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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Friday, December 26, 2003

so sianz... the dae after xmas.. n rottin at hm.. nth to do.. haiz.. rather sad now... dun reali hav a gd dae yest.. so bad xmas i suppose.. hmm den now time to look 4 jobs.. y does the interview hav to b so late.. den i wasnt sure if i can gt the job not.. den hesitatin to go look 4 jobs.. it jus sux.. they seems like almost every1 hav found a job.. yeah left mi.. how pathetic.. so sianz of miself.. juz plain uselessi guess.. haiz...

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Monday, December 22, 2003

im so tired...~ jus came hm bout an hr+ ago.. went job huntin wif harn... well.. din realli gt ani jobs yet.. n we called a few adverts frm the newspaper.. den go ard lookin for jobs.. fill up quite afew forms oso.. fill till we r soooo sianz of it liao.. yeah.. den mostly search for promoters lor.. got 3 now.. waitin 4 the interviews to cum.. tml hav 1.. hmm tink the jobs wasnt dat bad.. n gd pay i muz sae.. so hope i can juz gt it n done wif lor.. dne no need to go look 4 another job... haha so lz to find jobs.. so hard man.. yeah..

hmm went sentosa wif the bowlers yest.. its was quite fun.. though not as fun as the other time we went.. but nevertheless quite enjoyin lah.. the company dat went i guess.. had a nice time will mi seniors.. so long nv realli gt to gather liao.. yeah.. ohh ya n a few j2 guys.. hmm wasnt exactly close to them.. mayb dats y i dun realli find it fun ba.. wasnt interested in those games either.. dunno wats wrong oso.. mayb cos no sun ba.. so dun feel like playin too.. yeah.. mi legs r soooo damn tired.. frm all todae's walkin n yest walkin ard n runnin abt in sand.. cant even walk properly.. hmm got abit burnt though no sun.. hey wendy u r not the onli 1.. haha... but tink stil ok ba.. at least not red.. yeah hope the next time we go the sun will b out there liao ba...

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Thursday, December 18, 2003

sianz.. back to post entry cos got nth to do.. life is sooo borin.. wan find job but hard ley.. den dap oso go work liao.. 1 less companion to find job wif mi.. hahaha.. hmm seems like every1 is alwiz lookin 4 job.. n mi.. well tried lookin.. but lz to go interview cos scared later they ask mi work immediately den i sianz liao.. so tink after xmas den realli go look 4 it ba... hmm tinkin lots bout past memories.. oso dunno y.. its like wen i was tryin to slp but cant slp den all those past memories keep flowin back...

hmm.. den realise dat actualli the most fun time is in sec sch.. although dun realli like sec sch life.. but compare to pri sch n jc.. sec sch if the best.. well in pri sch seems like every1 is so childish.. alwiz arguin n sayin those 'i dun fren u liao' sort of things.. cum to tink of it.. kinda farnie.. dat time stil young can afford to make mistakes n no1 will blame u.. but now.. old liao.. more responsibilites.. hav to tink of the consequences wen we do things.. pri sch is the childhood times.. sweet memories to go wif it..

cum to sec sch.. hmm new environment..new frens.. den lost contacts wif pri sch frens le.. dat is the time wen u learn to try new things.. as in everythin.. ohh ya n there is the 'ah lian' phase.. every1 started to act lian lor.. den now i c those pple like quite farnie oso.. wats nice bout bein an ah lian?? hahaha peers n environment influence i guess.. rememberin those times i spent wif all mi frens is sec sch.. it was fun.. everydae was a new adventure.. yeah.. miss mi sec sch times.. mi sec sch frens.. wonder how they r doin... how gd would it b if we meet up again.. every1.. yeah..

now in jc.. everydae is hectic... wakin up so earli to go sch.. den cum hm so late.. no time to enjoy.. n its onli 2yrs.. n time passso quickly.. barely hav time to enjoy it den boomm... its over le.. din realli gt to make lots of frens in jc.. every1 is bz wif their stuff.. short time i guess.. n jc frens they r like so fake at times.. which make mi realise the true 'faces' of pple.. n learnin not to trust every1 so easily..
tis is a long entry.. haha nth to do.. so jus tinkin back on those time..

~ a WaLk d0wN mEmOrY lAnE ~

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Thursday, December 04, 2003

haven been updatin recently... lz to update le.. dun tink ani1 will b readin it aniwae.. yest was prom.. hmm enjoy those foto takins... but not those food.. spent quite alot of money overall.. but got a nice hairdo.. love it.. but veli pain... n its so hard n ex.. haha.. guess dats the price u hav to pay 4 wantin to b nice.. haha.. almost dun bear to take out all those pins n rubber bands... so nice.. hahahaha... well prom king n queen wasnt wat most of us expected to be.. kinda weird too.. but hu cares.. oso not me.. hahaha well dats bout all lah.. nth much le....

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