Tuesday, April 13, 2004
my dog....

todae is a day mi will forvever remember.. my whole life... put mi dog to slp.. end all his sufferings... hope he gt a better life in another world.. will miss him alwiz...

the dae we brought u hm.. u are so lively so happy n so young.... we chose u over the others cos u r so bubbly.. so lively.. i knew dat mi life wld change the day u came into mi life... u brought colours into mi world... u r sth dat i will nv ever forget... since the very dae u came.. u became part of mi family... which we all knew n loved... how we train u to b 'ting hua'... n how mani times we hav to hit u so dat u will listen... now tinkin back.. those were the happy days..
over the years.. we all gt to know u even beta... how u being in the hse is so natural.. n cumin hm everydae wif sum1 to greet u.. u wld jump on mi n yearnin for mi to carry u.. how ur endless barkin if i dun do it.. how cute u look wen u slp.. n farnie u r wen u played.. n how u alwiz 'sa jiao' to gt to us... realli missed u alot alot... u brought mi joy even wen im down.. jus lookin at u playin is bliss...
but now dat u r gone.. life is so empty.. cumin hm to a hse w/o life... no more jumpin ard frm u.. lickin our faces.. n no more responses frm ul...
will alwiz remember how u reacted wen we said sth.. like pompom.. u will run to hide.. gaigai den u wld run to the door.. n mummum den u will go to the kitchen... how u wld hide wenever the vacuum is on.. how u wld snuggled up against us wen u r afraid.. miss havin u in mi arms.. walkin u ard.. playin ard... n jus seein u slpin...
i brought u back hm.. now i hav to send u away wif mi hands... walk u to the end of ur journey.. n how i will alwiz b there for u.... even though mani times u dislike mi.. but i stil love u... havin to witness u being put to slp... how slowly ur life is fadin away.. i noe u r scared wen we r there.. so we hav to hug u to let u noe dat u will b ok... how u slowly fall so lifeless as the medicine take effect... it was hard leavin dat place... where i noe u will alwiz b there forever... n here in mi heart....

wrote sth dat doesnt flow but dat is exactly how i feel... sad... cried day n nite.. but u r gone le... miss u so dearly....

- wo de xin si le-
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