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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Tuesday, April 29, 2003

yeah.. back again.. dats like quite rare 4 mi nowadaes.. haz.. well todae is jessie's birthdae... yeah.. wanted to msg her durin midnite.. but juz couldnt gt mi butt to do it.. well.. bought present 4 her.. had a hard time choosin since she gt almost everything she need... hahaz.. so ended up buyin a shirt n 'sumthing' hahaz.. well hope she like it lor.. den nth much realli happen liaoz... c wen i will b back again....

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8:31 PM


Monday, April 28, 2003






What month should you have been born in?

this quiz was made by Erin


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5:51 PM


yeah.. finalli back to post sum short stuffs lah.. haven been online since a wk ago.. too lz n no time oso.. n oso nth much realli happens lor.. well.. in sch quite stress lah.. tink din reali do well 4 BT den teachers r like stressin us.. n yeah i stil hate GP.. the most stress class.. i juz hate it.. everytime go in class.. every1 look so stress.. n oso everyday.. we r juz prayin he wasnt in sch... aarrghhhh... he jus sux~ so tempermental.. like ger like dat.. muz b pms-ing...

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5:28 PM


Wednesday, April 16, 2003

tomboy
Tomboy


What's your sexual appeal?
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8:30 PM


came to update liao.. juz came back not long ago frm trainin...juz had mi dinner.. not dat hungry.. todae was another suay dae... had pe todae.. quite xiong ar.. did 100 push-ups, 100 step-ups n 100sec of crutches.. den whole body was achin like siao.. cant even lift mi arms.. it's too painful liao.. totally no strength.. wen wan to change shirt dat time.. had a hard time as i cant lift mi arms.. den after dat dunno y 4 no reason gt gastric pain.. feel like dyin liao.. pain the whole dae.. till now stil abit.. sth muz b wrong wif mi.. i gt eat but dunno y stil dat pain.. haiz.. ohh another suay thing.. todae in sch.. mi bag dat strap one side came off... cos its broke.. den can onli carry 1 side... aarrghhh... wat could hav gone more wrong.......

ehh harn.. paiseh ar.. too earli online liao.. den tink u haven reach hm.. so cant send the pic to u todae... mayb tml...take care...

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8:13 PM


Tuesday, April 15, 2003

yeah.. so earli 4 mi to update mi blog.. cos todae no pe so 2+ reach hm liao.. nth to do so cum online lor.. todae is a borin dae.. n yesh i stil hate gp.. todae hav gp den go in so stress like dat.. cos of dat stupid teacher.. juz hope he forever dun cum.. n his lesson doesnt seems to help.. well todae was juz another borin dae.. dun realli hav the mood.. n not veli happi wif things ard mi... haiz.. everythin juz dun seem to go well... guess i'm reallli am suay...

noW on tHe mp3 - Ayumi Hamasaki hanabi

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3:51 PM


Monday, April 14, 2003

another sucky dae... got back all mi results liao.. n it all juz sux~ guess im realli stupid.. haiz.. study hard still cant gt over the E mark... i nv gotten anithin more den a E 4 all major exams... veli disappointin results.. the more papers i gt back.. the worse the results gt... dunno wats wrong.. fail mi gp n econs... unbelieveable dat i actualli fail mi econs.. quite high hope of it.. guess i juz wasnt suitted 4 jc.. mayb i shd juz drop out.. since i SUX~ n guess wat.. the best paper is phy.. which is onli 45.. AARGGHHH... im juz dumb!

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8:38 PM


Friday, April 11, 2003

1st dae of sch reopen.. tot would b an ok dae.. as now i no longer need to rot animore.. started out the dae quite ok.. was abit tired.. as the dae gt on.. it gt worse.. tink it was juz a bad bad dae.. 1st dae of sch gt scolded by dat stupid gp tutor.. tink he sux man.. he sae his lesson onli can 5min late.. den on mi watch i reach the class juz nice 5min late.. den he sae no his watch was 7mins.. sucky... n i came frm audi to 3rd floor.. den previous lect end abit late.. try to rush there liao.. den he stil kbkb...SUX!!!! dat spoil mi whole dae.. I HATE FRIDAE!!!!! aarrrgghhhh.. den gt back mi phy paper... results sux as well.. quite disappointin.. nv expected such results... n teacher's markin was SHIT.. definition onli leave out a few words but main idea was there.. den all no marks... sux.. so wats the pt of mi tryin hard wen the markin was like dat... AAARRRGGHHHH~ ONE OF MY WORST DAE~

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10:34 PM


Thursday, April 10, 2003

medium
MEDIUM


(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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9:56 PM


here to update blog liaoz.. last few daes quite lz to update though i gt online.. hahaz.. went to sch yest.. so dumb 1... 9.15 can go hm liao.. after dat went to orchard wif dap n wendy since we goin to register 4 SAT.. tink we quite bo liao, so go watch movie.. 10.45am show.. so earlie rite... watch Iron Ladies2.. quite dumb show.. but farnie lah.. hee.. after watchin the show.. went to buy dap's present.. yesh wif her ard.. hahaz den off to register liaoz.. went to lot n westmall after dat.. cos i dun wan to go hm... hee.. den meet mi dear too.. quite long nv c him liaoz.. hee dats bout all lah.. den todae was hm rottin yeah.... tml sch will start officialli.. sianz~

noW on tHe mp3 - Michael Fredo love all over again

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Monday, April 07, 2003

aaarrrrghhh... tis is so damn irritatin ley.. hav to go sch on wed wen i m onli suspose to b in sch onli on fri.. n guess wat~ go sch to listen to sum SARS talk.. den fill up forms den go hm liao.. sch 4 those not takin papers will end at 10am.. dats dumb rite~ wat is it bout SARS we dun noe.. n cant we juz do it on fri.. DUHH~ dun wan to go sch on wed.. if hav lessons i dun mind.. but go sch to waste time.. n i hav to wake up at 5+ to gt to sch... wat the heck! cant stand it.. though i noe the SARS r gettin worse.. but if we stay hm.. nth will go wrong wat... aarrgGGHHHHH......

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Saturday, April 05, 2003

You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.

What inner color are you?




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7:05 PM


hiyaz~ yest was dap bdae~ happi 18th belated birthdae~ hahaz though i wish her liao.. yest was at hm.. cos mum not happi i keep goin out lor.. tink will b hm til tml lor.. den mon go sand's hse.. ask us go play mahjong.. hahahz guess we all too bored lor.. cant go out oso.. feel like goin out wif dap they all todae.. but tink i beta dun lor.. later kena kb again.. so stay hm n try to b gd ger? ahhahaz.. well sch hols is extended 4 another 2daes.. which means dat i can onli b back in sch on fri.. so more daes to rot.. it's a weekend n i hav to stay hm... arggghhh... dunno wat to do liaoz..

noW on tHe mp3 - SHE wo he xing fu you yue ding

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Thursday, April 03, 2003

well.. went bowlin wif harn, dap, wendy, jas, phil, ben, aaron at chevrons.. yeah u all can guess it.. i bowl badly as usual~ hahaz.. well at least manage to hav a last outin wif phil b4 he left 4 ns... how sad~ too bad jack can join us.. he gt ground~ cant believe it.. his last dae aniwae n cant go out.. hahaz.. hmm.. after dat went IMM to relax.. hav to go hm earli.. mum complainin dat i keep goin out.. n i onli went out 4 2daes ley.. n nv go crowded place... oso onli out 4 few hrs... tink nex few daes hav to stay hm liaoz.. haiz.. at hm oso sianz.. go out mum grumble.. like dat i rather i go sch man~

hmm phil n jack do take care... try to enjoy? hahaz.. tink jack oso cant c lah.. phil.. noe u can survive.. though mani sae cant.. hav faith in u :P

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10:06 PM


Wednesday, April 02, 2003

Blue info
Your Heart is Blue


What Color is Your Heart?
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10:45 PM