Thursday, April 28, 2005
he's back!!

thurs is finally here! dear came back tis mornin.. so happy... went to meet him n watch movie.. very long no watch movie liao.. hee.. n now got pple pei mi le.. n got pple can tok to mi!! but den.. i will b leavin for taiwan in 2days.. kinda excited.. but hav to leave dear alone in singapore... he cum back den i leave.. yeah.. dun b too bored k.. hee.. well.. actualli can extend 2more days in taiwan.. but i rejected.. 1stly is dat im low on cash.. i dun intend to borrow money from ani1.. cos if wan extend den need more money.. feel bad to take from mi mum.. since she alreadi paid for the trip n all mi expenses there.. n i din pay a single cent... so if get more from her like quite bad.. so dun wan.. den bro.. he oso not much money lah.. dun wan lend since he was alreadi nice enuff to lend mi money for mi bangkok trip.. yeah.. so being rational i shd turn down.. though i do really wan to extend.. but only if i can afford it miself.. since i cant.. den suan liao... not within mi budget n plan.. so yeah... 2ndly.. if extend den i will b gone for quite sum time til like after bangkok.. n onli came back for like 2days den leave for bangkok liao... den so rush.. n shd b gd ger n stay hm rite.. n 3rdly.. if go rite.. den i will not be able to pei him for 2weekends.. like so long.. so dun wan extend.. den can pei him oso.. hee.. so ya.. i forgo the chance of enjoyin more... arrr!!! to tink i can resist this soooo nice temptation.. nvm.. at least i get to go taiwan rite.. haha... 7days is enuff le.. be satisfied mah.. hahaha.... ok.. very happy so typed so much crap liao.. yeah..

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well.. jus got an update from mi jc fren.. dat they r goin to celebrate 2 of my frens' birthday on sat... the day im leavin for taiwan.. yes... they r leavin mi out.. cos i will b gone for quite sum time.. n they cldnt wait til i cum back from taiwan.. which is like only 1 wk later... wats more is that since they already waited soooo long to celebrate 1 of their birthday... like almost 1mth+.. n cldnt jus wait a wk more for mi to cum back... hai.. n to tink dat im actually considerin to buy sum stuff back for them.. tink i shdnt waste that money now.. hai... sumtimes i really wonder y i bother stil keepin in contact wif them.. since it is like i was nv on their list of close frens.. n i nv noe wat is up wif them.. mayb was mi fault cos i din bother to keep in contact? or theirs cos they nv bother to ask mi out wen they r goin for outin themselves... hai.. disappointin.. y do i even bother so much?? wen they cant even rem mi birthday.. n i took an effort to rem all their birthday.. n wats worse.. wen its mi birthday.. no1 bother to realli go organise an outin or wateva.. y do i hav to get sooo low jus to b their frens.. im not being appreciated aniwae.. so y shd i bother rite? cos they r mi frens.. n they do matter to mi.. i cherish all the frens i make... mayb they do try to get mi in.. but sumhow they din try hard enuff?? wateva.. jus disappointed dat im jus not being appreciated.. nvm.. i stil got mi grp of gd frens whom i noe will appreciate mi.. n realli do take mi as their fren.. yeah.. shdnt dwell on it... i goin for taiwan.. n can truly enjoy miself!