Saturday, May 17, 2003

back again to sae wat i feel.. hahaz nan de c mi online so often liao.. tis is juz a place to sae wat i feel lah.. hmm.. thnx chu 4 her encouragement.. noe wat u r tryin to sae.. but cant help feelin disappointed.. cos i alwiz had the dream of bein in a team wif dap wendy n harn.. n wanna noe wats the feel of it.. but now is like every1 is in but i wasnt... it juz shows dat i wasnt up to it.. though i noe i am not bad... but i gt the same feelin last yr durin nat sch.. n 4 2 yrs.. i gt the same feelin.. dats y i feel especialli sad.. though i noe lian is bias.. but it doesnt make mi feel beta.. hmm.. but tink now i sort of gotten over it.. but still will sad lah.. but now im determine to do well.. n prove to lian dat he has make the wrong choice (though dunno can do it not).. i wan to make HER feel dat i can make it in if i try hard.. wanted them to regret their choice.... yeah.. i will do it~