Friday, May 23, 2003

You are the Figher Femme


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Wednesday, May 21, 2003

tirin dae... todae gt trainin.. try hard to show dat im not useless.. haha tink quite useful lah... mi motivation.. hmm.. tink its all in the mind lah.. if i noe i can do it.. den i will do it.. muz make them regret it... yeah todae oso abit suay.. gt pe.. den dun wanna take napfa 1.. cos fail 2.4 liao.. den ask mr ho if can july den take.. he sae canot.. probably cos he in bad mood.. den it ake napfa to humour him lor.. in the end i sort of sprain mi wrist.. suay rite.. den now whole body achin... ohh ya.. todae trainin.. bowl 2 games.. wasnt dat bad.. ave bout 140+ hahaz.. 1st time im actualli satisifed.. well bout after mi 2nd game.. fox cum tell mi the lane at plaza ez to bowl.. gt nice line.. den in yishun is a different story... hmm wats his implications? dat i too HL liao? or i wasnt actualli doin well? but nonetheless.. i oso not in team.. so he tell mi 4 wat rite? hahaz.. dun b bothered by him.. im juz doin wat i hav to do...

Saturday, May 17, 2003

back again to sae wat i feel.. hahaz nan de c mi online so often liao.. tis is juz a place to sae wat i feel lah.. hmm.. thnx chu 4 her encouragement.. noe wat u r tryin to sae.. but cant help feelin disappointed.. cos i alwiz had the dream of bein in a team wif dap wendy n harn.. n wanna noe wats the feel of it.. but now is like every1 is in but i wasnt... it juz shows dat i wasnt up to it.. though i noe i am not bad... but i gt the same feelin last yr durin nat sch.. n 4 2 yrs.. i gt the same feelin.. dats y i feel especialli sad.. though i noe lian is bias.. but it doesnt make mi feel beta.. hmm.. but tink now i sort of gotten over it.. but still will sad lah.. but now im determine to do well.. n prove to lian dat he has make the wrong choice (though dunno can do it not).. i wan to make HER feel dat i can make it in if i try hard.. wanted them to regret their choice.... yeah.. i will do it~

Friday, May 16, 2003

You should be a Sagittarius, Independent, honest,
optimistic, friendly, driven, freewheeling,
free spirit, good-humored, casual, forthright,
philosophical, restless, un-inhibited, ,
adventurous, intuitive, but can be self-
righteous, rebellious, irresponsible, careless,
inaccurate, superficial, impulsive, outspoken,
candid,


~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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You are the fairy of truth! Honesty is your way of
life as is nature and all goodness.


Which Fairy Are you?
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in sch now.. pon econs make up to cum online.. shd b studyin 4 phy test.. havin phy test later.. sianz... tink goin to fail aniwae.. oso dun realli hav the mood to do much.. hmm.. thnx every1 4 their concern.. noe u all will b there but the feelin juz wun go away.. will try not to b sad.. but meanwhile.. i may b actin abit strangely.. so guess u all hav to put up wif it.. dun realli feel like seein those bowlers.. make mi tink of the team thing.. haiz.. i oso hope dat the feelin would go away soon so dat i can back to mi happi usual self...

Thursday, May 15, 2003

back to post entry liaoz... wanted sum place to sae mi feelin.. haiz.. too sad bout everythin.. studies bowlin.. tink i sux at everythin lah.. mi onli hope was dashed.. now no more motivation to do anithin.. how i wish i could hav juz dropout of sch.. wats the pt rite? cant do well in ani of the things.. so stay 4 wat.. the team was out yest.. n i wasnt in.. realli sad.. but wat to do.. i'm lousy at it.. n dats a fact.. so no pt forcin into the team rite.. but dat makes mi tink of alot of things.. its like i wasted mi 2yrs in there.. all mi time effort n needless to sae.. money~ which i pretty sort of.. n now wat.. wasnt even in.. alwiz been to trainin nv pon n dats wat i gt.. haz... mayb i shdnt hav even bother to go if i noe the end is like dat.. its like mi last yr here.. n i wun even hav the feel of it.. no memories... nth like a blank piece of paper.. if sum1 were to ask mi to wat i accomplished in life.. i hav nth to write.. now oso dunno wat to do liao.. dun feel like goin to trainin animore.. its a torture to b there knowin dat every1 is trainin hard 4 the nat sch.. n wat am i doin there?? goin there to let pple to laugh at mi.. haz but oso cant sae i dun wan go.. coach yest personally tell mi wan to c mi in trainin.. so if dun go he will tink i gt lousy attitude.. but if i do go im makin miself sad.. y do i hav to choose??? either i dun go n feel happi (aniwae i alreadi feel isolated liao) or go n feel sad all thru til end of nat sch.. n since oso not in team mite as well dun even go 4 nat sch.. like dat i wun miss lesson 4 nth...haiz...studies... wat to do to do well?? everythin oso like shit.. n i onli hav teachers dat alwiz look down on u.. if like dat how to study rite if sum1 keep tellin u dat u r lousy.. the feelin juz wasnt gd.. haiz.. mayb i am juz tinkin too much or overactin.. but the feelin is juz there n cant gt rid of it...

Tuesday, May 13, 2003

You are the brunette, with an amazing personality.
You like to have fun, fit in with the crowd,
and are more often than not you look your best
no matter what you are wearing! Your only down
side is you can be a bit stubborn in your ways,
so lighten up and listen to others once in a
while.


*What anime character and personality would you be?*
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finalli back again.. after like half a mth.. hahaz.. realli veli lz to update liao.. n so bz nowadaes... well quite stress now... bowlin lah.. studies liaoz.. feel like can breakdown anitime.. n SOON!! dunno by wen den will noe if can gt in team not.. but tink chances aint high.. den studies... haiz... tink of gp den feel like dyin.. gp lesson now hor machiam livin in hell.. he so damn tempermental.. dunno wats wrong wif him.. storm out of class last fri.. till now stil angry.. how childish.. n guess y he's still angry.. cos on fri we nv sae 'sorry'... aarrghhhhhh... we did sae sorry.. wrote him an apology letter.. put in his pigeon hole.. is he nv go check hor.. den now cum blame us.. n wat can we do... suck!!!!! goin 4 his lesson is so damn stress... everytime giv us those irritated face... wonder wat hav i done wrong in mi life to get him as mi teacher.... how i wish he would juz drop dead n die... arr.... juz wan to vent mi anger.....