaha.. n i already cut down on many details le..