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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Saturday, February 26, 2005
new doggie!!

heehee.. im happy happy!! i wun b so lonely liao.. got new dog!! got dog pei mi play liao.. haha.. yup.. tis dog is mi bro's fren 1.. sort of ji fang mi hse.. cos her hse canot yang dog.... soo cute ley.. its a female shih tzu.. very guai.. not like nicky.. so naughty.. hee but she no name ley.. very weird rite.. her previous owner yang her for 2yrs.. but nv giv her name.. den now she no name.. den oso dunno wan to giv her wat name.. ani ideas pple?? but she really very wen xun.. dun bark dun bite.. sae cum den cum.. so cute!! i jus love dogs!! now im a happier ger.. but i will not forget nicky.. cos i will stil love him the most.. hee..

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Friday, February 25, 2005
finally.. a reply!

im so glad to hear dat mi dear fren is doin fine.. finally got sth frm u.. so worried dat u cant get over wat ever has happened.. yeah.. wat has happened is already over.. u hav to b strong k.. though i dunno wat has happened.. but im realli glad to hear dat u r gettin stronger.. at least i noe dat u r fine k.. be strong ger.. i noe u can do it!! we all will always be here for u.. supportin u.. n wen u r down.. jus tink of all ur frens bein here for u.. always will b here k.. do take care.. n we are waitin for ur return.. jus take ur time to heal k.. =)

-sendin hugzz to u =)-

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Thursday, February 24, 2005
crap..

i.dun.feel.bein.appreciated.

come back soon k.. we r all worried abt u.. im keepin u in mi prayers.. take care..

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
burnt!

im burnt!!! thnx to the sun... went swimmin tis mornin.. n its onli for awhile lor.. den now i got sunburnt liao.. cooked.. ani1 wan to eat?? haha quite nice to go swimmin.. been awhile since go swimmin liao.. haha too busy wif sch n partly too lz too.. yeah.. im very lz person lor.. haha.. well went to ktv in the noon wif ben aaron n dap.. oso quite long no ktv liao.. so shuang.. haha.. all the new songs.. nice time wif u guys man.. so dats how i wasted mi whole dae.. out enjoyin n neglectin mi work again.. zzzz too slack liao.. suppose to buck up rite.. n look!! im plannin to go out again lor.. haha.. nvm lah.. im determined to finish wat i set to finish doin... no choice! even if it means slpin less.. yeah... study study study!!

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12:22 AM


Monday, February 21, 2005
recess!!

im back!! yeah.. nan de so late i stil online lor.. haha.. cos its recess... can slp late.. ahah.. lets c wats there to update.. fri.. went ben's hse.. though its onli for a short while.. but its fun lah.. with such a gd host.. how not to enjoy.. tink onli he puts in so much effort to welcome us.. haha.. yeah well done ben!! n definitely the company is impt too.. yeah.. gambled abit.. stil cny mood.. so gamble.. but down on luck.. lost 20+bucks.. haha.. nvm lah.. its new yr.. i shall b more generous.. den yest ar.. went out wif dear.. finalli watch constantine.. quite nice.. oso not much done.. slp at almost 5 yest.. cos wass tokin to mi ex-classmate.. u noe u hu lah.. hahaha c i mention u again!! yeah.. was analysin mi life n mi character.. as u all can c.. we both r very bo liao.. n nth to do.. so yeah.. tok bout those stuffs.. new insights gain too!! thanks for ur advice though.. appreciated! =) den todae ar.. watch movie again... do u all realise dat i alwiz watch movies?? haha.. well cos i jus very interested in movies lor.. watch hide n seek.. a little twist in the story.. but kinda common plot.. not bad.. but not exactly horror... but if u guys wanna watch it.. go ahead lor.. can watch if u got nth to do or no show to watch lah.. haha.. well dats abt all.. as for the wk ahead.. probably goin to spend it studyin lor.. lots of catchin up to do.. n not to mention half the term is gone!! OMG!! dats like soooo fast!! haha.. ok dats abt it ba.. wait for mi next update!! probably very soon.. since its mi break!!

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12:36 AM


Friday, February 18, 2005
yeah recess wk!!

yeah... finally recess wk is here!! haha 1 wk break.. n get gd rest.. lack of slp for this whole wk.. havin so mani test.. n yes!! its finalli over.. wahaha.. can slack abit liao... happy happy.. oso nth much tis wk lah.. need to plan timetable for next wk.. haha.. muz study study!! well hav to try lah.. yup.. goin to ben's hse later... tink oso quite bo liao rite... cos go there oso play games onli.. but its thje company dat matters! haha.. mad.. need to take nap liao.. if not later i sure canot make it liao..

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Monday, February 14, 2005
bored??

haha cum to update liao.. suppose to b in lesson now.. but im alreadi hm!! haha.. cos skip lesson lor.. damn borin lor.. n no1 goin to the lect oso.. so dun go liao.. haha cum hm study for mat sci tml.. sianz lor.. yeah.. n HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! haha.. its valentine's n need to study.. but no diff lah.. jus like ani other dae for mi lor.. but quite sianz lah... 1st time tis yr no1 celebrate wif mi!! wat to do.. dear in camp mah.. but he gave mi a adidas jacket!! hee.. very nice.. like it alot.. but too ex liao.. waste his money onli.. got it few days ago lor..

ohh ya.. suppose to write abt sum1 for tis entry.. cos i told him dat i will write on him!! haha.. yeah.. u noe hu u r hor.. dun sae i nv write bout u.. n dun everytime wear cap to sch lah.. cap smelly liao.. hahaha.. n welcum to mi blog!! wahaha

continued..
ohh.. jus sum tots cumin to mi.. haha read sum RANDOM blog.. n ponder across that the person keep claimin he/she has a high IQ... was tinkin.. if u realli do hav high IQ.. u go ard tellin pple meh?? haha.. abit duh rite.. n not onli once.. its like for a few entries sayin how intelligent he/she is.. blowin his/her own trumpet.. haha.. if u r smart.. u r smart.. wat for keep sayin it?? it wun make urself smarter aniwae.. ok.. bein mad.. dats wat u bcum wen u study too much.. n i suppose u, YES U.. know wat im tokin abt.. wahaha

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Sunday, February 13, 2005
finally another update..

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!! haha greeting came abit late.. but its ok lah.. chinese new year got 15daes aniwae.. haha.. too bz to cum update lor... need to go bai nian.. study n do mi lab report.. time not enuff.. n yet im stil slackin away.. so fast mi 5daes hols goin to over soon liao lor.. haven enjoy enuff!! haha.. sian.. mani things yet undone.. n to tink shane sae i hardworkin.. well AS IF!!! im soo lazy lor.. hahaha.. well at least i got mi lab report done.. consider not bad lah.. but stil need to review n c got error or not.. damn long lor the lab report.. dunno wat rubbish i writtin oso.. haha.. yeah.. need to go study soon.. but feelin veli veli lz.. im stil at the 1st dae of new yr.. haha... nvm.. endure!! one more wk of sch den i got mi 1 wk break liao.. hooray!! count down!! wahaha

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Monday, February 07, 2005
CNY cumin...!!

chinese new year is cumin!!! haha in 2more daes.. actualli less den 2daes... haha happy happy... got ang bao to take.. den i wun b so broke liao.. but kinda sad ley.. hav to study durin the new yr.. 1st time i actualli hav to study durin new!!! wat to do.. hai.. next wk got 3tests.. hope not 4 lor.. n how to study 3tests?!?! stil need to do stupid lab report.. which i haven touch yet... tink die liao lor... hav to by tml finish most of the lab report.. if not i sure die liao lor.. stil need to study... under extreme stress ley... stupid stupid..!! hai.. wanna enjoy lor.. but cannot enjoy w/o feelin guilty lor... sianz.. need to go start on mi report liao.. probably wun b much update liao.. since CNY is cumin!! hahaha

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4:20 PM


Saturday, February 05, 2005
another update?

yeah.. decided not to blog for the past few daes.. cos realise dat mi life is gettin borin... n nth much to update.. since everyday will b the same lor.. cny clothes yet to finish buyin... most of mi stuff is bought... n im soo worried bout doin mi hw.. n YET im not doin anithin... tink die liao lor... stil got lab report.. damn sad... well.. yest went shoppin wif mi mum.. no1 wan pei mi shop so hav to find mi mum shop liao... bought a pair of jeans at woodlands there.. veli cheap lor.. its those jeans u find at far east sellin at 30++ den at there i get it at 21bucks!! haha.. cheap cheap.. mani designs... but limited sizes.. so end up onli can buy 1.. if not tink i buy afew liao lor... oso bought a pair of shoes for cny... well.. not exactly wat i wanted.. but its stil quite nice ba.. yeah.. goin shoppin again later.. onli wkend got pple pei mi go shop lor... hee.. hope later dear wun sian lah.. yeah.. probably no more update til next wk liao.. n wun get to c mi online much either... gettin bored wif the internet... n yet cant live w/o it.. how contradictin.. wahaha

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
quiz... sianz...

back again.. apparently i seems to b very free rite.. cos it looks like im the only one hu update mi blog frequently... haha... well actualli im not free lah.. stil got so mani notes waitin for mi.. but jus reach hm not long ago.. veli tired.. fun feel like studyin yet... had quiz jus now.. tink can die liao lor... most of the ans i anihow choose 1 lor.. cos dunno how to do.. sianz... was hopin dat it will b ez den i can pass.. but now i guess hard liao lor.. n where got enuff time to study ar.. last wk sae.. den tis wk test.. zzzz nvm.. tink tml mite hav a surprise quiz.. but hope dun hav lah.. cos realli no time to study!!! n i haven do mi tut for tml!! die liao lor.... n im dyin from lack of slp.. onli like 5+hrs everyday for the last 3daes... so very tired.. tink of all the work pilin up i wan to die liao lor... y do i hav to study!!!!! stress ar.... n tml oso got lab... n need to do lab report for tml lab... n dat makes it even more no time for studyin!! siao liao siao liao.. n wats the pt of doin lab report???? onli waste time... tink im goin to copy... next wk cny.. where got time do.. den tis wkend need to clean hse n go shoppin for stuffs... oso no time... den the wk after hav to hand in liao... c c c... timetable so packed... goin to isolate miself liao.. n start studyin!!! tink tis sem im sooooooo dead....

-dead tired-

continued..
haha.. y am i back again?? cos im escapin from studyin!!! sianz... i dun wan to study!! so yeah.. pple can dun bother to read mi blog liao ba... cos i will alwiz b complainin!! hahaha im one unfulfilled ger yeah... so sick of everythin?? hmm while bathin tot of sth... y r pple gettin 'weird' nowadays.. cant say wat is 'weird'.. den got upset much more easier?? haha.. mayb sth to do wif te cny?? cos nearin cny.. mani things to do.. den stressed?? or mayb sth lamer.... like new yr cumin... so anithin bad beta b now!!! so new yr everythin will b smooth!! haha.. crap... oso dunno wat im tryin to sae.. tink im the 'weird' 1 over here.. wahaha... time for mi to go to mental hospital for mi routine check up liao... wahaha.. mad woman on the loose!!!!!

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