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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Sunday, March 30, 2003

another dae at hm... at least todae quite ok lah... mi family almost every1 at hm.. not dat bored.. was chicago vcd.. not dat bad.. quite chim lah.. tellin their story thru song? musical in movie.. hee... den hm rottin as usual.. nth to do.. no hw no study.. ohh.. 3rd person die frm sars liao... more n more gettin infected day by day.. n oso more r gettin worried n dare not go out liaoz... hmm.. oso heard dat the hols may b extended.. n poly ite n uni mayb oso no need go sch.. guess its realli serious liaoz... haiz.. dunno realli wats cummin to the world... "doomsdae" in 2003? the war, n the sars... so mani countries infected... hope all of tis end soon.. at least we can hav a peaceful life..

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Thursday, March 27, 2003

bored, bored, bored!!!! sianz ar.. hav to spend so mani daes at hm.. suddenly feel like goin sch liao.. at least got sth to do.. though hav to wake up real earli.. was watch tape juz now... nth much 4 mi to do.. yeah.. wake up at 11+.. juz im juz a piG~ den go library at bp plaza.. to borrow sum books lah.. at least can find sth to do wen i'm hm.. juz hope the SARS thing can juz stop.. n oso the sentosa trip tis wkend.. dunno gonna continue wif it not.. well feel like goin but hor.. tink those places r the place where u r easily infected by the SARS... hmm.. dunno lah.. juz dun wan to spend time at hm lah.. feel like goin out.. but no pple pei n oso hu wan to go out at such a time rite?

noW on tHe mp3 - leann rimes life goes on

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Wednesday, March 26, 2003

FREEDOM~ hahaz.. 1st time i after some exams dat im so happi... though major exam not counted.. hahaz.. yeah.. not longer stress animore... physics is over... though tink dun tink will b able to do well lor.. hee another thing is will hav a long long hols.. no need to go sch til 6 april.. hmm.. how to sae.. happi? sad? well not veli sure.. happi cos i can relax.. sad cos pple r dyin cos of the SARS thingy.. yeah.. oso dunno y within tis 2wks.. so mani things r happenin ard the world.. the war lah.. den now tis SARS.. every1 seems to b affected in one way or other... cos of tis 1 wk break.. june hols gonna b delay!!! dats not veli gd lor... cos 1st time mi birthdae not on hols.. 4 the past 17yrs mi birthdae on hols ley.. but heng lah.. tis yr it falls on sun.. so at least gotta enjoy n no need to drag miself to sch.. hahaz... n sth quite contradictin.. heard frm the news dat tis wk break is a gd time for us to revise our work... well i juz revise n pia-ing 4 the past wk.. so now mi turn to finali enjoy.. yeah.. guess im juz happi BT is over lah.. so writtin so much crap~ hee..

noW on tHe mp3 - SHE wo he xing fu you yue ding

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Tuesday, March 25, 2003

yeah.. came here to relieve abit of stress lah... hahaz lz to study animore.. one last paper.. hope can do it.. hav to ren.. in less den 24hrs i will b enjoyin like no body business hee~ hmm.. yest paper was ok.. 1st time i actualli finish n econs paper wif an xtra time of 5mins.. hahaz which is gd.. at least i can manage mi time now.. den todae maths ar.. haiz.. tink quite a killer lah... though i manage to finish all the qn.. but all the ans like quite weird like dat lor.. so dunnno correct or not.. usualli i finish the paper.. but i nv gt gd results.. i oso dunno y.. wen mi tests all can score.. den major 1 all like shit.. yeah.. guess i dun do well under stress condition.. which is bad!! how am i goin to survive mi A's.. haiz... hmm.. gotta go do sth to relieve mi stress hahaz.. watch tv~

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Friday, March 21, 2003

hiya pple... finalli back to update blog since im safely back in singapore... din feel like cummin online animore... oso dunno y.. probably cos nth left 4 mi to do online.. well those few daes in jakarta was fun.. realli enjoy it.. dun wanna face reality yet.. hav to study.. been cramin 4 bt tis few daes.. quite stress n wasnt in the best of mood.. mood swings i guess.. yeah lz to update the details on the trip.. tell ya again wen we meet? haz... like nv liaoz... gotta run~

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Thursday, March 13, 2003

well.. back to update blog.. cos goin to leave s'pore soon.. tml will b flyin off to jakarta.. hope i can make it back... hmm.. wasnt in a gd mood.. oso dunno y.. i feel so isolated frm every1.. seems like pple r movin on.. n im stil here... guess i juz dun make a difference aniwhere... dunno wats wrong.. back to the time wen i feelin low n no1 is there... no1 i can confide in n to tok to.. juz dunno wats wrong.. hope the trip will make mi abit happier?

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Thursday, March 06, 2003

hey peepz... hee todae i'm in a damn gd mood.. hahaz.. well gt back mi chinese result.. much much beta den i expected lah.. tot at most can gt a b3... den i gt A1~ hahaz.. din expected to do dat well lor.. cos no confidence in the paper... but heng ar... guess mi oral helps alot.. gt distinction.. probably cos wen i tok rite.. i make the invigilator laugh.. hahaz... but tink dat dae the topic is the hardest.. n i was juz crappin ard.. hahaz heng i guess.. but yest i gt mi bad luck lah.. had pe.. den was alreadi damn tired.. after sch still gt trainin.. n i dunno wat happen.. i juz cant bowl til the last game wen i finalli did abit beta.. after trainin was like drain out of energy.. no strength to do anithin.. den wen i was walkin.. i din notice where i was walkin... n not to 4get im veli tired.. so i was practicalli draggin miself.. din saw dat hole.. so big man~ guess i was juz blind.. well i fell down.. sprain mi rite ankle n injure mi left knee.. so suay rite.. den todae had difficulty walkin ard.. but nvm lah.. gd things alwiz follow.. dats y i did well? hahaz tink i too happi liao.. dat y write so much.. hee~

noW on tHe mp3 - Energy dou ai wo yi tian (juz d/l, nice ley)

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Tuesday, March 04, 2003

yohoo~ so sianz.. so cum online awhile to check stuffs out.. hmm.. tink gonna take chinese ao result on thurs.. yeah so happi man~ den i can be "released" from chinese liao.. hope i can do well lah.. hee.. todae mornin assembly.. interestin stuff happen.. principal was tokin bout sum j1 guy name lee weiqi make sum "ingenious" comment bout sa gers in sunday times... well tink he shdnt hav done dat.. he would regret it? hahaz.. but heard from mi fren dat he was kinda frame lah... he was interviewed by a fren's sis hu is the reporter... den she juz took part of the interview to b printed out.. well guess he was juz unluckily.. hee~ hmm guess i beta get back to mi hw lah..sianzzz~

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