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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Friday, March 31, 2006
1more wk... sigh

im finally back to update~ hahaha almost forget dat i din update tis whole wk... well nth much lah.. jus sch n sch n sch everyday... had mi presentation on wed.. ehh i tink i probably sucked lah.. no idea wat i was saying... so not the presentation type of person.. hahaha but i tink mi grp did well.. as in the topic is interesting.. n got most of the people looking at the soles of their shoes.. too bad i missed that sight.. as i was presenting.. n totally ignored wat was happening ard.. i guess it wld b rather farnie to c pple start looking at their shoes.. hahaha thurs met harn n aaron for dinner.. n now its fri again!! which means 1 more wk closer to the exams.. which is REAL bad.. since i haven been doin much this whole wk.. well tml dap's bdae celebration.. i tink its goin to b soo fun!! wahahaha.. well cos most of those goin de i noe them?? hahaha need nap le.. got tis freaking headache.. making mi head soooo damn heavy.. zzzzzzz

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Saturday, March 25, 2006
tired ass.. ha

just got back from sch.. yesh u r not reading wrongly... i actually went to sch... was super tired.. haven been slping well for the last few days.. n i dunno y.. jus felt dat i haven really rested at all even though i slpt... went to sch to discuss for tech comm presentation.. haha weird choice to go to sch ar.. since none of us stay in hall.. yet we all went to sch jus to discuss the presentation... kinda crazy eh.. been "havoc-ing" since the day mi parents went to genting... wat to do.. i dun like to be home alone.. so hav to find sth to do..

thurs.. last min planning of watchin movie at westmall with harn n aaron.. caught V for Vendetta.. nice show.. kinda complicating.. n indeed sth to tink abt.. had supper after dat wif the inclusion of ben n jasc... since dinner plans failed.. din had dinner n was starving.. haha reach hm ard 1+... thnx ben for the safety ride home.. hahaha hav lesson at 830 in the morning.. n i only manage to slp at 3+.. ya im crazy....

fri... feeling rather dead for the whole day.. seems like everything is so tiring.. hahaha meet for dinner wif harn n jasc at thai express... nth much.. jus lots of gossiping... well dats wat gers do wen they gather tgt mah.. hahaha.. reac h hm ard 11... im so tired.. yet i din slp til 4am!!! yesh crazy lah.. agreed to play mahjong wif liching... n if i dun play.. den will short of 1 ka lor.. so shall entertain her.. n yesh in mi listless, non-functioning brain and stoning state.. i played mahjong.. in the end im the biggest loser!! hahaha lost to mi bro.. n we only played one round lor.. 3lose to 1 lor.. cant believe mi bro is soooo damn lucky.. haha

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Thursday, March 23, 2006
Happy Birthday Huili!!!

Happy Birthday Huili!!!! hahaha though i doubt she will read it.. but stil can wish her here.. hahaha.. well parents left for genting tis morning.. soooo im home alone!!! so sad lor... sommore today short day.. so i will b along for the whole day!!! boring!!! oso no1 to pei mi.. n i doubt mi bro will b home today... so ya lor... tink im goin to survive on maggi mee... hahaha n lots of slp to catch up on.. hahaha.. falling sick soon... whole wk been having block nose n flu.. sucks.. like not recovering.. jus keep gettin worse... zzzzzz n exams in abt 20days?? argh!!! n i haven learnt anything!! someone save me~~~~

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
slow network!!

zzzzz im actually updating in the lib comp!!! dats cos the stupid damn file is sooo big.. dat i only wanted to print 21slide n its like freaking 41++MB!!! dats how big the stupid file is.. taking forever to load into the system... zzzzz not only dat.. i hav to print 5copies of it.. hahaha stupid lecturer post such a big file for only 21slides lor.. idiot...

anyway was sayin abt the heck-care attitude... yet sometimes pple jus dun get it... fine.. not goin to bother abt wasting mi time on them.. shd concentrate on mi sch work.. which is piling high high up..

wat friends are truly for??? i wonder... to forget them when u dun need them.. n only turn to them when u got probs.. sigh

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Sunday, March 19, 2006
wats wrong pple nowadays?

dinner wif dap, harn, jas, ben, liang n aaron yest.. was at marina sq.. n lookin at the no of pple who went here.. its crazy man.. everywhere is pple.. n we had dinner at ard 8.. lookin for a place to eat.. n theres stil so many pple havin dinner all ard there!! so hard to find a place to hav dinner.. ended up at spaggedies.. obviously cos theres seat enuff for the of us.. hahaha after dinner aaron left for work.. liang went off too.. jasc meetin vic.. n the rest of us rotted at marina for 2hrs.. b4 we came up wif a decision of wat to do.. n guess wat.. is to go home!! hahaha kinda lame rite.. but wat to do.. we r all got nth on mind..

well recently i noticed dat pple keep having the kind of "watever lah" and "heck care" attitude.. n its seriously gettin to me!! its like wats wrong wif being alittle more concern wif pple ard u.. n stuffs ard u.. sometimes i will jus feel pissed wif pple with dat kind of attitude.. mayb i shd jus b like them as well lah.. wif the i- dun-really-care-and-none-of-my-business attitude n throw it back at them!! n let them c how it actually feels to be treated in such a manner.... no pt being nice to such pple...

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Saturday, March 18, 2006
movies~

finally 1 report down.. stil got 1 quiz n 1 presentation til the final exams.. been rushing tech comm report for the last few days.. haven been slping well either.. tired.. yet somehow i cant fall aslp.. like now.. haha well tech comm report credit all goes to zhengwei!! hahaha thnx so much for doin almost the whole report... i wasnt of much help i guess.. n the no of nites u spent doin it.. forgoing ur slp.. thnx ar.. sorry hav to leave everything for u to do.. wat to do.. im dumb lah.. cant help much.. other den edit.. hahaha

well stress building up.. so went out for movie to destress!! as usual.. wif the bowlers, liang, harn, fred n aaron, finally caught underworld evolution.. been waiting to watch dat.. gory show.. but is nice.. cos those ppl that died in there r not exactly human.. so stil not so er xin.. very bloody... but nice.. hahaha sadist rite.. hahaha need to relax abit b4 i goin to start mi pia-ing le.. went supper.. crap alittle.. n headed home.. well most of us r tired after a day of sch.. well thnx harnie for the ride home... u r tired yet u stil send mi home... soooo nice of u!! -hugzz- hahaha dun b pissed le.. wahahaha

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Thursday, March 16, 2006
happy birthday philip!

Happy Birthday Philip~~ hahaha dun tink dat i have forgotten abt ur birthday even though u r not here!! hope u enjoyed ur birthday in Australia ar.. 1st birthday spent there rite.. hahaha too bad for us.. cant hav a celebration wif u.. hahaha

well muz be gettin irritatin rite.. so far mi post r jus to wish pple happy birthday.. hahaha well wat to do.. life is boring.. nth much to update abt.. so far this wk is soooo busy.. lots of things to do everything.. neverending amt of work waitin for mi to do.. maths quiz on tues.. guess i probably screwed it up.. next wk 1 more quiz.. den comes presentation.. which i tink i probably goin to do badly.. hahaha i sucked at presentation.. den exams.. so fast.. in less den a mth exams will be here le!! n i go tons of catchin up to do.. but nv got the chance to doin it.. bad bad bad...

on a happier note.. u guys take note!! i had book a chalet at pasir ris costa sands on 31may to 2june!! so u all beta keep these dates free k.. n muz make it to my chalet!! hahaha food n accomodation MOSTLY be taken care of.. note is mostly... not ALL~ wahaha.. crap seems like im abit kan chiong rite.. bdae stil so far.. n im already plannin le.. no choice lah.. otherwise not time liao.. since exams r nearing.. i wun hav time to plan it til exams r over? which is like on the 5th of may!! by den it will b toooo late.. hahaha.. so now i book u guys in advance ar... beta make urself free ar!! wahahaha

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Monday, March 13, 2006
happy birthday marcus!!!

ok... back to update AGAIN.. hahaha getting irritating rite.. so many updates in just 2days.. well just wanna wish Happy Birthday Marcus!!! hope u enjoy the rest of ya day hunk~ (hahaha... c im being nice again.. im actually calling u hunk!! well for today lah.. hehehe)

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Sunday, March 12, 2006
happy birthday harnie!

Happy Birthday Harnie!!! hahaha jus an update to wish u de.. nth much.. gotten mi slp.. n im not cranky le.. so dun care abt the previous post.. wahahaha.. enjoy ya day BABE!! (c im actually sooo nice to call u babe ley.. muahahaha)

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12:42 PM


ARRRGGGHH!!! i jus wan to scream!!!! feeling damn cranky.. irritable.. pissed.. n f**ked up!!! im not even being appreciated for the things i had done...

seriously lack of slp.. i need a gd nite slp.. but i dun seem to hav a gd nite slp in wks...

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1:44 AM


Saturday, March 11, 2006
harnie's n marc's birthday bash!

wah.. jus woke up... slpt for abt 4hrs.. after being awake for like 30hrs?? hahaha.. mind stil whooosy... hahaha cant tink straight.. yet i wanna update abt yest!! hahaha went to harn's n marc's birthday "bash" yest at NRSCC... it was such a blast!! many ple turned out.. great music.. fun crowd.. n yesh.. they hosted their own PARTY!! n i do mean PARTY!! wif DJ's n booze.. n pple gettin high n drunk.. completed wif pukes.. haha.. well.. but i din really dance n join in the music... cos i was tooo tired.. went there straight after sch.. hahaha but i had a fun nite.. great success i tink.. i doubt i can do it like dat.. hahaha WELL DONE HARNIE n MARC!! hope u both had a unforgetable birthday celebration.. n liked those gifts we got u both.. hahaha

well it was a farnie sight to look at pple get high.. they will start doin ridiculous stuff.. both the birthday boy n gal was soo high.. hahaha hurhurhur.. i knew of their bu ke gao ren de secrets le.. wahahaha... shall not say it here.. afterall its u guys birthday.. hahaha after looking at yest party.. i concluded dat mi birthday there AINT GOIN TO BE ANY BOOZE!! I FORBIDE ANYONE TO BRING BOOZE TO MY CHALET!!! wahahaha.. i dun wanna spoil mi birthday wif a damn hangover or watever.. so pple let mi enjoy ar.. since i will b celebratin a day b4 mi bdae.. den next day i wanna enjoy the full day... SOOOO NO BOOZE!! wahaha.. ok cant tink straight le.. shall stop here.. wanna c more updates on the birthday.. can go read other pple blog.. sure got pple update de... hahaha

hmmm sth jus pass thru mi mind.. i wonder how pple would hav remember me.. i bet it would go sth like tis.. "June?? not much impression of her.. is it dat nice ger?" well i guess i will jus be remember as dat nice ger... i doubt i left much of impression on ple ba... sometimes i wonder... wats the pt of goin all out to help others.. wen all i get back was half hearted smile n appreciation.. who REALLY remember those pple who helped u before.. be it just once or always there for u.. who truly is ur REAL frens?? hard to say... one who would b there to help n there for u whenever u need it? or jus those dat keeps u company? yet after all dat.. i stil choose to be help even though i may not be remember or appreciated.. some must be tinking how dumb rite?? mayb jus looking at others being happy.. i feel dat its worth it ba...well must be tinking too much again.. lack of slp.. mind wanders..

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
busy busy!!!

wow.. jus 2more days to harn's n marc's big birthday party!!! hahaha.. which oso means i will hav more things to squeeze in this few days.. so many things undone... sigh.. so dead... sch is getting worse... seems like i dun understand much of the lects.. gettin harder... sigh... nvm.. im goin to enjoy miself on fri... hahaha excited.. n stil need to plan where to book mi chalet... tink will get costa sands.. den no need to ma fan ppl to help mi book.. can book it miself.. tink will book by next wk.. otherwise may not be able to get it.. den i will b damn sad.. wahahaha

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Sunday, March 05, 2006
i wonder y??

i wonder y i feel a tinge of sadness wen i read sth dat i shdnt wen i was jus snopping ard... weird.. shd b over.. but y dat weird feeling... i guess im a selfish bitch.. haha.. yeah mayb dats y...

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came home not long ago.. went out again.. damn.. i tink keep to mi own timetable again.. i was suppose to study today.. ended up i slacked the whole day away.. haha or rather i was busy planning sth lah... went to dinner wif the peeps again.. consisting of mi ka kias, didu du(harn), didi dudu(ben), didu didu(jack), dap, jasc n aaron.. haha wondering how come i got so many ka kia rite.. well cos im known as didu.. n i won them!! wahaha.. ok out of pt.. dinner at crystal jade.. waste money again.. im seriously broke.. hahaha walk ard isetan.. help didi dudu to get his shirt for didu du's bdae.. slack at dessert place.. xu liu shan.. if i rem correctly... hahaha crap ard.. comparing makeup.. n most interesting... helping aaron to curl his eyelash.. which is damn farnie.. hahaha nth much.. so went home... nan de sat go out im home so early..

anyway... for those who had done mi johari's window... sth was wrong wif the cookies.. or java.. or watever lah.. cos was i choose will nv show up under the 1st column even though u all choose the correct one.. i wonder y... so i created a new one..

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Junnee

the old 1 dun use le.. n for those who had done it.. i redo it for u all le.. den u all dun hav to do it again.. i choose back watever u guys had choose.. so now is ok le.. so pple.. read liao remember to click the link n do it for mi k... hahaha thnx ar.. den i can noe miself beta too.. =)

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Friday, March 03, 2006
johari?? cool...

seen a few ppl been doin tis.. n so many of pple on msn pasting tis as their nick.. well so i shall jus join in the fun.. since sum1 gave mi tis link to cr8 it.. lets c how others tink of me... thnx for doing ar... hahaha

-the following link has been removed.. please refer to the post above for new link-

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Thursday, March 02, 2006
boring week?

start of 8th wk of sch.. which means in another 6wks i will b having exams... so sick rite.. time pass by so fast.. n seems like i haven been learning much tis sem.. yesh again.. hahaha need to buck up liao.. dun wan lousy grades like last sem.. mon had the last graphics session.. not bad.. 1st time i actually finish drawing welll b4 time is up.. hahaha cos i got the easiest qn.. dats very lucky i guess?? hahaha had quiz on mon too.. erm.. no comments ba.. shdnt b a prob.. rather crappy quiz if hav to say... the next few days jus passes by.. borin routine.. now is thurs le!! short day.. so now im home le!! hahaha 1more day to the wkend.. can relax again... wasnt feeling the best tis wk.. thnx to the on n off flu... tink weather too heaty le.. can feel headaches lah... runny nose lah... swollen gums lah.. crap man... sigh im feeling the stress of sch le.. tis time is abit early... well at least its gd for mi.. hahaha

i tink i need to start planning for mi bdae.. i noe its abit too early.. but exams r coming soon.. by den i wun hav time to plan it n it will b tooo late.. sigh... any helpers out there?? i need all the help man... got some idea of wat to do.. but i sure wun b able to do it alone.. so volunteers pls?? looking at all those pple bz planning their 21st bdae.. make mi feel dat i need to get mi ass to planning as well.. hahaha so HELP!!!!

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