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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"

her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
sentosa n ktv dae...!

haha.. tired.. but quite happy.. went sentosa.. wif the bowlers again... so fun.. tis time not bad.. quite alot of ppl.. haha.. well.. sun veli hot todae.. face abit burnt... n got abit darker i tink.. haha.. yeah.. crappy bowlers.. c wat they do things tgt.. damn farnie lor.. entertainment ley.. went ktv later in the evenin.. wif them lah.. haha so farnie oso lor... makin a fool out of ourselves.. sing those super retro cheena songs.. n make stupid actions.. n all do the same action.. den so farnie...!! hahha.. crap.. tink all went alittle mad at ktv lah.. n now worse.. im gettin even broker!! haha.. crap.. enjoy the company wif mi frens... they nv fail to brin laughter into mi life.. haha...

well.. juz sum tots... ever wonder how u can feel sooo lonely.. even wen u hav a whole grp of ur closest frens wif u?? yesh.. sumtimes i feel dat... dat there is tis permenant loneliness inside.. dat no matter how mani pple giv u as much attention.. tis loneliness will not go away.. y is tis so??? cos of sum unfulfilled wants? mayb.. i dunno.. or u jus lack the attention of a certain sum1?? neither do i noe dat.. n tink loneliness is hidden sooo deep down in ur heart.. dat sumtimes late in the nite.. it overwhelms u.. n u jus cried.. for no reason or watsoever.. yesh.. sumtimes i cried.. n i oso dunno y.. tears jus cum to mi eyes.. wen i feel tis loneliness.. weird or wat?? or isit onli me?? or dat i hav so much unhappiness dat im not willing to let go??? so mani qns.. n i can nv find mi ans... i jus dun c the light at the end of mi tunnel.. ani1 wan to lend mi a guidin light??

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