Friday, September 26, 2003

finally got back mi phy p3.. haiz.. short of a mark to pass.. gt 44 overall.. but mi lousy phy teacher 4get to mark 1 qn.. then if correct should gt 44.5 n hope can push up.. at least i try to pass... n oso dont know what that sucky teahcer marking lah.. so attitude.. one qn wrong dont know mark how many zillion crosses.. well at leats i try to do what... arrggHH hate to see his face.. everytime saw his face makes me feel like beatin him up.. how IDIOTIC!!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

been so long since i finally update.. well.. pass few days still quite ok.. hav been havin fun since fri after prelims ended.. now already sort of lost my momentum of studyin.. hav to get back to studyin soon.. got back quite alot of my papers liao.. maths just pass.. think is abit 'heng' if not dont think will be able to pass anyway.. well.. as 4 econs.. nv expect to pass my paper2.. n i did.. hahaz.. cos the topics come out all i nv really study 1.. but i just manage to pass.. so quite glad with it.. but havnt get back paper3.. so dont know will be able to pass not.... hope can..as for phy.. got back almost all the paper except 4 paper3.. well.. quite satisfied with mi paper1.. cos i rarely pass 4 paper1.. hahaz.. but paper2 was disasterous. got 33/90.. well but in mi class consider as gd liao.. guess paper really was too hard 4 anyone.. so guess whole class fail.. n think is the same situation in most classes.. talk bout phy then makes me fume!!! THAT IDIOTIC TEACHER!!!! I HATED HIM!!! so damn bias.. so what if my class really is stupid.. but you just dont hav the right to show us that FUCKING ATTITUDE!! who do you think you are... you are smart.. so??? you got lousy attitude.. and this is NO WAY to treat your students even if they are really BAD!!! aarrrgghhh... just our luck to hav you as our teacher... dont think that everytime you scold us we are scared of you cos we nv complain or even utter a word about it... you are so DAMN WRONG!!!! one day we are all gonna blew up in your face... you are the WORST TEACHER IN THIS WORLD!! how i wish you can just drop dead and die this very moment.... ARRGHHHH!!! enough of your shitty attitude.. and im so goin to prove you wrong that we are lousy.. im going to do well 4 my phy.. and prove that without your help i can even do well..

he just spoil my day.. just the thought of his idiotic face makes me MAD!!!! arghhhh...

Saturday, September 20, 2003

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Friday, September 19, 2003

yeah.. finally got a taste of freedom.. well.. at least for a few days... b4 i go n study somemore... will feel abit relax now.. though think im goin to do so damn badly 4 my prelims.. cos all the papers are so damn hard and its like those teachers are really out to kill us.. well.. think not goin to dwell on it too much.. since i go to play hard since i got the chance.. if not not sure when can get to play again.. well.. went to orchard today with jessie and sandra.. well.. eventually left onli me and jessie.. then also dont know what to do.. so just keep walkin ard til we finally couldnt walk anymore.. it has been more than a month since ive went shoppin.. yeah.. how no life man.. well goin to enjoy 4 the next 2more days.. really hav to relax....~

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

oh man.. feelin so damn sick now.. whats wrong.. arrgh... feel like vomitin.. feel very bloated.. n seems like havin headache too... arrggh... what a time to be sick.. i need to study.. the feelin is the same when that time i got food poisonin n i ended up sick 4 the whole week.. so i better not get anything like dat.. some1 help me.. i want to study but this nausea feelin just wont go away.. and makes me cant concentrate on studying... argghhh... I DONT WANT TO BE SICK!!!

Sunday, September 07, 2003

another wk has gone.. n im dont seem to have studied anythin.. like studyin but like never go in.. also dont know what am i doing.. well yesterday went to dap's house the cc there study.. wasnt that bad.. though really is quiet.. n we talk hav to whisper.. hahaz.. i did phy mcqs.. lots of them and ended up never study much.. cos just keep doing.. well in the evening we ak phil n bene out 4 dinner... been such a long time since i've saw them n tok to them too.. hahaz.. remember those time when the 4 of us always hav nothing to do and hang out together.. but now dont really hav the time anymore.. cos having exams.. haiz.. lost contact with the social world liao....

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

just reach hm not long ago.. very very tired now.. havin headache.. cant think cant do anything.. i'm very stressed!!!! haiz.. very disppointed in myself today.. screw up both mi papers.. econs n maths... oso dont know what am i doin.. econs both DRQ n case study.. haiz.. come out all i dont really understand 1... as 4 maths.. thought might do better this time.. but dont think so.. maybe will even flunk... just whats wrong with me.. cant even do well.. wonder what am i doin in JC.. arrghhhh.. end of exams then realise mani of the questions i know how to do.. but y cant i just do it when im takin the exams... arrghhhh... dont like this feeling in me... very very disappointed... i just cant succeed in life.. not in school... not in bowling... not in friendship... not in anythin... nothing... such a failure.........

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

sianz.. prelims just started n i feel sianz of it.. what to do man.. dont feel like studyin.. even if i do study its like for an hour before i go n do sth else.. think im a goner.. when i think of prelims im worried.. but i just cant seems to really get in the mood to study... n its seems like i know what im studyin but when go do the question.. i cant seems to get them right.. just whats wrong with me.. think under stress till i anyhow think... n my mood is haywire.. can be very happy one moment.. then the next i feel so sad... haiz...