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her self


June/Juney
1st June 1985
Graduate/Unemployed
Simple yet complicated/nice yet evil/ smart yet stupid/bad-tempered yet tolerant/cynical yet hopeful

A simple girl who yearns for a simple life, with simple wants and simple needs.

"I'm just an actor in life,
hiding behind all my roles"



her loves


- Things she loves in life -
her family/nicky/dogs/theOSBs/F5/ktv/ games/tv/novels/anime/TWdramas

- Things she couldnt live without -
air/water/food/hp/laptop/ipod/ family/friends/music


her notes





her reads


= aaron =
= bee =
= bene =
= ben =
= daph =
= fred =
= jack =
= jane =
= jasc =
= jess =
= liang =
= min =
= phil =
= shane =
= shu =
= vin =
= yun =

her memories


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Thursday, January 30, 2003

hey pple~ hahaz... abit hyper? guess so.. mabi gt new yr mood? hard to sae.. hee well x-country yesterdae.. hahaz i practicalli walk the whole 3.2km.. hahaha.. n guess wat.. it was quite tirin' to even walk ley.. guess im veli lz ar.. hahaz... ohh yeah i din finish n race.. n guess y... went i reach the finish pt.. the real finish pt or line was alreadi gone.. i din even gt to c it.. hahaz so i nv manage to cross it.. so i din finish the race! hahaz.. quite lame.. went hm after x-country.. eat maggi n watch meteor garden 2.. den took a nap.. b4 wakin up n meet frens to go bugis.. shop ard 4 a while.. den in the evenin meet mi class 4 'sort of' class gatherin wif mdm soh.. wahh~ so long nv c mdm soh liao... how we miss her~ she is such a wonderful teacher.. well we tok to her throughout.. had fun.. yeah n we complain to her bout our new CT.. dislike her... so 'orbiang'.. hee well todae was quite slack n gt a maths test... so hard man~ tink goin to fail liao.. hahaz.. i oso din realli prepare much.. juz plain LAZY! yeah.. after sch went to orchard wif dap.. she wanna use her borders' voucher.. $100 ley.. can buy so mani things.. but oso nth much to buy.. so we juz anihow grab sth lah.. hehe she gone hm wif 5magz.. dats heavy.. keke...~

noW oN tHe mp3 - Kylie Minogue come into my world

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Monday, January 27, 2003

yeah chinese new yr cumin liaoz.. can gt ang bao.. hee.. well shall update the past few daes.. sat gt trainin.. wasnt dat bad lah.. after trainin went to eat wif the bowlers (lz to mention names).. well sort of bene last meal wif us b4 he leavin 4 ns... after eatin at v8.. mani of them left n a few of us went to shaw tower to play pool.. actualli wanted to leave n go n meet mi frens liao.. but c jas there alone so decided to pei her 4 a while... at ard 4+ i went to meet mi frens in orchard.. shop ard n manage to buy new shoes.. haha quite happi lah.. shop till ard 9+ den went hm.. reach mi hse den realise i nv brin keys n no1 is at hm... how suay~ den call mi bro n he sae he cumin hm now.. yeah~ mi bro not bad hor.. hahaz den waited outside the hse 4 an hr.. quite borin but luckily gt mi bf to tok on fone wif mi.. if not tink i rot to death liaoz.. well sun nth much happens.. i clean mi rm.. part of it lah.. now left wif the most messy part haven clean, dats mi table~ ahahhaz slack ard almost whole dae.. den todae in sch oso quite borin lah.. abit lz nowadaes.. tink probably tis wk quite slack n chinese new yr is nearin.. hahaz.. chinese new yr mood i guess..~

well todae bene's last dae or more like last nite wif us liao.. tml he goin to ns.. well all the best to u... n enjoy ur ns.. hahaz... dun miss us too much.. though i dun tink u will.. :P

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Friday, January 24, 2003

Sun%20Goddess
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)

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todae hav 2 tests again... every week oso havin test.. so ke lian.. has been continuously studyin 4 2wks liaoz.. wan to relax oso canot... well gt back mi previous 2 tests.. did quite well 4 maths.. gt 15.5/18.. quite satisfied though could hav gotten full marks if i wasnt careless as awiz..~ den as 4 phy.. gt 46.. juz pass by 1 mark.. hahaz... wasnt proud of mi score.. cos din realli did the whole paper by miself.. shd noe wat dat means hee.. hope no need to go 4 remedial.. as 4 todae's tests.. tink econs mite b able to pass.. but hope not too high.. den phy ar.. no need to sae liao.. sure will fail.. i dun even noe wat i'm doin.. hahaz... shall update u all bout the results sum time next wk? hahaz...

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Thursday, January 23, 2003



I am Snoopy

Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz



hahaz.. quite like mi actualli.. hee..
ohh yeah.. aaron's 1st dae in tekong.. wonder how was it? though he wun b able to c it.. but still all the best to ya.. n dun miss us~

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Wednesday, January 22, 2003

yohoo..~ hahaha.. todae was abit mad! well.. probably cos too tired lah.. gt pe n trainin.. veli tirin ley.. pe summore run 8rounds!!! yeah.. well i din actualli run cos of asthma.. den end up walkin most of the time.. hee.. ohh ya.. todae i broke mi high score of 185... now mi new high score is 195.. yeah quite happi lah... after like so long den finalli gt a chance to break it.. hahaz.. hmm.. actualli could hav gotten more den 200 lah.. cos i screw up mi last frame.. nonetheless.. i was happi.. now dunno how long den goin to break it liao.. mayb like nv? hahaz ohh ya.. later still gotta study mo(4) xie(3).. how lame.. in JC liao ley.. stil hav such things.. in sec sch i dun even hav it... STUPID TEACHER.. guess she gt nth beta to do... n oso dunno wats dat 4.. waste mi time oso.. gt 2more test cummin up.. arghhh... n saw sth veli disgustin like a min ago.. YUCKS!! one of mi hamster died.. den mi father wanna gt it n throw it away.. den discover dat it lost an eye... EWWWW... n there's blood over its blood.. how DISGUSTING!!! either is mi dog bite it... or the other hamster fight wif it.. n cause his death... how sad man....

noW on tHe mp3 - Chen Xiao Chun xia ban bei zi

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Monday, January 20, 2003

yeah.. mi blood screenin is over.. hahaz wasnt dat scary at all... i wasnt the least bit scared.. actualli quite fun lah.. lookin at the blood tink i abit bian tai rite? haha but was quite dumb lor.. i end sch at 2.10 den wait till 2.50 to take the blood.. abit wastin time... hee well most of mi frens r scared.. even the guys.. hahaz.. hmm.. todae ben 1st dae in army.. wonder how was it? hee.. hope he doin ok lah.. ohh ya.. yest went shoppin wif mi mum.. buy so mani things.. all new yr clothes though.. hehe now no need to worry bout clothes animore liao.. shall continue another den.. gotta go do research liao..~

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Friday, January 17, 2003


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yeah... nowadaes not dat free to update blog liao... now is 3 daes den gt 1 entry.. hahaz but will try to update more often lor.. tis whole wk is soooo tiring.. probably is the effect of the flu medicine lor.. den whole dae feel like slpin.. well last few daes not much thing happens.. juz dat yest gt 2 test... phy n mc... well.. tink phy will fail terribly.. hahaz cos we r all bz copyin frm others... :P den mc ar.. quite confident lah.. cos i 1st time finish all the qns n i noe how to do it.. yeah~ shall b able to noe the results by nex wk den can update u all how i fare.. hee hmm.. goin to take the hepB test on mon liao.. gonna take mi BLOOD!! hope not dat pain lah.. later c blood i faint ar.. hahahaz...~ but guess quite hard cos nth scares mi~ (other den cockroaches) hehe

noW on tHe mp3 - Yong Bang wei ni si de lei

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Tuesday, January 14, 2003

wow~ so mani daes nv update mi blog liao.. did u guys miss mi.. hahaz well last few daes quite bz lah den no time to cum online hee.. well went to the chalet on sat nite.. though i'm so veli sick.. gt fever n bad bad flu.. hahaz.. guess realli is suay lah.. i onli sat MORNING den gt the flu n fever ley.. nonethelss i went to the chalet.. i keep mi promise k? hee well chalet was fun if i wasnt dat sick.. but by the mornin the fever was sort of gone n feelin much beta liao.. n oso mani others contracted the flu too.. hahahaz how sad 4 them hee.. thnx to us huh? keke den went hm n slp almost the whole dae.. well i stil hav mi flu though it's much beta liao but stil gt blocked nose lah cant realli breathe.. den yest went to c doc lor.. gt flu medicine if not dun tink can recover.. keke hmm den ask doc to check if i gt asthma.. well turn out i did hav asthma n gt the inhaler liao.. guess i cant do vigorous exercise animore.. hmm nth much happens realli juz bz wif mi hw n stuffs.. well wait 4 mi nex entry again hee..~

noW on tHe mp3 - F4 yan huo de ji jie

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Friday, January 10, 2003

yeah~ finalli can online.. haha was quite happi todae AT FIRST.. earli in the mornin the announcement sae dat phy test postpone so tml no test.. i was so happi though i spent the last few daes tryin to study phy.. keke den i relax abit.. den at the end of the dae gt phy tut. heard frm mi tutor dat phy test tink is postpone to thurs frm 5-7pm.. YEAH... WAT LUCK!! it juz sucks.. i rather to hav it tml den on thurs man.. thurs i gt short dae til 2.10 den hav to stay back till 5 juz 4 a STUPID PHY TEST which im sure i'll FAIL.. aarrrggghhh... STUPID PHY TEAHCERS!!!!! den now sort of spoil mi dae liao.. well now tink it's worse lor.. cos now i hav to worry for an extra 1wk n bz studyin AGAIN nex week... i wasted tis whole week rushin 4 nth ley.. den now hav to study summore.. aarrgggghhhhhhh......

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Thursday, January 09, 2003

ohh.. another 2 daes had pass.. hmm well oso nth realli much happens these 2 daes.. yesterdae hav trainin.. was quite ok but tirin.. guess too long din bowl dats y.. well bowl not dat bad since i usualli i din manage to even gt over 100.. haha well yesterdae i did it.. hahaz.. hmm share lanes wif one j1.. woah.. she gd man.. n a nice ger.. haha we were gossipin as usual.. yeah n mel ask us to do those 'claps' wen we gt a strike.. quite tirin man cos u gotta do it 4 like 5times 4 each stike.. hahaz.. guess we r too bored.. trainin end at 6.. yeah cos we started late.. hmm.. wanted to complain bout u noe hu bene but guess nvm lah.. oso lz to type it.. hahaz.. hmm todae was a borin dae.. like ani other dae.. wake up go sch n study.. cum hm slack a while den study again n took a nap.. hee well guess later i will b studyin again.. cos sat gt phy test.. yeah n gonna fail aniwae so wats the pt to study rite? hee but i wun giv up.. will continue to study aniwae.. hee.. guess tml wun b online again.. cos gotta do last min cramppin wif studyin phy...

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Tuesday, January 07, 2003

yeah.. back tp update blog liao.. hmm guess i onli gets to update it every 2 daes or so.. hahaz.. wat can i do.. sch start liao n comp oso not in mi rm.. so cant everydae online lor.. wanted to cum online yest nite.. but mi bro was usin n he dun let mi use.. how sad.. den went to mi rm to do hw... how BORING~ mi rm gt nth.. no hi-fi or radio n no comp.. so do hw so lonely no music to accompany.. mi bro again lor.. ask him to put the hi-fi in mi bro he sae dun wan... how selfish rite.. den now mi rm so blank.. well.. guess now i hav to update mi blog earli lia lor.. b4 mi bro cum hm.. hahaz hmm todae nth much happens in sch.. juz dat hav to write a gp essay.. n no mood to write.. yeah n end up wif not enuff words.. but heck care liao.. at least i finish it.. hahaz.. dats bout all dat happens..

noW on tHe mp3 - SHE wu ke qu dai

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Sunday, January 05, 2003

Take the M&M's Test @ /~erin

well finalli a dae where everything is alrite.. hahaz.. hmm.. slpt quite earli last nite cos wasnt dat well.. hmm.. i shall start frm yest den.. yest din went to bowlin trainin cos of dat stupid finger.. hmm.. den wake up at 10am after dat go lot1 delifrance to hav breakfast wif mi family n li ching.. eat til veli full ar.. haha den we shop ard abit den i bought a tee.. hee~ at ard 12.45pm i have to go hm n gt back there again.. cos i din bring jieqi's present.. haha abit bo liao though.. reach cck AGAIN at 1.30.. quite fast rite... meet wif jas n dap den we went to k-box.. hahaz hav fun there.. jq join us later.. den we sing.. hahaz.. mi n jas quite mad i guess.. the session ended at 6.15pm den mi dap n jas went to harn hse.. wahh i din noe dat so mani of them were there.. flor left earli n saw her at the busstop wif harn.. we went up after flor has left.. they were playin mahjong n marcus won quite alot n the other 3 lost.. at ard 8.15pm den decided to order pizza.. yeah guess mi whole dae is eatin fast food.. hahaz.. left her hse at ard 11pm.. n reach hm at 11.35pm.. went to bathe den online 4 bout 10mins den canot tahan liao n offline.. hee.. hmm well.. todae i spent mi whole dae at hm.. rottin as usual.. did mi phy hw. den mi mum n bro was cleanin the hse cos new yr cummin..~ i cant clean up n guess wat.. cos of mi finger again~ hahaz den end up onli mi rm wasnt clean.. jus had mi dinner not long ago.. dats bout all.. gotta go do hw again

noW on tHe mp3 - Brian Mcknight 6,8,12

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arggghhh.. guess mi realli jinx ar.. todae was a fun dae but was spoil by the stupid gastric.. den now feelin veli terrible... so suay ley.. todae i enjoy miself so much.. but end mi dae wif tis gastric.. wanted to update mi blog.. but now no mood to type animore.. tml den sae lah.. aarrghhH~

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Friday, January 03, 2003

wat a suay dae... hmm.. earli in the mornin mi finger gt caught in the door den bleed... how painful.. frm not awake till VERY AWAKE ar... it's so disgustin the finger.. the flesh peel off summore.. guess i'm juz suay.. den last nite i type mi blog liao den suddenly disconnect n canot connect again.. so end up mi blog yest not update lor.. n oso last nite cant slp again.. n end up hor mi tis yr onli slp 4 bout 8-9hrs ley.. so u shd noe how tired i am now.. hmm.. well not goin to continue liao.. finger pain again.. shall sae more nex entry...

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Wednesday, January 01, 2003

hAppiE nEw yEar pple~ hahaz yestdae was quite a fun dae lah though i spent more den half a dae at hm wif nth beta to do... went to causeway pt wif mi parents to hav dinner.. at ard 10+ i went to dap's hse.. haha we sort of hav a bowlin gatherin there.. we hav nth to do so gathered there to 'countdown' to 2003~ haha we play PS, mahjong n cards.. yeah quite lame though somemore throughout the nite.. haha n mayb of us are quite tired liao but we still manage to 'survive' through the nite.. hahahz well like i sae b4 wen i gt tired i was abit crappy n yeah.. yesterdae it happens again.. hahaz guess every1 is laughin at mi againz...~ hahahaz in the mornin we went to eat Mac breakfast.. after dat we still can talk 4 bout another hour or two... reach hm at about 11+am den went to slp.. too tired liao.. 4pm den i wake up liao.. din wan to slp dat much cos later tonite will hav to slp earli.. aarrggHHH.. tml sch startin how sad.. n i wun b able to cum online so often liao.. cos the comp. now is in my bro's rm.. :~( nvm.. den now i can concentrate on mi studies liao.. but tink quite hard... hav to stop here liao.. gotta prepare stuffs 4 sch tml.. cyaz guyzz..~

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