Saturday, April 29, 2006
happy 21st birthday jessie~

Happy Birthday Jessie~~ Hope you had a wonderful birthday party.. n may u stay pretty n crazy always.. dun worry u r always young at heart~~ =)

well just reach hm from jessie's bdae chalet at changi... its such a ulu place.. n sand's bf was driving.. n kinda get lost there.. or rather we cant seem to find dat chalet.. haha wats worse.. mi sand r of no help in finding the direction ar... anyway.. need to thank sand's bf for driving me there n back hm.. thanks so much.. i doubt he will read tis anyway.. hahaha

well another 21st bdae.. enjoyed myself there.. been such a long time since i last met up wif them lah.. the last time i saw them was actually on jane's bdae.. which is like almost 3mths ago!! i miss spending time wif them.. n hanging out wif them.. hahaha all the craps we do.. had to leave early.. cos stil in the midst of exams.. if not i wld like to stay over de... sigh.. well its worth wasting mi day goin for the bdae lah.. can relax abit... no matter how bz i am.. i will nv miss ur bdae jess!!! hahaha.. well needa study again... jus 2more papers.. 6more days... i will gain back mi freedom... i cant wait... all the shopping.. all the movies... all the hanging out... all the late nites... all those games n tv n shows... all those fun.. damn!! jus 6more days!!!

y does all the things hav to come "rushing" into my life at this pt in time.. wen im so stress n bz.. i stil need to deal wif all this shit... bad time... nvm.. leave it til after fri b4 i plan to do anything... zzzzzzz

Thursday, April 27, 2006
worst paper.. ever ever...

argh!!!!! jus taken the paper im most worried abt.. n yesh.. i tink the worrying gets to me.. til i go to do exam wif a blank mind!! i had totally no idea how to do a single qn!! argh... loser ar... yesh its a ultra.. ultimate... extremely hard paper... well for me.. it is... 4qns.. i can do none.. attempt abt 50marks.. of which alll 50marks im unsure.. well done liao lor.. halfway through the paper.. im already chanting.. BAO LIAO BAO LIAO.... had no idea wats going on at all.. cant seem to remember any of the formulas or diagrams... sigh... at least noe how to draw the diagrams stil can get some marks.. i dun even noe where to start lor...

mi aim of tis exam was not to get any Cs... well i mite actually achieve that.. cos i wun even get C for this paper.. probably jus an F liao lah... arrr!!!!! i need like 45marks from this paper to pass the exam!! n i only attempt 50marks???? lets hope they got MASSIVE MODERATION like moderate down by 30-40marks!! im hope dat i MITE actually pass the paper... sigh... waste of effort.. to tink i spent so much time preparing for this paper.. cld hav spent it doing other subs!! sigh....

-demoralised-

Monday, April 24, 2006
3rd paper... down

suppose to be a gd day.. cos its was one of the slackest paper to take... but it turned out to b rather bad.. hahaha looks like i underestimate the paper ar.. din noe they can actually come out wif such crap.. well not enough time.. as usual.. wen will i ever hav enough time to finish a paper.. took super long to do 1qn.. 2hr paper.. i took 1hr to do a 25marks qn.. yesh im crazy.. hahaha ended up wif 25mins for a 40marks qn... damn.. dats y din finish the paper.. well i dun foresee getting any A's for this.. given the amt of effort i put in.. i realise dat i got bad time management during exams... always not enough time to do those impt parts.. hahaha well at least one more paper down.. another in 3days time.. another paper dat will probably kill me.. sigh... i need more time!!

gotten a msg... thanks... needed it..

Sunday, April 23, 2006
dead... so dead...

im like sooo dead... hahaha just reach hm.. had dinner wif ben n harn at bpp cartel.. yesh all ben fault lah.. wat dinner.. den come bpp somemore.. i where can dun go down n find them!! hahaha joking lah.. had dinner.. n was crapping away for a long time.. continue it at starbucks after that.. hahaha.. ben was sayin harn was goin crazy... but den again.. she was nv normal?? wahahaha.. im suppose to be studying for tml paper.. n i got a whole bk to read by tonight!! n i only read abit of it.. hahaha damn.. im so dead.. yet im stil here typing away.... anyway i dun tink i will noe how to do the paper tml.. probably jus goin to write some crap down.. n smoke mi way thru.. since its tech comm?? n u need to communicate?? hahaha

anyway.. was telling harn dat i will blog abt tis.. something dats very farnie.. n wat ppl say wen they study too much.... ok here it goes.. was msn-ing wif a certain someone.. someone who went NUS to study wif harn...(u all can go ahead n guess, dun write name in case i got killed. LOL) den that certain someone said this, "my nucleus is leaking..." (or something along that line, with the nucleus coming out) den i was stunned... wat do you mean by nucleus is coming out.. wahahaha well harn was next to dat someone.. she was stunned as well.. haha... jus damn farnie... wahahaha

hahaha.. dun tink too much abt it lah.. jus a typo error.. its suppose to be mucus is leaking.. hahaha ok im goin crazy.. tis keep mi entertain almost the whole nite... wahahaha.. please dun kill me k... u r appreciated for that mistake.. LOL!!!

Saturday, April 22, 2006
i can only wait n guess....

ohh.... home not long ago... hahaha thnx ben for the ride home... n for dinner wif me n dap... slacked the whole evening away.. realise dat studyin had made mi gone mad... i was laughin for dunno wat.. hahaha guess they both find mi crazy.... cant remember wat i wanna blog abt... b4 i fell aslp last nite.. i tot of lots of things i wanns blog.. but now.. cant seem to remember any of it... got super short term memory.. only been 1wk of the exam... but seems like 1mth had passed!!! stil got 2more wks.... cant tahan anymore.. sigh... simply cant some things off mi mind... i muz b crazy.. study ar study..

when will i be normal?? n not so crazy???

Thursday, April 20, 2006
study.. mug ar mug..

ARRRRR!!!! im goin crazy from all this studyin!!! sigh.. studying for mi next major paper.. which is probably goin to be so dead.. haven been listening to the lect for the whole sem... since the lecturers r always soooo SELFISH who LOVES to teach themselves only.. n tok to themselves only... luckily the tut class i crash.. tutor quite gd.. but abit no use ar.. cos i nv do tut.. hahaha.. seems like im ruining miself.. well on the brighter side.. mi CA i did quite well.. but only 20%.. better den nth lah... now im trying to finish the whole sem work in 3days.. which includes attempting all the tut.. not enuff time... hahaha dats y im goin crazy here in mi blog~~~

needa start psycho-ing miself... i love thermo, i love thermo, i love thermo, i love thermo... I LOVE THERMO!!!
-dont seems to be helping... zzzzz-

Monday, April 17, 2006
2nd paper.... gone...

jus reach hm.. feel so braindead n drain.. sigh.. had graphics paper jus abt 4hrs+ ago.. yesh.. screwed paper... mi drawing sucked.. so doesn mi machine parts... attempted abt 60marks of the paper.. of which 30marks i anyhow do.. n had no idea wat im doing.. jus writing down crap.. n anyhow apply formula.. damn.. so dead.. 50% of the final grade.. need abt 10+marks from this paper... i wonder if i can even get dat 10+marks not.. hahaha.. lets pray got moderation.. since most of us only attempt half the paper.. not enuff time de lor.. 2.5hrs to do 5drawings.. n 2qns each wif 4sub-parts... tink they r crazy.. like 2.5hrs very long like dat.. haha.. well next paper in 1wk time.. guess im goin to slack thru it.. hahaha

-im goin crazy from all this studying!!! someone save me!!! i need some distractions!!!-

Thursday, April 13, 2006
2yrs ago... on tis day... sigh

1st day of mi exams.. which also means i got another 21more days b4 exams r over.. which is like so damn long.. sigh.. 1st paper.. pretty much done for it.. ha.. 1st time ever i took so long to do 1qn.. n ended up i left 2qns almost blank.. wif only 15mins to attempt 35marks of the paper.. kinda gone case.. hahaha.. i took 1.5hrs to do the 1st qn!! dats like sooo slow.. was near panicking after 1.5hr cos looking at ppl ard mi already on their 3rd qn.. n im jus done wif the 1st!!! hahaha kinda bad ar.. ended up only do 3out of the 5 qn.. summore dats 65marks.. n not all i noe how to do.. kinda dead... well shd b able to pass it.. was having high hopes for tis paper de.. cos seems like the only paper dat possible to get A for mi... well now.. can get C im happy enuff.. wat to do.. not enuff time.. lets hope many ppl din finish the paper as well.. den can hav a lighter weightage for the exams.. n higher weightage for the CA.. like dat will be VERY GOOD... haha.. ya dream on.. 1down.. 5more to come.. next up.. graphics.. im so dead for dat.. i cant draw for nuts.. n i cant fomulate well either.... zzzz

-im obsessed with something i shdnt be...-

i stil miss him.. even after 2yrs... i stil miss him.. i miss his company.. n the joy he had brought to my home.. its so lonely without him ard.. sigh......

Tuesday, April 11, 2006
exams due...

wow... its a wk since i last blog!!! how rare... hahaha well nth to blog oso lah.. jus to update so dat it satisfy the needs for pple to read mi blog.. lol... hahaha sry for those who keep coming n yet c no updates ar.. bz bz... 2more days to the start of mi exams.. which is like damn sianz... haven really study much.. tink i so dead.. c is an open bk exam.. den i started to slack.. which is real bad... sigh.... n playin too much games is not helping either... haahaha i need miracle ar!!! or sum1 to stress mi enuff to study!!! hahaha ok crap.. get mi ass back to the table n "study"...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
in sch... in lect

ok.. back to continue typing mi blog.. hahaha was writing halfway in the lect n decided to stop.. cos not used to ppl staring at mi wen i update blog.. haha..

nothing beta to do den come update.. hahaha.. waitin for lect to start.. so boring... goin to b sooo bz for the next 1 mth le.. exams!!!! argh!!!! zzzzz wats worse is dat i need to worry abt the stupid IA stuffs at this period of time.. need to tink of wat company i wan to apply to.. damn sianz.. so many to choose from.. dunno which to choose lor... sigh... so many factors need to consider... somehow i got this bad feeling dat i wun get in the 1st phase for the IA... n seriously... all looks very boring.... no idea which of them is not dat boring... argh... sommore only one wk to decide all tis stuff lor.. den hai mi cant concentrate on mi studying... cos keep tinking abt it... sigh.. stupid ntu.. wat a time to do such stuff... -.-

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Happy Birthday Daphne!!

Happy 21st Birthday my Beloved n Dearest cousin, DAPHNE!!! hahaha.. u r now officially 21 le.. n joined the 21club!! well nth much.. just to wish u dat u hav an enjoyable upcoming 24hrs~ -hugzz-

Sunday, April 02, 2006
Dap's bdae celebration!!

woooo!!! fun time yest at dap's hse.. her 21st bdae celebration!! hahaha no wishes yet.. since stil not her bdae yet.. so u r sitl 20 lah.. well few more days den 21~~ hahaha another on mi "clan" goin into 21... haha n im one of the last few to join them!! hahaha sooo many ppl turn out.. n its like mi bdae like dat.. cos im WITH her for 20yrs?? n i noe most of her frens.. n is frens wif most of them?? hahaha.. well but no its not mi birthday.. i dun wan to TURN old so soon... (sounds like sour grapes.. hahaha) anyway.. hope dap had a most memorable 21st birthday... everything was great.. tons of present received ar.. sorry if u din get ur isetan vouchers... no1 bought it... hahaha n yesh hope u like the Guess watch we got for u... n not to forget.. the LILIES from mi n harn... hehehe.. n oso.. the "creative" slippers u got from the bowlers.. dat real farnie.. hahaha ohh n also.. for the beautiful n sweet bdae cake allll done by SHANE himself!! nice work done ar.. hahaha

ended at ard 11plus.. hang out in daps hse tinking of wat we can do.. minds was out.. wasnt really in the mood for board games.. movies was out too.. cos we tot of it too late.. n most of the shows no timings... so settle for ktv... which took us soooo damn long to decide on it.. since no1 giv a definite thumbs up... hahaha ktv-ed at partyworld.. its fun as usual.. well with the bowlers ard.. everything is fun.. hahaha sing n sing til 5am!! n was watchin shane n jack GAYING each other up.. yesh BBM.. too much of it.. hahaha ard 3plus am.. half of us was damn dead... well the rest of us was hyper like mad... call us crazy.. we indeed r!! reach hm ard 530.. thnx dap n shane for the ride home.. only fell aslp at 7am.. yesh im crazy.. hahaha