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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
happy birthday to me!!!

wow!! i hav grown older as of today!! n i can no longer fake to b 19 animore!! but wat ben said makes more sense.. im the last to join their 20+ club!! so i shd b glad rite.. cos among them im stil the youngest!! haha..

yeah today surprise after surprise.. thanks sooo much to every1 hu joins mi for dinner n makin an effort to cum.. n oso too all hu wishes mi happy birthday.. soo glad!! well lets write down the whole of mi today.. so dat i can rem all these wonderful memories all of u has given mi!!

at the strike of midnite, hp rings.. got a msg from dear!! n exactly at midnite.. so happy.. 1st time ever dat i got a msg exactly 00.00!! hehe.. thanks dear for stayin up jus to msg mi wen u cld hav been slpin.. love u sooo much!! hee

well next up a msg from chaota!! wow.. he was very near to 00.00 jus a min late.. another person hu is sooo thoughtful.. well its was wonderful to noe a fren like u.. n u r definitely appreciated.. hee n thanks for wantin to get mi a gift... but im stil choosin it!! haha..

3rd person was colleen.. a msg from msn.. yeap after tis i cant rem the time le.. but she was the 1st to msg mi on msn!! haha..
well after dat was ben! msg from msn n the 1st bowler to wish mi.. r u glad to b the 1st!! hahahaa
ohh n to mi surprise a msg from mi jc fren!! jessie actualli rem mi birthday n msg mi at 12+ even b4 ani others hu i expected them to rem.. wow.. was truly touched by their effort.. yes.. afterall they r stil the frens i cherished havin..
followin up is dap.. msg from msn.. so sry i din replied u back.. was away.. so now thnx so muchie!! haha well she nv fails to wish mi every yr.. hehe
ok so followin wun hav dat much details liao.. bene, min hu msg mi almost at the same time.. haha
well so follows by andrew!! mi 1st sem classmate n class rep!! he actualli noes mi birthday!! well so sry i forget urs.. hope u dun mind.. thanks for rememberin!! =)
after dat is jane, another of mi jc frens n also a msg from msn by a fren i noe thru the net... a nice guy i hav to sae n actualli noe mi birthday but i dun remember tellin him b4.. dun tink he get to read tis blog oso.. but stil wanna say thanks!
well earli in the mornin wake up to go work.. n hp has been ringin non stop wif wishes from all of mi frens.. siyun a fren i knew durin mi sec sch days, liching mi bro's gf, sandra mi jc fren, eileen mi 1st sem classmate, shane dap's bf, aaron the guy hu cant even rem his own bday, phil mi senior hu i will miss wen he's leavin for aussie, wendy a fren whom i noe in jc but came from mi sec sch, bee another fren i knew in sec sch but she wasnt from mi sch, kimseng sum1 i knew thru dap, mi bro hu msg mi all the way from taiwan, vin hu gives mi the shortest birthday wish, jack mi bowlin senior hu doesnt giv mi face n nv cum to dinner( u beta read tis!! haha), marc hu pang seh us n nv cum for dinner!, layshan mi longest fren i ever known since pri sch n nv fails to rem mi birthday n huili being the last among mi jc fren hu wish mi but was glad dat she remembers mi bdae!! thanks so much every1..

also thanks to jasc, fred n liang hu wishes in person n especialli jasc hu helps to plan the dinner n for shoppin wif mi yest.. lastly thanks to harn for leavin a msg in yahoo grp wif ur wishes even though u r in aussie u stil make an effort to leave a msg.. thanks.. n enjoy yaself in aussie k!! =)

well dats abt the thankin part.. went to work.. work was fine or mayb cos im in a gd mood yeah.. but mi hands suffered! cos got lots of papercuts everywhere.. but tis fine.. haha well learnt quite aot today.. yeah.. lunch went to find eileen n had a short chat wif her.. now can go find her almost everyday cos mi workplace so near hers.. haha nth much..

after work went to meet the jasc, ben, phil, bene, fred n aaron for dinner... liang join us later..n oso i got mi present too.. i choose a bag n cardholder from projectshop.. thanks bene for bein so kind to pay all the money 1st! haha.. well to all hu shared mi present, jasc, ben, bene, liang, phil, aaron, fred, marc, flor n jack... =) had dinner at marche.. wen initially wanted at nydc but we r lz to wait cos we r all so hungry liao.. haha yeah.. surprise no.1 cumin up.. had dinner.. chat abit.. den suddenly was tokin halfway they started to sing birthday song.. so i said no cake ley.. den tada!! 2 small mouuse cake came up!! i was so shocked cos i din noe wen they go n buy it.. was very happy cos i din expected to get ani cake 1.. haha but havin cake cum wif a price.. they force mi to eat the whole small cake in 1 mouth.. pls its impossible.. though mi mouth looks big.. but stil it canot fit in!! well i tried n did make a fool out of miself wif cake over mi mouth n stuff but birthday is meant to make a fool out of urself n b silly.. haha

after dinner went hm liao.. reach hm n surprise no.2 is waitin for mi.. step into house mi mum said.. got cake for mi.. dear delivered it for mi.. well not he deliver lah.. but he actualli manage to get his fren to help him buy the cake.. n decorate the box n send it over to mi hse!! yes all the way to mi hse... but i wasnt home at dat moment.. if i am hm i will definitely b sooooo shocked.. thanks dear for everythin u can to make mi birthday wonderful even though u wun get to pei mi today.. we stil got the wkend to celebrate tgt.. thanks for listenin to mi unreasonable wants like how u noe i realli want to cut a cake n u go thru all the trouble to get mi one.. thanks soo much...

well dats abt how mi whole day had gone.. sooo happy.. i feel so loved by all of mi frens.. n now i truly noe dat i did make sum great frens along mi way n i well definitely cherish all of them.. n thanks for puttin up wif mi nasty temper n bad mouth.. haha.. wonder how u all survived wif mi.. well now im no longer teen le.. time to grow up le.. canot be so mad liao.. haha but remember.. a leopard nv changes its spot!! hahaha

-i typed tis blog from mi birthday til its over n im stil typin.. so it wasnt successful wanted to publish it b4 midnite.. but entry too long liao!! haha ohh an additional pt to make.. those names listed is in order as to wen i recieved those msg.. or roughly ard there.. haha dat is i rem correctly!-

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