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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

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Thursday, February 27, 2003


Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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hiyaz~ slackin awhile.. b4 goin to study 4 phy test.. tis wk i've been slackin ard.. n lz to do much.. hahaz.. n block test cummin liao.. sianz~ well yesterdae din go trainin.. lz to go.. n oso money is a prob lah.. realli broke liao barely hav $2 wif mi everytime ley.. haiz.. oso wonder how i survive tis wk.. hahaz shd b goin on sat lah.. hee well tml o's results cummin liao.. all the best to u J1s.. hope u all do well~ o's result cummin out means dat a's results oso cummin.. hahaz.. well den i shd b gettin mi chinese ao results.. yeah~ if can gt a b3 or less.. den i can drop chinese..~ so happi ley.. finalli can escape from mi CT~ she's so damn irritatin.. hahahaz..n oso those ex-J2s gettin results... wish them all the best.. n i believe dat they can do well hahahz.. well gotta run liao.. study study STUDY~

noW on tHe mp3 - SHE bai se lian ge

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Saturday, February 22, 2003

hey pple~ hahaz.. back to update blog.. if not tink nex wk wun update again.. hmm.. went 4 trainin todae.. doin the usual stuffs.. yeah.. quite borin lah.. hahaz.. after trainin went to eat Sakae Sushi with dap, phil n aaron.. bene join us at ard 3pm.. wah we sat there 4 nearli 3hrs.. n guess how mani plates of sushi we ate.. hee we eat a total of 42plates.. yeah 1st time i went there n actualli ate dat much.. keke.. total bill of abt $112... yeah after eatin was veli broke.. cos im left wif no money.. hahaz.. well hav to thanx aaron n phil as they pay more for us.. hee.. feel abit bad lah.. everytime go out eat wif them.. they alwiz end up payin more.. after eatin went to westmall to meet mi dear.. went there wif dap as dap is meetin mi dear's fren which is oso her fren.. hahaz... we r so related... we separated once we met.. cos mi dear's fren paisae~ but oso dunno wat he paisae abt? hee while mi n mi dear go watch HOT CHICK.. hee wow.. how HOT!!!! hee the show was hilarious man.. though abit kua zhang 4 a ger to bcum a guy.. yeah.. throughout the show i was laughin.. hahahaz.. if u al gt the time.. shd go n watch.. quite a crappy show.. hee~

noW on tHe mp3 - stefanie sun wo bu nan guo n|ce sonG~

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Friday, February 21, 2003

another week dat pass so quickly... tis wk ar.. so quite stress lah.. whole wk been havin test.. from mon to fri except on tues... so everydae bz studyin n no time to even cum online.. finalli gt a taste of wat j2 life is all about... basicalli we hav no life... hahaz.. either we r bz studyin or bz doin hw... yeah... how tired 4 us.. wonder how the other j2 used to survive it... but no matter i will work HARD~ hahaz.. at least throughout tis whole yr... yeah.. oso nth much to update liao.. 4get almost all dat hav happen tis wk other den those tests.. hee shall update another time...

noW on The mp3 - SHE always on my mind

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Monday, February 17, 2003


discover your inner candy heart @ stvlive.com

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Saturday, February 15, 2003

wahh.. tis wk pass so quickly till i dun even hav time to update blog.. thnx to dap ar.. remind mi dat 1 haven been online 4 this whole wk.. hahaz i oso abit lz to update blog liao.. no mood to cum n type.. hee.. well yest is v-dae... hmm.. in sch hor.. every1 is bz givin n receivin little gifts.. hahaz SA is so happenin man~ hmm.. den in the evenin went to JP wif mi dear to eat swensen... everywhere is filled wif pple.. he got mi a veli EXPENSIVE rose... yeah though the colour is not wat i like.. but i still like it.. cos is from mi dear~ hee.. den todae ar.. gotta wake up so earli 4 service to college.. waste time 1 ley... den went 4 trainin after dat... nth much happen... after trainin went to eat wif dap bene n philip.. went to philip hse after dat... wahhhhh his hse so big ley... how i envy... hee... went there to play mahjong since we all nth to do... dat philip ar... lie to us sae dunno how to play mahjong.. but actualli is an expert in disguise... throughout the whole session he keep winnin.. n the rest of us like barely won more den 10times in total.. if real money hor... he win like siao liao... well hav to thn philip for lettin us go to his hse play n oso 4 treatin mi 4 eat soup spoon..~ THNX!!!!

noW on tHe mp3 - stefanie sun wo bu nan guo

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Monday, February 10, 2003

yeah came to update blog again... so sianz.. later still gotta go copy mi maths tut. cos mi fren lost the tut i did.. arrghhh... suay rite... the one i did it miself is lost.. den now hav to go copy others... hmm.. v-dae cummin liao den dunno wat to buy... cham ar.. at 1st wanted to go jessie's hse to bake cookies.. den last min he back out.. dunno wat she doin lah.. alwiz like dat.. den now i dun hav ani idea wat to buy.. and oso abit too late to make sth.. hav to dig mi mind to buy sth 4 mi dear liao.. tink hav to go shoppin on wed which means canot go out wif mi dear... :( hmm.... now hopin can go huili's hse lor.. if can den no need to fan animore... but i doubt can lah... so b prepared 4 the worst~

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Sunday, February 09, 2003

fairy2
YOu like to be everywhere at once. You like to
dance and sing wiht everyone. you like to skip
and sing and be happy its very important to
you. Your a spring fairy.


What kind of fairy are you?
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yeah.. so tired man.. juz reach hm bout an hr ago.. been walkin ard the whole dae.. hee.. in the noon go watch movie wif mi dear... we watch final destination 2.. well tink final destination hav a beta storyline.. but part2 was more gross.. throughout the whole show so bloody ley.. hahaz... hmm will recommend all of u to go n watch.. but u r those hu cant stand gross thing.. den beta dun.. keke.. after watchin, i went to meet bene aaron n philip 4 dinner... as mi dear need to go to his aunt's hse to eat dinner... bene n aaron look so farnie w/o hair... BOTAK~~ i almost couldnt recognise them.. hee~~ we went to jas workplace to hav dinner as everywhere is flooded wif pple.. n oso jas sae she was bored.. den go visit her.. hee~~ the food dat was quite nice n eat till super full ley... hee... after eatin we went to chun dao he pan since all of us nv went there b4... hee so mani ppl oso n so hot ar... walk ard awhile den go gt drink.. i was dehydratin liao.. keke... after drinkin i went hm liao.. cos dun wanna go hm too late.. but i stil reach hm at 11pm... not too earli either.. keke... din noe where they went after dat.. but tink they mayb went back to find jas...~~
Well guys thnx 4 the company.. hee... n jas the ice chocolate u made is nice..~~

noW on tHe mp3 - xu jie er mei you ni de mei yi tian

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Friday, February 07, 2003



Morning, day, or night?
quiz by maikamariel


wohoo...~~ wkend is here again.. hahaz.. tis whole wk ar.. either too tired or too bz to cum update blog.. hahahaz... gettin lazier by the dae... how am i goin to survive mi yr2... hav to work harder man! hee... well todae hav phy test AGAIN!! tis is like the 3rd 1 tis term... every wk oso test.. cant hardly BREATHE... well todae's test was hard.. n tink goin to flunk it ONCE AGAIN~~ hahaz guess i jus wasnt made 4 phy... yeah... but no matter wat stil hav to try... (tryin to giv miself sum encouragement) hee~~ well juz bout 10mins ago was eatin yu sheng... sOOOO NicEE~~ hee... long time nv eat it... well mi mum sae eat yu sheng muz eat twice... guess hav to eat another time soon... hee... hmm nth much to sae animore.. n lz to update bout the past few daes... yeah juz like usual aniwae... hee~~ lastly.... HAPPAE BIRTHDAE TO EVERY1!!!.... todae is 'ren ri' which means its the birthdae of every1... hee

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Monday, February 03, 2003

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Tenderheart Bear
You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.



wohoo..~ finalli can online liao.. the past 2 daes hor.. comp spoil den cant online ar... how sad... hee.. well 2 daes pf CNY.. wasnt dat baf.. yest went to both mi grandmas' hse.. den oso gamble.. hahaz.. though nt veli big lah.. hmm.. lost $1.. oso nth interestin happens.. hahaz n yeah took fotos wif both mi cousins.. hee~ it becum our rountine dat every yr we hav to take fotos.. hahahaz... den todae.. same old thing... juz dat went to dap's hse... hee.. gamble again... well tis time i won $1 lah.. so now is nv win or lose.. hahahaz.. how lame rite.. play 2 daes den end up wif the same amt of money... hee den at nite went to mi dear hse... his mum ask mi to go.. hmm.. was abit paisae lah.. cos dunno them mah... den i machiam alien like dat... hee.. den earn sum angbaos there... hee.. well haven open mi angbaos.. so dunno gt how much yet... hee...~

well hav to sae soli to bene ben n aaron... u all came out n i din manage to spent time wif u all.. so soli.. but was realli bz.. well all the best to all of u... n miss u all too..~ hee... ohh bene wanted to tok to u online... but cant make it.. hope u dun mind.. but we still gt chance to tok again.. hee..~

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