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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Thursday, July 29, 2004
school!

wah been a few days since i update liao.. cos got sch liao lor.. start liao.. sianz.. so far so borin lor... onli been to 1 lect.. met mi class ppl.. no yandao n no chiobu... so borin again... no pple dat i noe in the class oso.. borin.. got mi fren's fren inside lah.. but oso dunno him well.. quite afew frm SA de lor.. but stil borin cos i dunno them.. basicalli.. life is stil borin lah.. so pple stop askin mi how's sch.. sick of telln pple how's sch.. onli 1st few days.. so dun expect much.. for the past 3daes.. most lessons r cancelled lor.. so nth much lah.. so i dunno wats uni life yet.. so STOP ASKIN MI HOW"S SCH!!!! so far it sux lah.. sch so big... so hard to find.. the course oso sianz.. in there so mani pple smoke,... arrrgghhh... sianz.. later stil need to go for 1hr lect den cum hm.. how lame...

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Sunday, July 25, 2004
Last Day of Freedom!

yawnz... wake up not dat long ago.. jus reach hm tis mornin.. haha went to bbq at phil's hse.. had a nice time.. though din eat much lor.. cos wasnt realli into bbq food.. but the food was nice lah... the guys sure do hav gd bbq skill.. haha jus sit there n eat.. dats wat i did basicalli.. stay over at his hse.. 10 of us.. haha quite fun lah... playin german bridge for almost the whole nite... den all gt toooo shag frm playin it.. its been quite sum time since we all hav such a gatherin le... mux realli thnx phil liao.. for organisin the bbq.. for preparin the food... for lendin us his hse.. n for lettin us makin a mess out of it too.. haha... quite shiok lah.. like a last gatherin b4 we all off to sch... sianz... todae marks the last day of mi freedom.. slackness n rottin.. tml new term starts.. hope can gt use to it... but realli sick of makin new frens.. mayb i shd jus b anti-social ba.. haha im alwiz dao aniwae..

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Thursday, July 22, 2004
Just bored...

sianz... so jus cum blog lor... oso nth to sae ley.. yest go the test... tink goin to fail liao.. write essay.. oso dunno wat i writin.. tink quite irrelevant lor.. den after dat go jurong pt wif mi frens lor.. shop ard for awhile.. there oso nth much to shop liao.. quite borin lor... den evenin go meet the bowlers.. watch king arthur.. well not bad show lah.. quite wordy at the beginnin.. but ok lor.. wat to sae.. the filmin was gd.. ha.. after watchin went aaron's hse.. since sum of us dun feel like goin hm lor... go hm oso nth to do.. go his hse play his dog.. haha so farnie.. long time no play wif dog le... how i wish i hav another dog... play german bridge.. quite bo liao lah.. everytime oso play tis type of game.. but nice to b hangin out wif them lor... lookin forward to sat bbq.. hope it will b successful ba.. gtg le.. stil got tution.. sianz...

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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Ntu

came to type a quick entry b4 goin for the test.. sianz... no mood to go take test.. got tis feelin dat wun pass aniwae.. haiz... now i realise dat how no life i am lor... w/o mi dear den im all alone de lor.. oso no1 to jio to go out.. den jus everydae stay hm ba.. even if jio ppl go out... sum will b not free lah.. or jus pang seh lor.. wat the.. so dun bother to ask ppl go out le.. uni startin soon... whether gd or not dunno.. gd cos at least got sth to do lor.. bad cos i dun feel like goin to sch animore.. sianz... den studyin sth which i dun like.. wan to change course but tink i cant succeed de lor... goin to stuck wif engine for 4yrs.. hope i dun suffer in there.. but got the high possibility dat i will lor... sianz.. dread leavin hm... abit headache liao.. duno how to write later.. arrr.....


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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
miss mi dear...

tink gonna update mi blog everyday again liao lor... cos so sianz liao.. no1 to pei mi liao.. dear book in todae liao.. den tink he will be veli bz... sad... no1 to pei mi go walk walk n eat lunch liao... miss him alreadi... hope he is fine in there lor... nth to do now... sianz... got to settle sum ntu stuff... so ma fan.. need to go print timetable... wonder wat im studyin.. stil dun realli noe wat engine is abt... n im takin it... argh... dunno lah.. sianz...

continued..
jus go print mi timetable... wah... mon tues n thurs full dae... sianz... but wed n fri relax lor.. til 1230 onli.. but everydae got mornin lesson... sianz... cant slp late animore... arrr.... den need to study sth which i nv take b4.. like computin!!! die liao.. den stil got chem.. so long no study.. rusty liao.. haiz... den got econs oso.. weird hor.. y engine need econs.. but stil ok i guess.. den maths n phy... haiz.. feel so stressed suddenly... y uni starts so soon.... got tis feelin of dreadness of goin to sch... tml stil got the qualifyin eng test... hope can pass den no need to take eng animore.. if not study xtra.. stress... wish mi luck pple~

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Monday, July 19, 2004
time passed so fast...

haiz.. so fast mon le.. dear tml need to go in again.. so sad.. time jus flew by lor.. den 2wks like dat gone liao.. goin to miss him..  dunno he need to gt confine again lor.. hope not lor.. den sat can c him liao.. if confine again.. veli unfair ley.. confine twice... todae oso cant gt to meet him long lor... cos later got tuition... argh..
well yest went town wif mi dear lor... go walk ard.. eat.. keep eatin.. haha tink like pig liao lor... soo fat.. shd try to stop eatin lor... arrr.... saw wendy in town.. haha long time no saw her le... haha.. ohh ya...
 
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pple hu gt to read mi blog hor... bowlers i mean.. KING ARTHUR on WED.. 7.30 show.. meet 6 at ORCHARD MRT... if dun wan den u all decide hor... n hu wanna go jus go n tel PHIL!! haha


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Saturday, July 17, 2004
movie

yeah.. yest meet up wif mi sec sch frens.. well though we frm diff sec sch lor.. haha but sitl consider as sec sch frens rite.. long time no c them le... tink got more den 4yrs?? haha dats long rite.. noe them durin sec1 de lor... yup manage to catch up wif them.. went to watch brotherhood.. not a bad show... quite touchin lor... guys u all can catch it ba.. haha after dat went to mac n chat lor.. long time no c them liao.. din gt to tok dat long.. but stil it was enjoyable.. yeah.. nice feelin to meet up wif them... got tis type of feelin dat we meet up quite often.. haha dunno how to explain oso.. well.. guess dats bout all lor.. n blogger got new stuff again.. gonna try it out

-satisfied-
 
continued..
 
ehh tink the new blogger abit screw up ley... like too complicated liao... publishin got prob.. not tink its beta lor.. can change colour w/o usin html.. den can upload pic... dunno lah.. so ma fan..


 

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Thursday, July 15, 2004
finalli im back~

so long no update liao.. wan cum uptdate den blogger down.. so til todae den cum lor... well tues go watch mean girls... its a girly type of show.. parts of it was farnie... wasnt dat bad lah.. den yest go queensway wif dear.. but nv manage to buy anithin.. no money ar.. haha well goin to tuition later.. finish teachin tis mth den no teach liao.. abit bo hua lor... din even earn a mth of pay.. cos dat person goin to move hse liao... so dun wanna teach le.. mayb will go find another lor.. dunno ley.. scared sch syllabus too tough den canot make it den siao liao lor... well nth much.. lookin forward to the ktv tml.. haha

continued...
change mi blog skin le.. abit sick of the old skin.. change to sth new.. n its black again.. haha... sth simple ba...

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Monday, July 12, 2004
quiz!!

1
BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

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Sunday, July 11, 2004
ktving~

back le.. jus now internet got prob ley.. dunno y keep canot connect. so irritatin.. den dunno wat mi father do.. den after dat can connect liao lor... if not y am i stil updatin here.. hahaha todae went to meet mi jc frens lor... its sort of a celebration for mi birthday... n its like more den a mth over.. nvm lah... suan le... den go ktv lor... veli long nv go ktv liao lor... den so shuang... sing til so happy haha.. den they bought mi a bag lor.. thosse 1 side 1... veli big.. can brin to sch lor.. but wld hav prefer a backpack lor.. den beta.. aiya since its free i shall not hiam too much.. hahah at least the stil got buy lah.. so not bad lor.. cant wait to meet mi sec sch frens frm OTHER sch to go ktv tis cumin wk.. haha hope can make it ba.. hee~

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Friday, July 09, 2004
back~

yeah.. cum liao.. nth much lor.. jus been out almost everyday lor... nv gt to stay hm... so no crap to update.. haha.. everyday jus pei mi dear lor... but tink todae mayb will stay hm lor.. or nite den go out ba.. everydae go out till dunno where to go or wat to do liao lor.. haha.. recently been playin gb lor... too long nv play liao.. den like sai sia.. so ez oso dunno how to aim... haha so lousy ley.. muz continue to play till last time standard.. hahha though last time oso wasnt dat gd.. but beta den now lah... hahah like noob sia... but oso abit sianz of the game ley.. den rank drop like siao... nvm lah.. jus play for fun.. haha.. enuff crappin liao.. shall go find sth else to do...

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
spidey 2~

cum hm le.. went out wif mi dear again.. hee.. everyday got pple pei mi go out.. so happy.. go watch spiderman 2.. nice ar.. haha.. den like every1 noe hu is spiderman liao.. so fun sia.. haha.. den mi dear say sure hav spiderman 3 haha.. mayb ba.. nice show... well nth much le.. past few days like type too much liao.. den now nth more to update liao.. haha off to c tv le..~

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How to make a June
Ingredients:

5 parts success

3 parts ambition

3 parts joy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

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Sunday, July 04, 2004
wee~

hehe.. mi dear no need to book liao~ he pass his ippt test.. den can b out for the next 2 wks b4 goin in for bmt... soooo happy... got pple to pei mi liao lor... den everydae can c him oso lor.. den mi wun b sick liao.. hahaha... so gonna enjoy tis 2wks b4 he goes in again lor.. n need to b confine again...
well.. yest go watch movie.. undead... yeah.. lame show lor.. like scary movie... but not farnie... jus lame... waste money sia.. wan to watch spiderman 2... but all like so mani pple.. so decided to watch on wkdays.. cheaper oso.. but in the end we stil waste money watchin 1 damn stupid show... tot the movie was suppose to b scary.. but it wasnt lor.. jus damn gruelsome lor.. bloody oso.. at 1 scene there was like blood over the whole screens... n u oso can c those pple head got rip apart n all the brains... hearts.. lyin everywhere.. n blood ar... shall not describe further liao lor.. later u all vomit on ur comp.. hahahha... so guys.. dun gt FOOL by the STUPID title!!!! n no storyline too.. hahaha
den todae.. go mi dear hse slack lor.. cos he take the test den whole body achin.. so let him rest lor.. tml den go out again.. hee.. so happy... he no need to book in liao~

continued..

back from givin tuition... hmm dat time tell the mother dat wan to increase the price to 160.. den now she sae veli ex lor.. den found another tutor for his son liao... willing to take 120-130 for all subs.. well.. guess mayb mi will b out of job again.. haha but its fine wif mi lor.. cos realli its too low n given dat boy standard.. 130 realli wasnt enuff lor... cos he now nth abt eng.. n hav to teach frm start... so the mother was sayin.. mi teach til next mon.. den the enw tutor will cum for the followin lesson.. for testin lor.. if gd den she will use dat tutor lor.. if not she will find mi back.. n giv mi the amt mi wanted.. haha n guess wat i say... i said well.. if i am stil available den okie.. if not u will hav to find a new tutor ba.. n dat her son is veli hard to teach.. cos he got no basis at all.. den oso bu yong xin.. hmm.. den was tinkin dat the new tutor probably quite young ba.. cos willin to accept 120-130 to teach all subs... tink she/he will die lor... cos the boy realli cannot make it.. haha but fine wif mi lor... oso dun realli wan to teach him lor... veli hard.. rather teach a singapore student.. at least he/she got the concept liao.. easier lor... cum to tink of it.. actualli mi like quite mean hor... or rather.. im too straight forward ba... jus wan the money.. hahaha

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Friday, July 02, 2004
still sick..

cum back liao... n guess wat.. im stil sick.. ha.. but guess not dat bad ba.. jus dat coughin gt worse.. hope sore throat faster ok.. den can eat all the food i wan le... tis whole wk sick sia... so terrible.. on n off 1.. sianz.. well yest go giv tuition... 2nd time there... bought a new bk for him.. n now teachin him is much more easier le.. n tink simpler.. n he can understand.. told his mum dat mi wan to increase the price to 160bucks... cos 130bucks is too little for teachin 2subs lor... if dun wan den at most mi dun teach liao.. *cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough* wah.. cough till nearliu vomit wat i are jus now... haiz... hate to b sick..

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Thursday, July 01, 2004
sick again!!!!

arrr!!! i lost mi voice le... cant realli tok.. n mi voice sound like a guy.. oh man... so bad ar... haiz.. wen u got 1 illness.. the other all jus follows n cum along lor.. got abit cough oso.. flu too.. so damn sick sia... n cant tok!!!! n mi ear is stil blocked... haiz... yeah muz b wonderin y i am updatin so earli hor.. cos goin to medical check up at NTU later lor... meet earli to go check... oso need to go hand in the CPF form lor... so sick sia.. later go there the person sae sick den cant do the check up den i siao liao lor... sianz..

well got a joke lor.. mi dear call mi yest.. n i ans the fone.. so farnie.. at 1st he was sure it was mi.. but wen i say 'hello' again.. he wasnt sure liao.. den he say 'june pls' den i sure say 'i'm june lah' n in the 1st place he wasnt usin his hp mah.. usin office no.. so i oso wasnt sure is him.. den so farnie... mi mum n bro was laughin away sayin dat he sure cant recognise mi voice since it change so much lor.. so u all can guess how i sound like liao lor.. dat bad ar...

ohh ya.. din manage to gt much slp yest lor... tink abt 2hr+ onli.. cant seems to fall aslp.. wasnt the least bit tired ley.. muz hav been the teh peng i drank yest wen go out durin midnite wif dap, vin n collin... den was almost awake the whole nite.. tink todae will b 1 long day.. dunno will go tuition or not... wif mi tis type of voice oso cant teach lor... haiz.. mayb it will get beta as the day goes by ba.. hope so.. ohh.. n portugal won the match yest! n i won money tooo hahhaha... but not much lah... the odds oso not dat high n i din buy much.. onli 5bucks... n yeah... ben ar.. ur foresight not bad ley... u tell mi wat.. all tio ley... hahha too bad mi nv buy all dat u tell mi lor... cos no money ar.. if not had won alot liao lor.. nvm... abit of windfall is enuff le.. dun be so tan xin too.. ahhahah

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