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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"

her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Saturday, April 17, 2004

a wk ago mi dog was lost... at dat time din realli feel much.. cos i noe i will find him back like mani time b4... but dat time got tis uneasy feelin which i nv had b4.. jus knew dat sth wld happen to him... but dun noe dat it will b so bad... stil can rem jus a wk ago.. was playin wif him so finely.. but now.. i dun even gt to c him le.. onli hav to look at those fotos to c how he look like.. how i wish wld hav taken more fotos wif him...
everywhere in the hse i walk.. i c mi dog there.. playin...slpin... but now the hse seems so quiet... feel ao alone wen im hm alone... cos usualli mi dog is there... but noe.. haiz... at times realli dun feel like goin hm.. cos i noe wen i reach hm mi will hu si luan xiang again... how i alwiz imagine mi dog is there...n oso wen i feel like callin for mi dog... he wasnt there... sumtimes i jus 4gt he wasnt there animore... all dat has happen doesnt seems real to mi... i rather take it as he was lost forever.. at least i wun hav to keep recallin those events seein him sufferin... mani things i wanna type down bout mi dog... so dat i will not forget every single things about him... he was onli 5... so young.. n he had to leave.. he wld hav been able to live another 5yrs if we had not been careless... wenever tink of him... tears stil came to mi eyes... but they jus wun flow.. cos i dun hav animore tears left... jus tis sad feelin lingerin in mi heart... haven realli been happy the past wk... wen will i ever gt over it??? probably nv...

sry guys... keep writin bout mi dog.. noe its borin.. but jus wanna write it down so dat next time i can c it again... so dat i wun 4gt him... haven realli been miself lately.. i mayb laughin n smilin.. but tis hurt in mi heart will alwiz b there...

-sad-

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