Wednesday, May 26, 2004
REJECTED!!

wah.. jus go nus website to check mi application status.. n i got REJECTED!!! haha tink quite farnie ley.. though i shd b sad.. but nvm lah.. oso no keen to go nus.. onli wan to wat they wld offer mi.. heng mi choose ntu liao... din wait ani longer.. haha.. nus sure hard to gt in ar...

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

update time again.. well nth much oso lor.. jus feel so bored.. dun wanna do anithin ley.. lz to go work.. go out oso nowhere to go.. wan to go overseas ley.. so sick of bein stuck in singapore.. though i like singapore but.. it gets borin... if onli im rich ba.. den i can go aniwhere i wan le.. sianz.. try to appeal for biz course in ntu.. hope can gt in.. but tink probably cant ba... but i can stil hope..

well in another 2more wks mi dear will b goin to ns le.. so sad.. no1 to pei mi animore.. no1 to tok to mi liao... den mi will jus hav to keep tokin to mi blog le.. wan to spend more time wif him.. if not he go in liao sure veli nan de can c him de.. suay of him to gt in commando ba..

Sunday, May 23, 2004
sad..

back le.. haiz.. jus came back frm hospital.. go visit mi grandma.. feel so sad.. 1st time mi went there to c her.. after she went in for a few daes le.. c her look so frail.. make mi feel so sad n heartborken.. todae her 1st time go for dialysis.. tink she is in soo much pain.. went to tok to her.. but realli dunno wat i cld sae.. c her almost felt like cryin.. hope she will gt beta soon.. how i wish i cld take away all her pain... make her feel beta.. haiz...

-heartache-

Wednesday, May 19, 2004
back again..

yeah.. back again.. muz b wonderin y i bloggin at such a time rite.. well.. goin to SMU interview later on lor.. quite lz lah.. but jus go lor.. giv miself another chance i guess.. hmm.. lookin forward to fri again.. cos takin leave to go c comp.. yeah an excuse to take leave.. realli dun feel like workin lor.. but need the money.. work is soooo borin... den fri got to meet those bowlers again.. juniors..seniors.. long time no c liao haha.. though for seniors.. yeah c til sianz.. haha get it?? well gotta go liao.. if not later late le..

continued....
yeah back frm SMU le.. hmm rather crappy.. not an interview.. more of a tok bout the course lor.. wasnt realli interested.. cos its related to IT.. n im an IT idiot.. so take liao sure will struggle de.. though mi will gt to learn Accountin as 2nd major.. but dun wan ba.. rather go NTU take engine den.. hope i dun regret mi choice ba..

Monday, May 17, 2004

yeah.. came back liao.. almost update everyday liao hor.. as usual lor.. cos im bored.. jus wan to write.. back to SG.. old memories start cumin back... miss mi dog again... saw a pic of mi fren wif a dog.. den suddenly tink of mi dog.. sumtimes the tot of him jus bring tears to mi eyes... miss him as much.. tot i wun b able to forget the pain.. but guess not ba.. haiz.. yeah.. same old mi again.. whinin again.....

Sunday, May 16, 2004
bored~

yeah.. once again im back to post more entry.. dats wat i hav been doin lah.. cos rottin at hm.. no life.. wat to do den to write in mi blog.. cant b tokin to miself in the mirror either rite.. so jus write ba.. yeah.. life now back to the same old borin way.. rottin mi wkend away again.. sumtimes i jus dun understand.. pple work durin wkdays.. n enjoy durin wkends.. but mi.. work durin wkdays.. n ROT durin wkends.. yeah.. WHERE'S MY SOCIAL LIFE!! nah.. jus hope i stay in KL n nv ever hav to cum back... yest was a rather disappointin dae.. not goin to mention it.. the moment came back to singapore.. i start to feel all these sadness, stress, worries all over ONCE AGAIN!! wen will life ever mi normal for mi... nv realli felt any happiness for the past 2mths le.. onli manage to forget it durin dat short trip to KL... JUS WANNA GT OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!



On our waY to KTV~ 

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Last day...so sad... we r leavin KL.. 



2nd day.. at Sunway Lagoon.. on our way to the water theme park.. weee~ 



1st day in KL.. after half a day of shopping~ 

Friday, May 14, 2004
back in SG~

yeah pple.. back from KL... wow.. its so fun over there.. no time to even b bored.. time not enuff ley... wan to shop summore.. haha din gt to buy anithin lor... buy mostly for pple rather den for miself lor... it was fun.. n Sunway ar.. kinda like fanatsy island n downtown east combine.. but the rides are much more nicer of cos lah... yeah.. miss there alreadi.. n went there with great company lor.. bowlers.. fun pple to b ard with lah.. so crappy oso.. poor aaron.. keep kena suan.. haha paisae ar... n yeah.. phil n aaron becum out "maids"... help us carry stuff.. THNX GUYS!! haha soo much to write.. but dunno where to start.. took lots of fotos.. sum r quite farnie... caught in the act.. will gt to c it in harn's blurty..

n mi so lau ya... onli mi got sunburnt... haha tink too long nv go to sun liao.. onli abit den sunburnt... den everywhere pain.. n they hav to keep hearin mi complain.. sorry guys.. hahhaa ohh.. ya.. first time mi actualli went to a sorta bar lor.. gt vodka lime.. was nice ba.. n damn cheap i
hav to sae... n aaron got so high n start doin weird stuff.. made us all laugh.. phil too hahhaha.. oops.. i shall not sae him haha... yeah hav to go sum other places next time liao.. itwas so FUN!!! hahha guess im alittle hyper now.. so abit mad lor.. hahahaha

ohh ya.. got an email from SMU... wah got an interview for sum weird course ley.. which is mi last choice... -_-'" n realli dunno wats abt lor.. information system!?! ani1 noe wat it is tell mi k... hmm tink probably goin to the interview lor.. but dunno wat it is abt.. haha nvm.. jus soo happy lah... finallil i feel happy after all dat has happen... so ENJOY THE MOMENT!!

CONTINUED...
yeah.. tot of sth wanna write summore.. so continue frm here ba.. haha.. went ktv-ing on the 1st day.. sang til 3am... so shiok sia.. den towards the end of it we all got abit mad lah.. start standin on those couches n jump ard.. hahaha farnie ley.. den sings those weird songs oso.. nice ley.. but was quite tired after dat.. n guess all those hrs of singing makes us all souond hoarse ar.. but we enjoy it.. haha.. yeah I MISS KL!!!! Juz need more time to RELAX man..

Monday, May 10, 2004
neW bLoggeR?!?

hey guys.. back to update.. haha new blogger format now.. kinda cool.. n chim lor.. a few new things.. no time to go figure it out.. guess u pple not usin blogger dunno wat i tokin abt.. haha yeah.. one more dae den off tto KL liao.. kinda excited.. haha.. wan to gt away frm all the work n stress.. wan to enjoy ar.. haha post tis entry to c mi new update... c got anithin not.. haha probably update again wen im back frm KL.. cyaz guyz...

Saturday, May 08, 2004

its a sat... n im home whole dae.. rather boring rite... oso dunno y.. tis past few wkends been spend it at hm lor.. like nth much to do.. n no1 is free to go shoppin wif mi.. so pathetic rite.. ha.. guess shall jus go shoppin miself liao lor... since no1 is interested lah... jus bored of stayin at home liao lor... sumtimes jus got the feelin of bein neglected... like im jus nth in tis world lor.. with or without mi... it doesnt realli matter... n i dun gt appreciated for the things i did lor.. the effort i took... jus like dats wat i SHD do... like was took for granted.. yeah.. dats how i do feel.. haiz but nvm goin to enjoy miself ...
next wed finalli goin to sunway liao.. lookin forward to it lor.. not abit broke lor.. tink cant spend much either.. ohh ya.. dat stupid agency.. keep cuttin mi pay for the CPF... for the past 3wks ley.. keep gtin mi pay cut wen i in need of the money.. sucky ley... stupid CPF.. sumtimes i jus hated tis scheme... haiz.. broke ley.. n realli wan to go to KL n realli shop.. but no money... argh....

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

back le.. FINALLI got mi letter frm NTU... got into engineerin... not wat i wanted.. n hav entirely no interest in it... but no choice le.. hav to go in lor.. shall try to appeal ba... if cant den realli nth much to do other den study it... well.. kinda happy n sad at the same time lor.. happy cos gotten the letter at least i dun hav to worry bout wat do if i dun gt accepted.. but sad cos i REALLI dun wan engineerin.. n dunno which course of engine i shd take.. one problem solved.. another arise... yeah.. dats life... hopin to recieve letter frm smu.. if can gt in smu.. den dun go ntu le.. but dunno hav to wait til wen.. n need to pay 100bucks to ensure mi place in ntu.. if i dun wanna go ntu animore.. mi 100bucks in forfeited... like eat our money hor.. ha.. nvm lah.. if can gt into wat i like i dun mind payin 100bucks for it lor.. wat to do but to blame miself for not workin hard enuff.. yeah.. at least one major problem is solved.. as for the other problems.. it all lies in mi mentality le... i hav to SURVIVE!!!

Saturday, May 01, 2004

tis is one song frm britney which i actualli tot it was nice.. so gotta share it wif ya... kinda sad song actualli..

eVerYtiMe

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby