Tuesday, June 28, 2005
secretly updatin...

haha here to update.. muz b wonderin y i can update at such a time rite.. well in office secretly updatin lor.. haha nth to do.. so bored lor.. rottin n yet need to act busy.. so sianz 1 lor.. well realise dat workin has taken up so much of mi time dat i dun hav time for mani things.. i miss hangin out wif mi frens.. slackin away at hm.. havin nth to do yet i dun feel sianz.. i am missin out on alot of things due to workin lor.. its like im livin in a world of mi own n not knowin wat is happenin ard mi... arr... very very no life.. n its not like im earnin tons of money either.. nvm im goin to quit real soon.. den i can go out all i wan liao... but den oso no1 free to go out wif mi lor.. c how sad rite.. end up jus stay at hm ba.. but stil beta den work n work n work.. n no time for miself lor.. jus 1 more wk!! beta get back to actin bz liao... -yawnz-

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back at hm.. nth to do.. so back again.. well work stil not bad at least after lunch onwards no need to act bz cos got mani things to do.. haha i prefer workin wif things to do.. u giv mi alot of things to do i oso dun mind.. now stil comtemplatin as to wen im goin to quit.. n dunno which job i wanna quit.. seems like its much beta to quit the wkend job lor.. since its like rather sucky.. n the office job get to earn more... but den for sum untold reasons its hard for mi to quit the wkend job.. so now hav to quit the office job?? oso dunno ley... hao fan ar!!! tink hav to c tis wkend how is the flyer job liao.. if its stil ok nth nth screwed up den i will quit office job.. if sumhow i feel pissed den well i hav to quit the flyers job liao.. but den oso hard to sae lah.. there is a big fight goin on in mi head lor.. for those hu understand mi will noe wat im tinkin ba.. hai.. now i feel so unappreciated for mi efforts.. for tryin to make things gd for others while im tryin mi best to help.. n yet im stil am blame for things dat goes wrong... n no1 truly understand wat im tryin to do.. will onli sae dat im dumb to do all those stuffs i did... but well sumtimes efforts jus go to waste n yet im stil carry on doin those things... well wonder how mani ppl understand wat im writin here.. probably none ba.. cos i oso dunno wat im tryin to sae.. hao fan ar!!

-i wanna cry, hu wan to join me.... T_T-

Sunday, June 26, 2005
im back... so sianz...

well im back ppl!! haha promise an update.. but nth much to update lah.. abit lz oso.. haha well trip to kl wasnt much.. juz time for mi slack n slp.. haha went to stay at a beach resort.. not dat bad.. the layout was like kampong style lor... suppose to b a 5star hotel.. but well dun expect too much lah.. at least it was clean w/o cockroaches lah.. hahaha.. hmm din shop much either.. but stil manage to buy 2pairs of shoes/sandals.. sum socks n 1tee.. shoppin centres stuff wasnt exactly cheap.. so din buy much lor.. n luggage not very big either.. hahaha bought sth rather dumb for mi frens.. so if u got receive anithin dun cum n scold mi hor.. wahaha cos i find it very cute!! so buy for u all lor.. hahaha.. well 2nd day had a half day city tour.. oso not realli half day lah.. we onli went to 1place onli lor.. lame rite.. went to sum cave.. n need to climb 272steps!! it was sooo tirin lor.. cos u hav to climb non-stop n no place to giv u rest lor.. by the time i reach the top mi legs alreadi ruan liao.. no energy left lor.. cant even walk properly.. haha mayb im jus lousy lah.. but mani pple oso complain jiao ruan lor.. n wen i walk down the steps rite.. i can feel dat im very unstable like im can topple down the 272steps n reach all the way down there.. hahaha well gd exercise lah.. the cave oso nth much to c.. wasted mi time n energy to climb lor... n hor there got mani 'grabbers'.. hahah n they r all long legs n long arms n very hairy.. n guess wat is it?? welll its the MONKEYS!!!!! lots n lots of them.. tink got hundreds?? they r like all over the place lor.. n u hav to worry dat they will cum n snatch ur bag n stuffs.. haha.. nth much.. jus more shoppin at sum rather ex shoppin centre.. den today cum back.. on our way back.. made a detour to melacca.. to go to a durain plantation own by mi mum's colleague's father.. got free durains to eat.. so nice!! haha well its onli a short trip onli.. not enuff!!! i dun wan to b back in singapore!!! hai.. sianz..

Thursday, June 23, 2005
kl kl kl!!

1stly.. happy birthday jack!!! n thnx for the ktv treat last nite.. sry dat i hav to leave rite after the ktv.. was realli very very very tired.. n stil need to work today.. yeah.. dats the bad part abt workin.. hai.. yeah n end up dap n shane oso got to leave earli cos they sharin cab wif mi... well onli had abt 5hrs+ of slp.. hardly can open mi eyes the whole day.. n back was achin like hell.. tink cos not enuff slp n rest.. but its alll WORTH IT!!! cos last nite was realli very fun... n so mani ppl turn up for the ktv.. madness as usual.. wif jack n aaron ard... its nv BORIN!! haha.. well nvm i can enjoy from tml to sun!! im goin to KL!!! yes im goin overseas again!! haha.. happy happy.. which means there will b more shoppin since i got mi pay liao.. hahaha.. realise dat i got lots of tees n yet im buyin more.. n there r like sooo mani i haven wear n i din even got the chance to wear all the tees i wan.. haha.. well wat to do.. go overseas the easiest to buy r tees mah.. so bought alot lor.. well goin to buy more!! yeah yeah.. too bad its onli a short trip of 3days onli.. but its free lah not bad mah.. goin wif mi parents' company... its their company trip n children r welcom to come along.. yeah dats y im goin!! free mah.. dun waste! haha... yeah but guess not goin to rest much either.. tink im goin to fall sick soon.. i can FEEL it.. but dun care lah... enjoy 1st.. sick liao den say.. haha... update wen im back ba...

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
finally im updatin...

finalli im back!! haha after sayin dat i wan to complain den i nv came back.. well oso dun feel like complainin liao lah.. jus dat mi rite arm is so er xin!! so mani red red dots.. now beta liao lah.. dots not as big.. but stil red lor.. haha.. crap.. dunno wats dat oso.. rashes or mosquito bites.. but both shd b itchy rite.. i dun feel itchy at all lor.. weird.. n wats weirder is dat they all suddenly appear on mi arm while im workin halfway!! n i din notice it until sumtime later lor.. haha.. nvm lah.. crap.. well bro is back from taiwan.. bought for mi mi bsb cd!!! so nice.. haha n its like sooo much cheaper den dat in singapore lor.. but den hor.. its in chinese.. as in those cover n lyrics n others all in chinese... abit wasted.. but nvm lah.. at least its soo much cheaper.. ohh ya.. mi hse was on FIRE!!! haha.. well literally la.. cos mi mum was burnin the incense paper(is it like dat call it??) den dunno how she burn lah.. make mi whole hse super smoky lor.. so smoky dat u hav difficulty seein things.. n mi eyes like teared for 15-20mins!! dats how long it lasted.. den mi whole corridor oso very smoky.. haha wan to burn down mi house lor.. hmm well nth much wif mi life.. jus workin n workin n more workin... i realise dat workin has taken up tooo much of mi time liao.. til i dun even hav time for miself.. much less for mi frens... n it seems like im missin out lots of stuff dat is goin on lor.. how sad... well nvm... tink im goin to quit in a few more wks.. once i earn enuff.. but is there realli sth call earn enuff.. hahaha money is nv enuff!! wahahaha but ya lah.. i need time to relax awhile b4 sch start lor.. n there r sooo mani things i wanna do.. yeah.. i miss slackin!! feel tired everyday.. not enuff rest n i miss bein online tokin to mi frens!!! cos now im alwiz too tired to online n tok.. n i miss slpin late!! n wakin up late!!! hahaha can c dat im such an ultimate slacker.. nvm ren!! 2-3wks more!!! endure!!!

Sunday, June 19, 2005
complaints!!

arrgghhh.. i wanna complain!! but too tired to type... well mayb tml or wat ba.. haha.. aniwae batman was not bad!! shd go catch it.. hahaha

Tuesday, June 14, 2005
ntu sucked!

next sem will b a very sianz sem liao.. arrgghhh!! stupid ntu registration!! so dumb 1 lor.. based on 1st come 1st serve basis.. n guess wat.. it screwed up almost every1 timetable!!! shit shit shit.. n i got 1 crappy lesson at 530-630pm!!! n it s damn tut.. how lame is dat.. n wat if i dun get the sub on waitlist den i will b like waitin for dunno how mani hrs jus to go dat 1 tut.. lame ar!! eeekss!!! sianz... well at least im considered as not bad liao.. got the mods i wanted... sum of them cant even reg for the subs they wan lor.. dats like worse.. hai.. well on the brighter side.. bsb new album is out!!! haha muz b wonderin wats the big deal rite.. well cos i like bsb lor.. as simple as dat.. den im goin to get their album.. or ani kind soul out there wanna buy for mi?? hehehe.. no lah.. i shall wait awhile den buy.. mayb they will giv out freebies or wat.. well dats usualli the case.. crap.. tokin abt borin stuffs again.. yeah dats wat mi life is abt lah.. workin n workin n workin.. hahaha ohhh i hav been a gd ger.. been hm rite after work for 2days!!! which is like how rare since the day i started work... i wasnt hm rite after work lor.. hahahaha.. borin stuff.. off i go le.. needa rest..

Friday, June 10, 2005
not hm earli again..

surprise surprise!! back wif another post... haha well cos today is fri n im hm rather earli.. n wif nth to do.. so post again!! wahaha.. well work was slack today.. basicalli jus tryin to act bz... den lunch eat alone cos min's not free to eat lunch.. so yeah.. went to find eileen again.. cos i dunno can walk where liao.. but seems like she is reali bz cos its lunchtimes den got mani pple.. sry for bein such a nuisance!! wahaha.. yeah.. supposed to go hm for dinner today.. but a surprise msg from chaota n ask mi if wan get mi present today... rejected at 1st cos realli wan go hm lah.. but after tinkin.. since he so nice to wan buy present for mi i shdnt b such a 'big shot' hor.. so go lor.. n chaota!! c ar.. u din force mi go k.. if not later u will cum sae mi liao... haha n thnx for the offer though i stil din get the present in the end.. u can go choose it urself ba.. haha c hows ur taste.. hahaha.. n yeah thnx for the company lor.. bored.. hm earli to watch tv.. been so long since i watch tv... so bz bz.. nvm... next wk i wun b so bz liao.. no appointments next wk.. finalli can go hm earli n rest.. wahaha.. workin again tml.. no rest at all.. lookin forward to mon when im takin a half day off.. well cos need to register for mi subs.. so yeah.. den can rest!! finalli!! wahaha... yup.. been feelin happy for the last 2wks.. so long nv feel happy for dat long liao.. mayb its time for mi to look on the brighter side of life!! wahahaha...

Thursday, June 09, 2005
jasc's birthday!!!

happy belated birthday jasc!!! update alittle late.. cos was realli toooo tired after i reach hm yest.. dat i din bother to get online n update mi wishes for u... so sorry ger.. well.. hope u did enjoy ya day yest.. soo sorry i cant stay overnite.. realli wan to stay over 1.. but mi body canot take it liao.. need to slp.. n work too.. sianz.. wld rather spent time at ur chalet lor.. hee =)

well jus reach hm not dat long ago.. went to meet mi pri sch fren to 'exchange' our gifts.. haha rather later for her though.. cos her birthday is like almost a mth ago liao.. but she said wait after mi birthday den meet so we can jus exchange our gifts lor.. haha not such a bad idea since she is bz workin n im so bz too.. yeah... 4th present i had recieve so far.. haha.. not bad le.. wen usualli i onli got like 3presents at the most?? haha.. yup.. haven been hm earli for the past few days.. since tues hav been goin out after work lor.. really very tired.. n need a break lor.. if not tink im goin to fall dead soon liao.. well tues went out wif mi cousins, dap n min, to get mi presents... thnx to dap, min, harn, wendy, collleen, yih shy, shane n vin for the presents!! got a red esprit jacket n a topshop tee which i wanted long long long time ago.. haha.. ohh n glad to hav min to eat lunch wif mi for tis wk.. thnx alot.. haha otherwise i will wanderin ard raffles place again liao.. haha.. well yest went to jasc's birthday chalet at chevrons.. sry we din manage to put up a gd rainbow theme.. hope the bubbles will keep u bubbly for the next 1yr!! haha.. lame lame.. well phil did came up wif a very gd idea of usin bubbles to create a rainbow theme.. n true it looks alot more colourful!! haha.. crap.. so basicalli dats how mi wk has gone.. been too tired n bz to update often liao.. so now mayb once a wk onli lor.. yeah so ppl no more story in here now.. hahaha.. so much crap from mi.. well probably cos too long no 'tok' to mi blog liao ba.. hahahaha

Friday, June 03, 2005
yeah yeah.. finally sth goin mi way!!

haha 1 gd new cumin up!! i got into wat i wanna stream in.. mechanical n aerospace engineering..!! i tink is dat lah usualli jus call it MAE.. haha though gettin into engineerin realli wasnt mi choice.. but at least i did try n get into sth dat i wanted.. though tink stil quite sucky.. but den at least its the best among all the worst rite.. well not realli the best lah.. more of wat i wld really want among all the others.. haha.. ok crap.. well very tired... need to work n work.. no rest at all.. but hav to endure!! onli for a mth.. den i can earn 1000bucks le!! den after can slack abit.. yeah.. tml workin at far east... ani1 interested in cumin to find mi?? though i wun b free.. wahahaha...

Wednesday, June 01, 2005
happy birthday to me!!!

wow!! i hav grown older as of today!! n i can no longer fake to b 19 animore!! but wat ben said makes more sense.. im the last to join their 20+ club!! so i shd b glad rite.. cos among them im stil the youngest!! haha..

yeah today surprise after surprise.. thanks sooo much to every1 hu joins mi for dinner n makin an effort to cum.. n oso too all hu wishes mi happy birthday.. soo glad!! well lets write down the whole of mi today.. so dat i can rem all these wonderful memories all of u has given mi!!

at the strike of midnite, hp rings.. got a msg from dear!! n exactly at midnite.. so happy.. 1st time ever dat i got a msg exactly 00.00!! hehe.. thanks dear for stayin up jus to msg mi wen u cld hav been slpin.. love u sooo much!! hee

well next up a msg from chaota!! wow.. he was very near to 00.00 jus a min late.. another person hu is sooo thoughtful.. well its was wonderful to noe a fren like u.. n u r definitely appreciated.. hee n thanks for wantin to get mi a gift... but im stil choosin it!! haha..

3rd person was colleen.. a msg from msn.. yeap after tis i cant rem the time le.. but she was the 1st to msg mi on msn!! haha..
well after dat was ben! msg from msn n the 1st bowler to wish mi.. r u glad to b the 1st!! hahahaa
ohh n to mi surprise a msg from mi jc fren!! jessie actualli rem mi birthday n msg mi at 12+ even b4 ani others hu i expected them to rem.. wow.. was truly touched by their effort.. yes.. afterall they r stil the frens i cherished havin..
followin up is dap.. msg from msn.. so sry i din replied u back.. was away.. so now thnx so muchie!! haha well she nv fails to wish mi every yr.. hehe
ok so followin wun hav dat much details liao.. bene, min hu msg mi almost at the same time.. haha
well so follows by andrew!! mi 1st sem classmate n class rep!! he actualli noes mi birthday!! well so sry i forget urs.. hope u dun mind.. thanks for rememberin!! =)
after dat is jane, another of mi jc frens n also a msg from msn by a fren i noe thru the net... a nice guy i hav to sae n actualli noe mi birthday but i dun remember tellin him b4.. dun tink he get to read tis blog oso.. but stil wanna say thanks!
well earli in the mornin wake up to go work.. n hp has been ringin non stop wif wishes from all of mi frens.. siyun a fren i knew durin mi sec sch days, liching mi bro's gf, sandra mi jc fren, eileen mi 1st sem classmate, shane dap's bf, aaron the guy hu cant even rem his own bday, phil mi senior hu i will miss wen he's leavin for aussie, wendy a fren whom i noe in jc but came from mi sec sch, bee another fren i knew in sec sch but she wasnt from mi sch, kimseng sum1 i knew thru dap, mi bro hu msg mi all the way from taiwan, vin hu gives mi the shortest birthday wish, jack mi bowlin senior hu doesnt giv mi face n nv cum to dinner( u beta read tis!! haha), marc hu pang seh us n nv cum for dinner!, layshan mi longest fren i ever known since pri sch n nv fails to rem mi birthday n huili being the last among mi jc fren hu wish mi but was glad dat she remembers mi bdae!! thanks so much every1..

also thanks to jasc, fred n liang hu wishes in person n especialli jasc hu helps to plan the dinner n for shoppin wif mi yest.. lastly thanks to harn for leavin a msg in yahoo grp wif ur wishes even though u r in aussie u stil make an effort to leave a msg.. thanks.. n enjoy yaself in aussie k!! =)

well dats abt the thankin part.. went to work.. work was fine or mayb cos im in a gd mood yeah.. but mi hands suffered! cos got lots of papercuts everywhere.. but tis fine.. haha well learnt quite aot today.. yeah.. lunch went to find eileen n had a short chat wif her.. now can go find her almost everyday cos mi workplace so near hers.. haha nth much..

after work went to meet the jasc, ben, phil, bene, fred n aaron for dinner... liang join us later..n oso i got mi present too.. i choose a bag n cardholder from projectshop.. thanks bene for bein so kind to pay all the money 1st! haha.. well to all hu shared mi present, jasc, ben, bene, liang, phil, aaron, fred, marc, flor n jack... =) had dinner at marche.. wen initially wanted at nydc but we r lz to wait cos we r all so hungry liao.. haha yeah.. surprise no.1 cumin up.. had dinner.. chat abit.. den suddenly was tokin halfway they started to sing birthday song.. so i said no cake ley.. den tada!! 2 small mouuse cake came up!! i was so shocked cos i din noe wen they go n buy it.. was very happy cos i din expected to get ani cake 1.. haha but havin cake cum wif a price.. they force mi to eat the whole small cake in 1 mouth.. pls its impossible.. though mi mouth looks big.. but stil it canot fit in!! well i tried n did make a fool out of miself wif cake over mi mouth n stuff but birthday is meant to make a fool out of urself n b silly.. haha

after dinner went hm liao.. reach hm n surprise no.2 is waitin for mi.. step into house mi mum said.. got cake for mi.. dear delivered it for mi.. well not he deliver lah.. but he actualli manage to get his fren to help him buy the cake.. n decorate the box n send it over to mi hse!! yes all the way to mi hse... but i wasnt home at dat moment.. if i am hm i will definitely b sooooo shocked.. thanks dear for everythin u can to make mi birthday wonderful even though u wun get to pei mi today.. we stil got the wkend to celebrate tgt.. thanks for listenin to mi unreasonable wants like how u noe i realli want to cut a cake n u go thru all the trouble to get mi one.. thanks soo much...

well dats abt how mi whole day had gone.. sooo happy.. i feel so loved by all of mi frens.. n now i truly noe dat i did make sum great frens along mi way n i well definitely cherish all of them.. n thanks for puttin up wif mi nasty temper n bad mouth.. haha.. wonder how u all survived wif mi.. well now im no longer teen le.. time to grow up le.. canot be so mad liao.. haha but remember.. a leopard nv changes its spot!! hahaha

-i typed tis blog from mi birthday til its over n im stil typin.. so it wasnt successful wanted to publish it b4 midnite.. but entry too long liao!! haha ohh an additional pt to make.. those names listed is in order as to wen i recieved those msg.. or roughly ard there.. haha dat is i rem correctly!-