Thursday, October 30, 2003

feelin rather down now.. haiz.. seems like pple all ard mi is sad or depressed... is it cos of the stress they r all feelin? well.. i oso dunno.. im livin in mi own little world.. doin mi own studyin.. jus lockin every1 out of mi world.. but i dun understand y i am like tis either.. im suppose to b n extrovet.. but well guess not.. im jus a loner..
jus had a chat wif wendy.. she's feelin veli sad.. n i realli dunno wat i can sae to make her feel betta.. but ger.. u hav to be strong.. even though u hav mani things happenin ard u.. i believe dat u can pull thru.. u will do it.. endure jus 4 a few more wks.. n b focus.. even if u realli can concentrate on studyin.. but tink of how u hav to do well so dat u can achieve ur dreams.. dun ever giv up tryin..

Saturday, October 25, 2003

it's been so long since i've updated.. well oso nth much to update.. jus the same old thing everydae.. yeah.. tis wk seems to pass so quickly.. b4 i know it.. 2more wks to A's.. ohh.. tink not enuff time liao.. hmm.. had py prac on tues.. tink i screw it up lah.. tink wun do well liao.. den thurs went out to study wif dap n ben.. ehh.. not exactly productive.. but at least beta den at hm.. so sum idiotic fella renovatin.. den so damn noisy.. which makes mi veli irritated.. yeah i'm veli ez irritated.. well so hav to get out of the hse.. den t ard evenin time.. jas came n join us.. den we keep tokin n gossipin.. hahaz been so long since we gossip liaoz.. well nth much liao lor.. hav to stay hm study liao.. n realli pia.. but cant find the energy to do it.. jus feel so much like slackin ard.. haiz...

Thursday, October 16, 2003

such borin dae.. onli study n study.. sianz.. well.. on tues go visit wendy.. suppose to study lah.. but we tok n tok n tok.. end up i whoele dae nv study anithin.. den wed hav to go sch.. quite borin lor.. no life other den study n study.. hav to bcum nerd liao...

Monday, October 13, 2003

been slackin again... dun hav the mood to so study.. but cannot. A's like another 1mth away.. n i like 4get alot fo stuffs liao.. sianz... been slackin over the weekend.. onli did like a few pgs of econs.. tink can die liao.. later realli hav to study.. though dun feel like it.. sianz

Saturday, October 11, 2003

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You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
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Friday, October 10, 2003

todae is farewell assembly.. had quite sum fun lah.. though sorta sad dat from now on no more normal school life liao.. hav to really be indepedent liaoz.. hmm.. took quite sum fotos todae.. too bad mi camera spoil liao.. if not oso can take fotos.. well hav to use mi frens camera lor.. nice memories we all goin to have.. even took a class foto.. which we rarely hav.. den oso took wif sum of mi class pple whom i wasnt exactly close with.. nice feelin.. actualli find kind of bonded ley.. yeah.. overall quite a happy dae..

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

finally back to update.. very lz to update nowadays.. also nothing much to update.. just mi boring life.. also nothing happening around me... well.. last week of school b4 we are officially free from school.. hmm.. kinda sad n happy at the same time.. happy cos finally can stay home n study all that i want.. sad cos will probably lose contacts with all my frens.. just know it.. guess im just a loner after all.. have to do thing all by myself.. hmm... this week lect timetable.. so quite slack also.. dont know whats wrong with me.. with like only 4wks to A's but im stil slackin!?!

wendy: been a few days since i met u n talk to u liao.. hope u r doin fine.. wanted to visit u.. but hav to go sch.. think shall come find u soon lor.. then can study together? hahaz.. need some company myself.. hee.. take care wor.. hope to see u at farewell assembly..
ps. if u goin sch hor.. den can call me in the mornin.. i go 'fetch' u.. (",)

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

hey.. back to post an entry.. wanted to take a nap.. but for some reason i just cant fall asleep.. feel that my heart beats very fast.. then makes me feel very uncomfortable.. well finnaly got back mi econs paper3.. did so much better then i expected.. gotten an overall of C.. nv quite expected that.. thought at most a D im satisfied.. then get a C.. its like 1st time i actually can do well.. so this is what they meant by you reap what you sow.. cos during those breaks i keep studying econs.. so guess that why i did well..

hmm.. but something sort of happen that makes me think about.. well mrs wong sort of make a mistake and said that i got thw highest in class.. i dont really care if i got last of 1st as long as i think that i did well.. so i justnv bother about the bein highest in class.. then there was this ger (ask me some other time) in my class give me those type of look like i cant have done so well.. then she ask mi how much i get for overall.. told her i got 61 then she give me the look that she dont believe me.. after that we have to go check with mrs wong to see if our overall is calculated correctly.. then she go and see the whole class result.. then she found out that actually it wasnt me that was the highest.. so she told mrs wong that another guy was actually the highest.. then she came back and tell me that i wasnt the highest and some other guy is.. i was thinkin.. why does she has to tell me.. i couldnt care less about being 1st or last.. then got this weird feeling that struck me.. just couldnt explain what is that feeling.. but it wasnt a gd feeling.. i wasnt like close to that ger.. so why is she comparing results with me??? though i know i dont really struck anyone as being clever.. but i try hard and this is what i got.. so dont belittle me just cos i dont usually did better then you... feel sort of irritated by her attitude.. she also gotten a C but a low C.. this she just couldnt that i can do better then her.. though i still dont believe that i actually did well too.. but just dont like the feelin of people looking down on me.. so now im even motivated to do better...

well.. todae miss chia also said something which motivated me.. she has those faith in us that we jc2 can do well even though our prelims results is horrendous.. n even when all the teachers are sayin how lousy we are.. she just keep a deaf ear to what they say.. n choose to believe that we can do it... she is such a wonderful DP....