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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"

her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Monday, August 22, 2005
more normal??

im back!! haha well lets jus say.. im more normal now ba.. cos ive think thru things... if i sae im not sad.. i wld b lyin.. how not to b sad rite... after all it was dat long.. well.. now i stil dunno where im headin.. or wat we r now.. but im not goin to tink animore.. jus leave things as it is.. mayb it will get beta.. or mayb becum worse.. but im not goin to care.. n not lettin it affect mi... yes.. n definitely thanks to those hu had listened to mi.. though i dun get much response.. but thanks for ur ears n those company.. haha.. well life's gettin borin.. so basically im hm most of the days.. or rather.. everyday ba.. not much stuff.. n din realli feel like goin out... i dunno y... yesh goin to sch is a bore too.. basicalli im jus being a lightbulb everywhere... ohh nonono.. upgraded.. not lightbulb liao.. is lamp post!! yeah.. imagine sittin im betwn 2couples!! though all r frens.. but stil is weird lah.. but wat to do.. i dun hav much frens to go lect... so im stuck wif dat ba... haha n yeah.. probably becum a nuisance to them too.. affectin all their er ren shi jie... so sry hav to b lamp post wor.. haha hmmm.. mayb i can jus go alone.. oso not bad.. mad... even more borin..

sayin all dat.. i realise i missed doin lots of things.. but guess i probably wun hav the chance to do those stuffs again ba.. so now im jus waitin for time to pass.. everyday.. every hr... every min.. every sec.. is jus wastin away.. dun realli seem to cherish much of mi time.. cos now it seems like i got too much time on hand.. haha so any1 wan to go out or where.. jus giv mi a call.. i will definitely b free.. but it stil depends on i wan go not.. wahahaha..

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