Tuesday, August 31, 2004
borin break...

in sch rite now.. do sianz... nth to do..feel veli lz.. stil need to do mi tut later.. got 5hrs break.. kinda lame lor... feel so slpy wan to fall aslp liao lor... bein lame wif mi frens.. haha sittin next to mi n we r msnin away lor.. den we r like so noisy... keep typin n typin lor.. den can hear our typin sounds.. hahaha nth beta to do liao lor... sianz ar.. stil got 3 more hrs to go.. i wan to slp!!!

-tired-

Saturday, August 28, 2004
bunch of idiots!

hmm cum to complain again.. but at least now im not sad animore lah.. jus feel dat mi class kinda fucked up lor.. alreadi suay enuff to pair wif dat damn guy.. den all stil wanna laugh n laugh.. fucked up sia... not onli the guys lor.. the gers too man!! wat the fuck man... a bunch of selfish ppl... laugh at ppl misery... mi class sucked!!! screw them!!


yoohoo.. finalli u pple gt to c sumthin nice on mi blog.. not complain.. haha.. todae was nice... go ktv wif marc n dap.. weird combi rite.. but yeah.. sing all mi worries away.. kinda happy lah.. gt to fa xie thru singin.. not bad.. mayb i shall do dat wen i feel stress.. meet the bowlers for dinner.. was nice spendin time wif them.. crappin lah.. suanin lah.. to bout everythin is nice.. miss those feelings where u hav ur frens bein there for u lor... though we r like not same sch liao.. but stil got tis closeness betwn us lah... those all the suayness is wif mi.. but at least i got gd frens ard! haha.. jus love mi frens!! =)jus crappin n spendin time make mi feel more relax.. but stress will b back next wk again.. but shall enjoy the moment.. how i wish i hav frens like them in ntu too.. but guess hard to find real frens animore..

Thursday, August 26, 2004
hopeless...

haiz... another sucky dae... realise dat i onli blog everydae wen i go sth to complain... its like a place for mi to complain.. n no1 cares wat i actualli wrote in here.. even if i do offend ani1.. i oso dun realli bother.. its mi blog.. so readers read at ur own risk...

computin lesson todae.. wan to take the chance to go tok to dat guy.. was tinkin end of lesson got sum time den go tok to him... but he left even b4 i hav the chance to go over.. WTF... im takin the initiative to tok to him.. but he dun even seems to bother who's his pair.. fuck him lah.. wah lau.. cant foresee how im goin to work wif him... im tryin to b nice lor... but he realli is sooo damn loner... im here worryin bout the fuckin pairwork... need to hand in next mon.. den he stil happily mindin his own business.. tis is a pairwork lor.. he doesnt wan to work wif mi.. like i wan like dat.. have no choice lor.. startin to hate everythin in mi life liao... n damn dat china ger.. goin to blame her for all dat stupid stuff happenin.. aniwae i oso wun wan to pair wif her lor.. so kiasu... goin to ostricize her liao... though i noe im mean.. but pple r selfish.. n i noe.. im oso 1... do it realli hav to b mi... wat more bad can happen to mi... mayb i will jus fall dead tml.......

-pissed-

Wednesday, August 25, 2004
stressed!!

haiz... feelin down again.. dunno wat to sae.. jus dread goin to sch everyday... dunno y im in ntu or doin in tis sucky course... mi life jus sucked!! since the very day of tis yr... havin bad luck all this while.. din c anithin nice happened to mi AT ALL!! from cant find a job.. to mi damn results.. to mi dog.. haiz... T_T to gettin into tis damn course.. to jus bout everythin lah.. basicalli im feel like im the suayiest person every alive... super pessimistic now.. haiz... life sucked!

Tuesday, August 24, 2004
messed up!!

haiz.. back liao.. feelin kinda low rite now.. low morale low feelin.. everythin lah.. noe mi pair is who le... the 1 i dread.. guess mi sixth sense is rite ba.. is dat guy who i dun wish to gt pair up wif.. but realli no choice liao lor.. tink tis pair work im goin to screwed it up liao.. no mood to realli go do.. jus goin to hand in sth to the tutor liao.. haiz... sch realli do sux... mayb i shd jus drop out... argh! everythin jus isnt workin well for mi... messed up everythin haiz.....

Monday, August 23, 2004
haiz...

jus came back.. kinda tired... but not from sch.. but from waitin for the stupid bus to cum.. wait so damn long lor... sianz... yeah.. now i veli stressed ar.. got a pair work for mi effective communication.. but i cant find a pair!!! sux rite... supposed to hav even no of gers.. den jus nice 1... den 1 ger special go find a guy.. cos she wan to find sum1 hus english is gd lor... wah lau.. den leave mi as the onli ger w/o a pair n mi english got dat bad meh... argggh.. n i need to find a guy n i dunno most of the guys!!! sianz sia... den got a feelin dat i will pai up wif a guy in class.. frm indonesia i tink.. n a yr younger den mi.. can u believe dat.. a 18yr old guy in mi class... guy summore... wah!! but dats not the pt lor.. is dat his english i dun understand so if realli wif him tink i will go mad liao lor.. tis sux!! n by next wk need to hand in sth to the tutor.. n i doesnt hav a pair.. n i dunno hus the other lone soul out there.. help ar!!!

-screwed up-

Friday, August 20, 2004
down with cold..

cum update lor.. cos dat aaron sae i 2daes no update liao.. haha.. last time mi onli update once a wk onli k.. haha.. oso nth much lor.. sch is borin as usual... now down wif a cold... lots of water flowin out of mi nose.. er xin i noe.. but realli is water lor.. like tap like dat.. non-stop.. sianz.. n blocked nose.. so xin ku.. throat feel dry cos i hav to breathe thru mi mouth.. haha well.. nth much to write.. den discribin all the disgustin stuffs to u all... jus to update sth lah.. hahaha

Tuesday, August 17, 2004
suay day!!!

back hm... so earli rite.. shd b in sch RITE NOW!! but im not.. cos got a 5hr break.. den went back hm.. as to y i went hm... dun ask mi... cos its so suay.. den on mi way back.. stil suay... step on jus disgustin stuff.. argh.. nvm.. im goin hm le... tis mornin wake up alreadi got tis feelin dat it will b a BAD DAY... n indeed it is.. -_- now stil wonderin shd i go back to sch.. since its alreadi a suay dae.. mayb shd jus stay hm n keep miself away frm all those bad luck out there... hmm but on the other hand.. the lesson is computin.. n its 2hrs lect.. if miss it hor.. dunno will miss how much.. n next wk probably got test on computin.. sianz.. mayb i shd jus drag miself to go.. since all the bad things alreadi happened liao.. guess no more bad luck will follow.... i SURE do hope so....

Saturday, August 14, 2004
sch sux!

sianz.. wkend den mi feel so stress.. cos got so mani tut to do.. n i wan to slack on wkend!! onli time i can like rest n not worry bout hw.. but cant lor.. tink of the amt of stuffs i needa do.. goin mad liao!! everythin jus sux man... cant enjoy lor... sum1 jus help mi!!
haiz.. yest went swimmin wif dap.. learnin breast stroke.. dunno y i jus dunno dat.. cant coordinate mi arms n legs i guess.. den last time learn swimmin dunno y both times oso nv teach dat.. so like wastin mi time.. well at least yets i manage to grasp abit of it.. after den went dap's hse to slack lor.. since oso nth to do.. den go hm oso no1.. both our parents go gentin lor.. den we both alone.. haha.. den we went ktv wif vin.. harn join us later.. not bad lah quite long no ktv liao.. hmm miss those times i can jus slack lor... arrghh....

Thursday, August 12, 2004
tired..

back frm sch.. haiz.. everyday oso end so late.. soooo tired lor... not enuff slp since dunno how long ago liao... tink sch life is like dat.. last time stil can cum hm take nap after sch lor.. now is like everyday reach hm abt evenin time liao.. oso havin dinner soon.. den cant take nap liao.. den so mani tut to do.. n i dunno how!! cham liao.. dunno how ar.. seems like every1 can take it ley.. but mi like strugglin.. mayb i jus wasnt cut out for uni.. sianz...

Monday, August 09, 2004
happy national day!!

happy birthday singapore!!! haha.. national day wor.. another holiday for us.. no need to go sch.. quite gd lah.. but end up wif lots of make up.... -_-"' hmm well nth much lor.. yest go watch fireworks.. veli nice ley.. beautiful wor.. haha like sua ku hor.. cos nv c b4 lor... but quite short onli.. but there's like millions of pple there lor.. filled up the whole stretch of road lor. so damn squeezy.. machiam like celebrate new yr like dat.. haha guess cos the next day is hooliday.. n its national dae... so mani ple go watch lor.. haha dun regret goin lah.. vlei nice wor.. haha I WANT TO GET A NEW FONE SOON!! haha.. hope can lah.. got ple helpin mi pay part of it.. not bad.. E600C here i cum~ hahaha

Sunday, August 08, 2004
hmm..?

nth to do.. quite sianz.. later goin out.. tink goin to c the fireworks at esplanade... nv c fireworks b4.. haha.. quite keen lor.. dear yest book out.. finalli gt to c him lor.. hmm.. go eat his fav food... haha so long oso no eat liao.. den watch movie... oso quite long nv watch movie... used to every wk watch movie... watch the village... not bad i guess.. tot is horror but wasnt lor.. a twist in the story.. guess u pple hav to catch it urself ba.. ohh ya... so qiao.. in the same theatre as aaron.. haha din saw him until after the show finish lor... cos saw sum1 so AA wear TEAM SAJC tee.. den c hu so buay hia pai... haha den realise is him lor... haha..well.. oso nth much lor.. jus same old borin life... sianz...

Thursday, August 05, 2004
tired..

jus came back hm.. super tired.. mentally lor... 930-430 wif onli 1hr break.. tired.. got computin tut todae.. not bad lah.. quite fun.. tryin to cr8 program.. den got lab.. do drawin.. fun too.. jus dat it gets too messy n dirty.. haha.. n ya.. too long lor.. after the lab was like soooo tired lor... chem lect.. sux man.. couldnt understand a single thing... tink gonna fail tis liao... sucky.. n ya.. the qet results supposed to b out by todae.. den dunno mine is considered as dat results not... cos there put NOT APPLICABLE... so is dun need to take? or jus the results wasnt out yet?? i oso dunno.. sianz.. hope no need to take lor.. dun wan to waste mi time..

well.. CONGRATS DAP!! for passin ur drivin at ur 1ST ATTEMPT!! yeah.. u did k.. so dun keep tinkin u aint gd ar.. haha shd b proud of urself ley.. get a car soon ar.. den can longbang mi liao.. hahahha jokin lah.. u oso not mi chauffer.. haha muz b veli happy rite.. haha

Wednesday, August 04, 2004
siansation..

sianz.. mi comp stil need to do lots of things yet.. no more mp3 to hear.. den sooo borin... so far sch ar.. stil as borin... veli antisocial oso.. jus hang ard mi frens n mi fren's frens.. den go class.. jus sit there n listen to tutor go thru qn.. den off i went to meet mi frens again.. din tok to mi classmates lor.. dun feel veli sociable lah.. onli tok to a few guys hu is mi fren's fren.. c again.. not mi fren lah.. oso din tok to those gers in class... so sianz... jus dun like goin to class.. den next wk so mani make up lesson.. sianz ar!!! tink mayb will pon lor.. the dae i can go back earli den hav makeup tut in the afternoon... den hva to wait like 2-4hrs for the tut to start.. so lame.. go the tut oso dun understand.. teach so fast 1... sianz ar.... sch sux... lessons sux.. everydae end so late.. den make up lesson at such timin.. 5.30 arghh... bunch of idiots.. damn timetable... most of the lect oso dun understand.. teach so fast.. dunno wat they r hurryin abt oso... hate it man... hope time jus past faster... waitin for sat to cum.. den can FINALLI go meet mi dear... so long din c him liao.. miss him... haiz...

Tuesday, August 03, 2004
finalli~

argh.. damn it.. mi stupid comp was spoil for like daes.. now finalli can use le but comp was like auto brainwashed... everythin is gone!!! mi fotos!! sianz.. damn comp ley... dunno y wil spoil.. the hard disk corrupted.. dunno y.. den now is new hard disk liao.. den soooo empty.. everythin goin to start again.. dl all mi mp3.. all mi other stuffs.. icq lah.. msn lah.. sianz sia.. argh.. update again tml.. need to start alot of things liao... sianz